TW/CW: Cringe, Overthinking, Low self esteem, mention of diets, Falling in love.

Song Reccomandation: moment by Vierre Cloud

(George POV)

I went my room while hearing Dream laugh with Sapnap.

Did I say something wrong? Why is he laughing? Was he making fun of me with Sapnap? My throughts were eating me alive while I was laying in bed.

Why was I even thinking about what Dream throught about me so much? Was i- falling in love with him? No, I wasnt.

I remember that when it was the first time I fell in love with someone, I felt the same things I am feeling right now. Does this even make any sense or am I just rambling random words now?

Maybe I'm not actually in love with Dream and it's just a missunderstanding. And even if I was falling in love with him, I woudn't know if he liked me back or not.

Maybe I should look for signs that he's in love with me? I mean, maybe it's the fact that he went to get ice cream with me today, or the fact that he made me a flower crown once.

Or maybe he isn't even single...

I mean, he has to has a girlfriend or a boyfriend, right? I mean, he is really hot and pretty so he HAS to have some other people better than me falling for him, right?

I probably don't even look good enough for him anyways, but I could probably change that. Everyone can have glow ups, right?

Maybe I should start googling tips on how to get a glow up too, or maybe I should try to find out of Dream is single first. But how am I going to do that? I can't just go up to him and be like 'Hey, are you single?' cause then my plan would be too obvious and things might go really bad.

Is there even a way to try to make your best friend fall in love with you without having chances of having them start to hate you or break your friendship?

I mean, the only thing I can do right now is google tips on how to glow up, cause then I would probably make him fall in love or at least make some progress.

I took a piece paper, a pen and my laptop to write some tips on how to glow up.

So far, I haven't really found many tips on how to glow up and my list only has some small stuff like:

1. Stay hydrated

2. Do skincare to help reduce acne

3. Practice some form of exercise daily

4. Eat healthy

5. If you're overweigh or close to overweigh, try a diet like 'OMAD' or any other diets but don't make them too strict. (Please don't try the OMAD diet tho)

For the 5th one, I don't even know if I am overweigh or at least close to overweigh or not but I wrote it just in case.

After writting some stuff in my list, I began to google for some websites that could help me find out if I am overweigh or not.

I then found a website named 'BMI Calculator' and all it requires is your age, weigh and height. Pretty usefull if you ask me.

I typed in my age, weigh and height in the website and waited to see the results.

Good thing it said I am at a healthy weigh.

I closed the website and scribbled over the 5th tip on my list and began to search for more tips on how to glow up.

I didn't find anything else except some tips on how to glow up in your makeup but I don't think I want to try going that far yet.

For now, I just have to concentrate on the 4 tips on glowing up and maybe ill find some more in the future. At this point, i'll make Dream fall in love with me in less than a month.

And maybe a glow up will also help reduce the hate I sometimes get on social media too. Perfect. How didn't I think of this before?

I then closed my laptop and looked in the mirror. Soon enough I'll make myself look even better than I do right now.

I then got distracted from my throughts by the sound of my door opening and seeing Dream standing in the doorway.

"George, what are you doing here? Dinner is ready, come down." He paused for a moment and pointed at the list I made earlier "What's that paper on your desk?"

"Nothing important" I tried to come up with a lie "It's just a list of random phone numbers of some new friends of mine. I asked them for their phone number so we can maybe meet up again, nothing more"

"Are you sure? I dont see any numbers written on that paper" Dream said.

"We'll talk about this after dinner, okay? I dont want to make Sapnap wait for us for too long downstairs. You know for impatient he sometimes gets" I replied and we both went downstairs and ate dinner with Sapnap.

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