HI! This is author. (^_^V)

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DATE: MAY 15, 2014

Kris's POV (6:59 PM)

That naughty kid! Carelessly posting something like that will surely get him in trouble!

I laughed. Then groaned.

I've always loved that kid's spunk, even from the start. This is just too much. Too burdensome. I guess they all know what's happening now. I know they'll never forgive me for what I did. What I did and the impact of it, it's unthinkable. I basically ruined everything. I "betrayed" them, though I knew of course Tao wasn't the one who posted that, still the message hit straight home. 

I guess I did have a choice, jeopardizing my health won't matter that much to me, but I can't do that to my mom. I can't make her worry, it would break her heart if she knew I am sick. We only have each other and I will be making this very painful for her if I drop dead somewhere in a room or at the stage. Definitely not. I would never trade my moms welfare for anything in this world.

It is decided, even if it kills me to leave them.

I am stuck in this empty place, my lawyer suggested me to stay. Fortunately, the media still hasn't found out where I am staying or I don't know what will happen. The netizens are already in chaos, I don't know what will happen if my fans found out this place. Reading my fans messages makes my heart swell though. It warms my heart to know that my fans are trying their best to back me up.

Sadly, I can't get their hopes up, it pains me to think that I'll just be disappointing them. I can't even imagine that I had this level of supporters with me, they even think my drawings are cute, ha! I will not just disappear without saying anything to them, without letting them know that I'm okay, without expressing my gratitude to them. They are very important to me as well.

I found a note, wrote my message and posted it to ig.

"I'm doing fine. I wish everyone the best, and I hope things will be better for you all. I thank all the people who are supporting me, and thanks for voicing your opinions. Wu Yi Fan will always be here!"

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I can't sleep again. This place is very uncomfortable. I look for my backpack to change my shirt. I grab a white comfortable tee when something fell. It was the Gucci glasses Tao gave me on my birthday. 

(DATE: NOVEMBER 01, 2013)

'"Ge, wake up!" A certain someone just disturbed my sleep.

I open my eyes and look at who was calling me. It was Tao.

"What's up panda?" I asked groggily. 

"Hurry and dress up, Ge." He demanded. What is he up to now?

I didn't want to argue with him so early in the morning, so I got up, pulled a white shirt and a black-tight pants. Tao was already dressed up. When I was done, he dragged me to the dining room and have me sit on the chair. Kyungsoo already made a breakfast. Great! Tao seems to be in a hurry and shoved the pancake into my mouth. I choked. I made a gesture to Minseok hyung across me and thankfully he handed me a glass of water. I swallowed the pancake and looked at Tao, my eyebrows connected.

"Tao, what's wrong with you today?" I questioned, angrily.

"No.. Nothing.. G-ge. Hurry up and finish that already." He said.

After I finished my meal, Tao pulled my hand, intertwining our fingers together. He dragged me towards the door and shoved me inside the car. I turned to look at him.

"Where are we going anyway?" I asked.

"Stop asking questions Ge, you'll find out later." He smiled excitedly at me. Seems like he's planning something.

We arrived at the mall. I didn't notice that our hands are still twined while we're riding. He pulled me out the car and the fans who recognized who we are, started to gather around us. Tao sped up and continued to drag me inside the store. Gucci. I stopped when I read the shop's name.

"Wait! You woke me up so early just because you wanted to purchase something here again? We can do this later in the day you know." I said.

"Let's just go inside!" He said, continuing to drag me inside the store.

"Umm.. Ge, how about this? Try this another one for me please? I bet this will look good on you." He said, choosing a sleek looking one from an array of sunglasses. He's been making me wear almost every sunglasses that was being displayed in his favorite shop.

"Why are we doing this again?" I asked. My eyebrows narrowed.

"Um... You see.. You are my basis, if this will looked good on you, this will looked good on me too." He said, his lips creeping into a smile.

"Uh.. Okay." I said, trying to wear the glasses. I looked at the mirror and I saw my reflection. Wow. I looked good.

"You looked good, ge." Tao complimented me.

"Yeah." I said.

"This," I grab a classy looking pair of glasses and shoved it to his face.

"Looks good on you." I said, smiling.

He stood there, looking stunned. His cheeks rose to an alarming shade of red. I smiled more. He looks so cute with he blushed.

"Let's.. Go home, Ge." Tao suggested.

"What? After waking me up to drag me so early in the morning, almost choking me to death with a pancake, and making me try almost every pair of glasses here, we'll just go home?" I started to flare-up, angry with his childishness.

"Uhh.. I'm.. I'm sorry.. Ge.. I'm sorry. I'm so-" He started to go teary eyed. I know he's just acting, but he looked so cute it was irresistible. I cut him out by hugging him. He seems so shock that he struggled when I pulled him into my arms.

"Shh.. It's okay. Let's just go home." I shushed, feeling a bit guilty and grabbed his hand, pulling him outside the shop.

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We became so busy afterwards. I woke up earlier than usual because of the noise from a racket outside the room. I got up, having a bad start. As I opened the door, all the member's face showed up looking at me expectantly. Minseok was holding a cake with candles already lighted. I rose my left eyebrow.

"What's up guys?" I asked. They ignored me and started to sing.

"*생일축하함니다~생일축하함니다~" they sang in unison. Everyone started hugging me. As the song ended, Tao jumped in front of me and hugged me. He pulled himself away after a couple of seconds and handed me his gift.

(*Saeng-il chuk ha ham ni da= Happy birthday to you.)

"For you, Ge." He said, smiling happily.

I smiled back. I opened my gift and to my surprise, it was that sleek sunglasses from his favorite shop.'

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I really have to sleep now. I can't stop having flashbacks every time I saw an object of sentimental value. The flashbacks go unbidden. Just like this old backpack from my dad. I brought with me only the things that are of value to me. They remind me of priceless moments. Now I'm afraid that's all that is left to me.

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END OF CHAPTER: EXO – 4

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