I sit here and wonder

What will happen and ponder

Of all that could be, as I blink

Away the tears I don't shed.

When I lay quietly on my bed,

Listening to symphonies when I

Close my eyes and think about the lie

I told you, when I said, "I'm okay".

Careful not to take off my mask,

So you don't see, please don't ask,

Because I won't give an answer to you.

How can I? When I myself, do not have a clue.