"I dont like yelling"

Short one :)
Tw: abuse

It was an early day on set.
Florence was just waving at you as she watches you getting out of the car when she saw something of.

A big man came out of the car too starting to yell at you. You weren't talking back. She couldn't hear what he was saying but saw him pointing his finger in your face as he screamed his words.

After the man seemed to be done with his words he got into the car and drove away.
Florence was already walking towards you.
"Y/n honey? Is everything alright?"
She came to hug you when you pushed her away from you and ran away to your trailer holding back tears.

Being worried Florence ran after you towards your trailer but found your door being locked.
"Y/n?"
"Y/n open up!" She started banging on the door.
She couldn't hear anything, making her worried sick about you.
"Y/n please open this door!"
"Y/N COME ON!"
By this point Florence had been gaining the attention of some colleagues. One of them came to help her

"Do you need me to break this door open?" He asks
"I uh- y-yes" she stutters.
The man starts to kick the door and eventually the lock gaves in and de door can be opened. Florence practically runs inside.

She can hear heavy breathing coming from a bathroom.
"Y-y/n? Can I come in?" She asks with a soft voice.
She doesn't hear response so she gently opens the door

She sees you laying on the cold floor curled up like a ball holding yourself tightly completely broken down.
"Y/n baby" she walks over to you picking you up with ease.
She puts you down right in her lap as she rocks you up and down
"Shhh baby. Breathe. You're okay I'm here now. You're safe" she gently strokes you cheek trying to calm you down.
After a few minutes she feels you calm down into some soft hiccups.
"Y/n?"
"I-I'm sorry" you whisper
"No y/n, you have nothing to be sorry about okay? I promise"
"Do you want to talk about it baby?"
"I-it's just- I-I don't like yelling" you start to cry a little again.
"They always yell Flo. I hate it" you snuggle further into her arms
She strokes you back.
"T-they just scream and push and hit and I don't know why. I don't do anything wrong but they're always mad" you cry out
"W-wait they hit you y/n?" Florence asks more seriously.
You stay silent regretting what you told her

You look at her finally revealing the black eye you've been trying to cover up with your hand
Her eyes widen
"Y/n"
"I'm okay. It doesn't hurt I'm okay"
"Honey when did this happen?"
"Just now. I-in the car. But it's nothing really" you say embarrassed
"Y/n. This is not okay."
"Do you want to go home with me tonight?"
You nod
She smiles at you
"Do you feel okay to film today?"
"Y-yeah of course. It makes me happy" you say
"I'm glad to hear that! Let's get ready then"

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Throughout the day you notice Florence glance at you a lot just to check if you're okay.
You always smiles back at her making her feel better until it came to a particular scene where you knew a lot of yelling was needed. You thought you where doing fine until you slowly felt your chest tighten up.
Suddenly you got the exact same feeling that you get at home.
Of course you stopped acting in the middle of the scene covering your ears out of fear.

When Florence sees this she runs to your side trying to help you

You feel someone lay hands over your ears helping to demp all the noise around you.

You wait and just stand there until you feel yourself calm down. You slowly take your hands of your ears making Flo do the same.
"Are you okay baby?"
"I want to go away" you say with tears in your eyes
"Yeah of course. You go get ready I'll talk us out of it okay? I'll come and get you"
She watches as you walk of set receiving some worried looks.

Florence walks over to the director and explains the situation. Lucky for you he is very understanding and agreed to let you both get away.

You are both in the car riding to Florence's place. It's silent. Neither of you share a word. Neither of you know what to say. So you just wait.

When you get into her place you both get inside and you are greeted by a dog licking you. You smile slightly making Florence relieved
"Do you want me to show you the guest room?"
You shrug
Florence looks at you waiting for you to give a clear answer.
Instead you just go over to her and hug her. You don't cry. You just hold her. After a few seconds you feel Florence hold you to. Even after a few minutes you don't let go of her. Florence lifts you up while you are stil in her arms and Carries you to the couch. She lays the both of you down with you in her lap. She gets a soft blanket and gently places it on top of the both of you. You snuggle into her neck and focus on her gently making circles on your back comforting you.

After a while you both fall asleep in eachother warmth and comfort.

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