I woke up and Chris was gone I didn't expect him to stay the whole night I knew he would probably leave feeling uncomfortable or uneasy about my parents room being just downstairs

I expected he would climb out the window or sneak off to Gordies room making it feel like a safe haven to him

Gordie was his net and vise versa you would never meet a duo more in sync then them yet their home life's are much different their personalities
Will always compliment each other it's not that easy to find a friend for life

I wish that's something I could have found but it truly Is one in a Million

I sighed getting up from my bed dragging my heavy feet across the bed room floor

A yawn escaped my mouth as I slumped across the hall to the bathroom I brushed my teeth then turned the shower on jumping in quick hopeing to get some kind of relive from this sticky feeling of sleep

As I felt the hot water wash down on my body i wondered why my family seemed so odd? so many people actually have reason to be upset with their familys situations for example Chris he has real family issues mine seemed petty.

There are more important things to fight about, Dennys is gone

And yet it hurts my heart deeply he was my older brother he was family

He's gone and we have to accept that death is in fact a part of life even if it is just the end of it

I turned off the shower grabbing a towel to wrap myself in

I stepped out of the bathroom just to be attacked by the cold air in the rest of the house

I rushed across to my room closing the door quickly so I could change

Once the door was closed I dropped my towel to get dressed

"Jesus!"

My eyes widened as I saw Chris sitting on my bed

"Chris!" I whisper yelled putting my towel back on

He took a peek checking to see if it was safe to look sighing he faced me once more

"I just wanted to see if you were okay" he said trying to hide a laugh

I frowned "I need to get dressed so turn around" he noded as I made my way over to my closet pulling out some jeans shorts and a random tee-shirt.

After I placed on necessary items I put on my shorts and shirt

"Okay you can look know" I stated

Ignoring eye contact I was more then terrified Chris had just seen me naked

I was confident in myself no matter what

But it's quite exposing and I'm not ready yet for anyone to see me naked
"Are you okay rosie?"

"Yea" I replied quick with no tone

I looked at myself in the mirror as I brush my hair

"Rosie?"

I ignored him

"Rosanne" he stated firmly

I cringed at my full name

I turned to face him "what?"

"Don't be embarrassed" he more of asked then said trying to figure out the problem

I nodded with the smile even though I still felt completely embarrassed

"Whats on the agenda today?" I asked trying to figure out a way to forget the previous topic

He smiled "be down stairs in 5" then he climbed out of my window

I sighed placing on my chucks making sure they were tight

I grabbed a random ponytail off my desk and placing it on my hand

I walked down the steps of my house noticing no one was here hmm i guess I'm not the only one who wants to get out of this house.