I'm a little busy, this is just to hold y'all over 🙂

Dixie's View

I accidentally bump into someone and they turn around.

"Sorry." I say.

"Dixie? Dixie D'Amelio?" The person says.

I look up and see Y/n.

"I didn't even recognize you for a second. How are you doing?" Y/n says.

Hey, how you doing ?

"Well, I'm doing just fine." I say.

Well I'm doing just fine

"I think you're lying." Y/n says.

I lied I'm dying inside

"Let's try this again. How are you doing?" Y/n asks.

Hey, how you doing ?

"I'm fine." I say.

Well I'm doing just fine

"You're lying again." She says.

I lied I'm dying inside

"Dixie, how are you?" She asks.

Hey, how you doing ?

"I'm fine." I say.

Well I'm doing just fine

"Liar, be honest with me." She says.

I lied I'm dying inside

"Look, I've been thinking about you since you moved. Yes, I know this was 4 years ago." I say.

"You moving away really hurt me, I am still hurting." I say.

I've been hurt in the past
I've been hurt in the present

"So, you hide your feelings behind a smile?" She asks.

"Yes." I say.

The smile on my face ain't the feelings represented in my head

"My life hasn't been the same without you, I've wanted to die for as long as I can remember." I say.

Oh I'm sorry I'm alive
I been wishing I was dead from a very young age

"How do you really feel?" She asks.

So tell me how you feel

"I'm fine... to everyone else." I say.

Well I'm feeling just fine

"But I honestly feel like shit." I say.

That's a lie that I been telling my entire fucking life

"I'm over this." I say.

I feel sluggish

"I'm tired." I say.

I feel tired

"I feel worthless." I say.

I feel worthless

"I feel like I can't do anything." I say.

Uninspired

"Every day I wake up, I just wanna go back to bed." I say.

Every time I wake up in the morning I just wanna fall asleep again Every time I wake up in the morning I just wanna fall asleep again

"Sometimes I never want to wake up." I say.

Fall asleep again, yeah fall asleep again

"Dixie, I've thought about you nonstop. I had even thought about running away and going back to go back to you." Y/n says.

Hey, how you doing? Well I'm doing just fine

"It's been over 4 years, but I still love you." Y/n says.

I lied I'm dying inside

I smile and hug her.

I lied I'm dying inside

She smiles and I kiss her.

I lied I'm dying inside

"Do you maybe wanna get coffee?" She asks.

I lied I'm dying inside

"Yes." I say.

So, hey, how you doing? Well I'm doing just fine

She smiles and grabs my hand.

I lied I'm dying inside

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Avery wanted to paint the room of our future baby boy, Joey, blue. Cute or whatever 🥰

Children, what color is your room gonna be? 😄