Chapter 3

Kakashi's POV


I'm walking towards Naruto's home. The training left me worried. There's no way you will look like that after just falling down! And he does seem a little skinny and tired. And there's no way he will refuse to go eat ramen! What's wrong? I want to ask him. He may not tell me but I'll try. I want to help him. He's been dealing with so much hate, even though he hasn't done anything wrong.


I reach his home and knock the door loudly.
"Naruto?" No one responds. I can't even hear footsteps. Maybe he's not home? I try the door. It's open. I go inside, and close the door behind me. Yes yes, I know, going into someone else's home without permission is illegal, but since he's my student and I'm just checking on him I guess it's okay. Maybe.
"Naruto?" I call out his name again. Still no response. I walk around and then I smell it. Mixture of smoke and blood. What has happened? Does Naruto smoke? There's no way... Or am I wrong? I walk towards bathroom, I think the smell is coming from there. His aparment is messy and suddenly I see them. Those wrintings on the wall.
Die. Monster. You little slut. Why don't you just kill yourself?.
What? Who wrote those? Clearly not Naruto.


I decide to go check the bathroom. The smell gets stronger when I get closer and now I just need to open the door. I'm kinda scared of what I will see but I gotta check. What if Naruto... No. Absolutely not. He couldn't...


I push the door open and then I see it. Naruto is staring forward with dull eyes. There's cigarette pack next to him and there's blood everywhere.
I can't move. He really... Tried to kill himself... Then I get my legs moving again
"Naruto, why?!" I stare at him. He's alive. His wrists have already started healing. Is this even possible?
"I am the one who should ask why. Why, why can't I kill myself?! Why that damn Kyuubi always keeps me alive? I don't want this anymore!" Naruto almost shouted. Tears are streaming down his face. I don't know what to say. What can I possibly say? I just hug him. I hug him tightly for a really long time. He's still crying.
"It's okay Naruto. You are too special person to die like this, even Kyuubi has realized that" I don't know why Kyuubi keeps him alive but I am gratefull for that. Without that fox we would have lost Naruto.
I finally let go of Naruto.
"Let's go to the kitchen so I can treat your wounds" I say as I look at his eyes. He suddenly turns his gaze away.
"There's no need for you to do that" he says still looking away.
"Why?"
"Because you shouldn't be even talking to a monster like me" he said with a sad tone.
"You're wrong. You're not a monster, you are my student Naruto and I sure as hell am going to talk to you and treat those wounds" I say and lift him up and carry him to the kitchen. He still looks away. Okay, it must be awkward when I'm carrying him in a bridal style. Yes. It sure is awkward. For him at least.


When we reach the kitchen I put him down on chair. Oh god he feels so light. Does he eat properly?
"Just sit there, I'll bandage your wounds" I say and go get the things I need. I search for the items I need in his house. I open a locker in his room and what I found is shocking. There's cigarettes, liguor and some kind of pills. Naruto...I don't know what to say. Doing drugs and now trying to kill himself... Why didn't I notice earlier? It's my fault that he's suffering so much! I have to apologize and help him. But what can I do? I close the door of the locker and go back to the kitchen. Naruto is still sitting there and staring out of the window.
"Naruto, I couldn't find the supplies I need to bandage your wounds, so I'll go get them from my house quickly. Just sit there, I'll be right back"
And only smoke was left of
me


Naruto's POV


Why is he being so kind to me? Even though he hasn't cared until now. I seriously can't understand why he cares, or prerends to care. My wrist is really hurting. My head is hurting. I guess you could say my soul is hurting too. Why, why does Kyuubi always keep me alive? He killed so many and yet he keeps me alive. Is he torturing me on purpose? That sounds just like him.


*knock knock*


Who is that? I don't believe it's Kakashi, 'cause he would come straight inside. Who is it then? Wait, don't tell me... I stand up and walk to the door. I open it and oh... Just like I thought. One of those three men who made my life hell. And of course he had to come when Kakashi is also coming... How am I supposed to deal with this little problem? Kakashi absolutely can't see him, what am I going to do...


"Hey, aren't you going to happily greet me and let me in?" He says, I have to call him 'lord'. He smirks in his usual evil way and makes his way inside.
"Lord, I think you should leave, my sensei is coming over soon so..." All I got was bitchslap in face, which hurt.
"Don't talk without permission. And do you actually think I would believe your lies? Your sensei is coming over? Am I supposed to believe that? You're just trying to fool me! And you haven't told him about this, have you?" He shouted at me with angry look on his face.
"I'm not lying! I'm trying to save you from getting caught and you get angry at me! I haven't told anyone and nobody will know if you get away now!" I nearly shouted. That's when I knew I fucked up. The anger and hatred in his eyes was something that can't be explained with words. I have seen that look on someones face only only few times. Even when it was my birthday people didn't look that angry and full of hatred.
"Don't you dare to shout at me! You little monster have no right to shout at me!" He shouted and started to walk towards me. I didn't back away. I just stood there, waiting for my punishment.


He hit me, in face.
He kicked me, to stomach. I fell down and he kept on beating me.
Kick to the head.
Kicks to my whole body.


I'm starting to get numb, my body can't take it anymore. My vision starts to get blurry and I can't hear Lords cursing anymore. I think I'll lose my consciousness soon, even Kyuubi can't keep me awake. Goodbye again, let's see if this is the last time...


Kakashi's POV


I got back to Naruto's home and what I see is shocking. Someone is beating him up in his own house and he's just laying there. Have he lost his consciousness?
"Stop it right there!" I shout and run towards him.
He looks at me and spits on Naruto like he's trash.
"Hmph, so that demon was telling the truth, huh" he said eyes full of pure hatred.
"Why do you even care about this monster? Or are you torturing him as well? Have you seen what we've done?" At that moment I felt like killing that man. I can't see his face 'cause he's using a mask.
"I'll show you" he said and ripped Naruto's shirt away and turned him around do that I could see his back.
Die. Abhorred monster. Slut.
I want to kill this man. I'm going to kill this man.


Thanks for reading, I'm so sorry it took me so long to write this! School started ss I have less time than before, but I'll try to update soon!

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