"We used to say we wont ever change"

Tick tick tick, the clock in my 7th period wall seemed to be taunting me, the way it moved ever so slowly. Today me and Gerard are supposed to meet to uh fix the things going in our friendship. The thing is I don't think we'll be able to get over the problems in our friendship because I'm kinda in love with him. It's not that I don't want to fix it, it's just whenever I look at him I have a very strong urge to kiss him and I don't think I'll be able to control it much longer.


The bell rang interrupting my thoughts, I tense up slightly grabbing my things as slow as possible, I walk to my locker as if there is a ball and chain in ankle. When I finish putting my stuff in my locker I walk to my beloved car, a shiny black 67 Chevy Impala. I sit there for a while looking at the cloudy sky wondering if I should really tell him. If I really do want to continue being his friend, I have to.


-Time skip brought to you by my laziness-


I stepped out of my car and walked to the swing set that we were supposed to meet, Gee was already there he was looking at the ground, his bright red hair covering his face. "Hey-"he looked up with tears streaming down his face, a bloody lip and a black eye, I felt my blood boil because I knew who did it " I'm going to kill him. Why did he do it this time?!" " I-I b-broke up with him" Gerard said sniffling a bit. I was taken off guard by that statement, for 3 years I begged him to leave Bret, 3 fucking years! I wish I could have been there to take the beating for him...


"Gerard..." "you don't have to say anything... I just want to fix our friendship and I know we weren't gonna get anywhere if I didn't break up with Bert." "Gerard, it's not that you were with Bert-" " then what was it Frank, cause I just got my ass kicked!" He was yelling and crying now "I don't think it's a good time to tell you..." "'You don't think' YOU'VE BEEN SO DISTANT LATELY AND ITS KILLING ME FRANK! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AND THE ONLY REASON I COULD THINK OF WAS THAT I WAS STILL WITH BERT! I JUST GOT MY ASS KICKED-" "YOU WOULD HAVE GOTTEN YOUR ASS KICKED ANYWAY! HE IS AN ABUSING ASSHAT THAT DIDNT DESERVES YOU!" It started pouring down rain, but that didn't stop Gerard, oh no he kept on going. "YOU DONT THINK I KNOW?! Frank of course I know but I was scared... I felt like I was losing you so I decided to take the beating I knew was coming. IT WAS ALL FOR YOU FRANKIE" The way he said my name took me by surprise so much I couldn't speak.


"Goodbye Frank. You obviously don't want to fix this friendship." " Gerard wait! I want to tell you so bad but I'm scared to... I don't want you to hate me.." I looked down at my feet " I could never hate you Frank." I looked up and saw how beautiful he looked in the rain. The way the water dripped off him, suddenly I didn't want to stop the urge anymore, I pulled him close to me and kissed him. When I pulled back I said "You used to say we won't ever change, but what if I want to change. I love you Gerard Way. That's why I've been so distant, because I've been wanting to kiss you. I-" I was cut off by Gerard's lips pressed against mine I kissed back instantly my hands wrapped around his waist while Gees hands messed with my hair.


When we pulled back the only words Gee said was "I love you too Frankie"


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