there's a monster inside me that wants me to die

it hurts me and cuts me and burns me all the time

it feeds me all this pain till i'm nothing but numb

it tells me i'm stupid and ugly and questions my life

it fills me with  nightmares so i'd rather not sleep

it secludes me from people and tells me not to eat

but there's something i refuse to believe

the monster inside is actually me

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𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎

heyy

this ones shorter than usual 

𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚝𝚘, 𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚖𝚎, im always here

(102 words)

"𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎'𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜. 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐"