Jisoo saw it, Jisoo saw Irene Bae hugged Lisa and kissed her lip, she saw Lisa saying happily that she got the land for Irene"

So the most important person in her life is actually Irene,  it's not Chaeyoung.

It's a different woman, she saw the way Lisa looked at Irene.

Jisoo immediately get her stuff and left the SBS, Seulgi tried to run after her but she said "don't.."

She was about to enter her car then, she heard Jennie running, panting.

"Are you okay?" She asked worriedly.

That moment she wanted to slap Jennie real hard, she wants to yell to Jennie.. "Are you fucking kidding me? I look for Lisa for years, to make things right but you didn't give me a chance, you hide her away from me" That's exactly the words she want to tell Jennie straight to her face, but Jisoo didn't voice out, instead.

"How long they've been together?"

" 6 years"

"Irene loves her?"

"So much, she loves Lisa so fucking much"

Jisoo just nod. "Then I'm okay, tell Lisa I said congratulations." With that Jisoo immediately drive away and immediately went home.

She cried a river, while hugging her monkey stuffed toy.

The pain, this is the second time she felt this kind of pain maybe much worst.

The first time was when she found out that Lisa almost died, but this one is different..

The pain is unbearable she felt that her heart is about burst, she heard her phone ring, knock on her apartment but she doesn't care about anyone anymore.
She wants to be alone, then she saw Lisa's photo.

"Is this what you feel when I left you? Is this the pain you felt when I told you I don't love you anymore?" Tears flow in Jisoo's eyes that wet Lisa's old photo. "I'm sorry Lisa.. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean too, I just thought that I don't love you, I was blinded by my dreams that I forgot to dream and fulfilled those dreams with you. I'm so sorry babe. I'm so sorry.. "

Jisoo remembered everything that Lisa did for her, how their relationship was perfect and how she ruined it

Let me take you back.. Shall we?

Hey, Jennie.. Who's that cute? Jisoo asked.. She doesn't know that she's Jennie's bestfriend cause Jisoo didn't grew up in Seoul, she just transferred because you know, college

That's the first time she saw Lisa as a barista in the coffeeshop, Jennie introduced Lisa to her in one of her party, They talked she's really funny. Lisa asked if she could get Jisoo's number and of course Jisoo gave it to her.

They went out, Lisa fetch Jisoo even though she has worked and school too, they always hang around then Lisa admit her feelings for her, then of course Jisoo said yes to her.

"Jisoo, I bought you this. It's a sandwich, it's not much but it's really tasty, it's chicken sandwich"

Small things, that's all Lisa can give to Jisoo but her heart is so big, that she always take care of Jisoo, she always listened everything she said, every details.

"Jisoo, why are you dating a high schooler? There's so many fish in the sea, Seulgi likes you so much. Just pick her, that Lisa is gorgeous yes, she's beautiful but Jisoo she's hella poor can she even take you in a fine dining restaurant?"

"She's not that bad" Sana said

"Yeri, I love Lisa okay? Don't say that to her, I don't need a fancy restaurant"

Lisa knew that Jisoo's friends doesn't like her except Jennie but she still try for Jisoo.. She bought chips when Jisoo invited her that they'll have movie marathon, she tries to talk to them even though they won't talk back to Lisa.. They didn't even eat the chip, Seulgi told her it's cheap.. But Jennie and Jisoo ate it all.

Everyday, Lisa will fetch Jisoo and walk her to her dorm to make sure Jisoo is safe, because Lisa doesn't have that much money she always cooked for Jisoo she doesn't have much money to buy chicken in some fancy restaurant that's why she really is trying her best.

Jisoo is alright with that, she always eat what Lisa gave her, even though Lisa just gave her single flower she's happy it's the thought that counts.

Jisoo is very busy this time they have to pass a project it's like a baby thesis and they need a model building stuff.. But none of them knows how to do it.. Lisa hearing that she offered Jisoo to do it, even though she haven't slept in a day due to work..  first her friends decline telling her what Lisa could do? She's just senior.. But Lisa told them she's really good at it.. Even though Yeri and Seulgi doesn't like the idea.. Sana said let's just give it try.. They gave all the materials to Lisa and she did it like a professional.

Seulgi gave her money saying that she doesn't want to owe Lisa something, she said use that money to buy some shirt or shoes cause she looks like a beggar, "you look like Jisoo's personal maid." Of course Lisa didn't get the money and just left.

Jisoo got mad at Seulgi and run after her. She saw Lisa crying while walking in the bus station.. She hugged Lisa tightly but Lisa was the one who apologized to her..

"I'm sorry for being poor, Jisoo. I promise when i graduate I'll find a good job and bring you to some fancy restaurant, and your friends. I'll buy some clothes too. I'm sorry for being the worst girlfriend, I'm really sorry Jisoo, I'm sorry if I can't offer much."

Jisoo wiped her tears and told Lisa that she's already the best girlfriend and money is not a problem.

Jisoo didn't talk to her friends after that she just hangout with Jennie and Sana But of course the two girls said sorry and told Jisoo that they accept Lisa for Jisoo..

But that's a lie.. In Seulgi part.

If Jennie and Jisoo was there she treat Lisa nicely but if not, she's always says that she's not enough for Jisoo but Sana always apologized for that.

Jisoo introduce Lisa to her family, of course her dad is not a homophobic but she doesn't like the fact the Jisoo is dating a poor girl like Lisa.. He said bad things to Lisa that maybe she only likes Jisoo because of money. But that's a lie.. Lisa never accept Jisoo's expensive gift for her, just a small one and less expensive she always make sure that if they date in some restaurant not so expensive restaurant she insist to pay telling Jisoo she saved money for it.

But being Lisa... She didn't say bad things to Jisoo's dad, for her she need to respect his opinion and again it's Jisoo's dad.

Lisa knows that many people doesn't like her for Jisoo, she's aware of that.. But it's alright, as long that Jisoo loves her everything is okay.

Their anniversary came birthdays.. Their still together.. Lisa always work and work so she can earn extra money to buy Jisoo a gift.. One time.. She paid for electricity bill, school projects, daily expenses.. She only have few dollars. She just made Jisoo a bracelet and letter.. Then she went to Jisoo's party.. Of course, Jisoo got expensive gift a gold bracelet from Seulgi.. Lisa feel so small.. But Jennie didn't left her in that party.. Jisoo always brings her with her too. But Lisa knows she's being judge that time.. But she didn't say a word when Jisoo's father ask her to serve the guest she just did it, Seulgi accidentally spill a wine on her clothes.. But she knows it's not really accidentally but again Lisa just let her, she doesn't want to make a scene.. Jisoo asked her what's she doing why serving the guest.. She just said she want to help and smiled.. But Jisoo has a hunch... It's her father, she grabbed Lisa and left her own party, she drive her new car and took Lisa somewhere"

"When Lisa gave her gift.. She apologized again... Babe, I'm sorry I don't have much.. I hope you like it. But for Jisoo it's the best gift ever.. She thanked Lisa and said, baby don't let someone take advantage of you, you fight for yourself and always remember I love you"

"After that. Their relationship got stronger.. Jisoo decide to live with Lisa. She's paying her place anyway why not just help lisa pay her bills so she can save more money, her dad of course didn't agree but she just let Jisoo and believe that they'll break up soon"

"Lisa agreed, of course she'll be with Jisoo all the time.. Their relationship bloom more after that.. Lisa agreed on 50/50 share in everything.."

"One time.. Jisoo's dad visited Lisa in one of her job.. He told Lisa that she's not good for Jisoo, she can't even buy a new pair of shoes, a nice meal for Jisoo, or even take Jisoo out. He told Lisa that eventually that Jisoo will get tired of that. Lisa didn't say anything. She just cried after Jisoo's father left.. Little did she know Jennie and Jisoo heard it all. That night when Lisa got home.. She bought something for Jisoo it's a chicken from Jisoo's favorite expensive restaurant.. It cost Lisa whole pay for one job that's the price of the chicken.. Jisoo asked her why did she bought that.. Lisa said"

"Someone gave me a big tip, that's why I bought that for you, eat it all okay? Then Lisa opened it for her, she asked Lisa hows her day.. Lisa told her, but she never mention to Jisoo that her father visits her. That night.. Jisoo cried while hugging Lisa, she's sleeping peacefully she's really tired.. That tip thing? She knows it's not true Lisa used her saving so she could buy Jisoo a good meal.."

"After that.. Lisa add more work so she could buy something for Jisoo she's saving every penny she doesn't eat anymore just bread that her good customer gave.. So Jennie make sure to gave her extra meal.. She's very thankful for that.."

"Jisoo make sure that she puts efforts for Lisa too, like cooking but.. She mess up she doesn't know how to do house chores or anything so instead she just bought groceries for home and for Lisa as well."

"They went to some park too.. It's Lisa's day off.."

"Jisoo.. I promise you if I have more money.. I'll buy you a big big stuffed toy.. I'll replace that one.. Lisa won a small monkey from a claw machine, I promise you.. I'll be successful and gave you everything.. Promise me you'll wait for it okay? Lisa said"

"Of course.. We'll do it together"

"Lisa smiled and hugged Jisoo tight.. I'll work in some good company then I'll buy you all the best chicken in the world! We'll go to Paris and I'll buy you clothes.."

"I promise you Jisoo, I'll make sure I'll achieve my dreams with you.. We'll dream together right?"

"Of course Lisa.. Only with you"

"Lisa worked hard, she got scholarship after stopping in school for a year to save.. Jisoo offered to pay for her but she doesn't like that, and Jisoo understand it.. She works hard so her promise to Jisoo will fulfilled"

"Then this one time.. It's Jisoo's mother's birthday but Jisoo's car brokedown in the middle of the road and it's raining hard she'll be late in the party.. Lisa went out to push the car she doesn't mind if she will get wet or what.. Then finally it start and she went inside"

"Go drive now Jisoo.. I'm okay.. Then Jisoo drive she went out she was about to grab Lisa.. I'm okay get inside.. I'll follow you, I'll fix myself.. Jisoo kissed her then left, Lisa clean herself and dry her clothes a little.. When she's about to get inside the venue.. The guard blocked her asking for invitation, she said she's Jisoo's girlfriend but the guard didn't believe her then Jisoo's father went out and saw her he asked what's happening the guard told them that Lisa said she's invited and she's Jisoo girlfriend.. But Jisoo's dad is such an evil person.."

"My daughter is single. I don't know her, throw her out"

"The guard throw her out even Lisa told them she's gonna walk herself outside but world is cruel, they really throw out Lisa like she's a bag of trash.. She got wounds, of course but she stood up and decided to just wait for Jisoo. Her little cuts bleeds too, again Lisa felt so small but she doesn't want to question God, she's trying so hard not to cry.. But the tears flows on it's own"

"Hey... Someone said.. Are you okay? You're freezing"

"Lisa didn't look and wiped her tears.. But she nod. Still her head in the ground, she felt embarrassed and doesn't want to look the woman talking to her"

"The girl gave her handkerchief, here wipe your tears and here's a chocolate you must be hungry.. Lisa didn't have a second thought she get it and said.. Thank you so much and she bowed to the girl."

"Next time, don't let anyone hurt you.. You seem like a nice person then she tried to put her coat to Lisa's shoulder.. Then she left"

"Lisa didn't saw her face just her back.. She must be one of the guest"

"Lisa saw the initial of the handkerchief.
BJH.. Who ever you are, you saved me from starving and freezing to death, Lisa said while wearing the coat"

"After the party.. Lisa saw Jisoo.. Where have you been? I looked everywhere for you, I called you too, where did you get that coat?

"Sorry, my phone got wet, it won't open anymore and I got shy cause I'm wet so I just wait for you here, someone gave it to me"

"Jisoo looked at Lisa.. Her eyes is puffy, she cried, and she have small cuts and wounds.. Like someone throw her outside..."

"Jisoo didn't say word.. She just hugged Lisa and buried her face to Lisa's chest.. Then she heard"

"I love you so much, Jisoo.. Promise, I'll be successful and I'll give you everything in the near future.. Just wait a little bit okay? Just believe in me okay?"

"Jisoo just nod and tightened her hugged to Lisa, trying herself not to cry, she knows someone didn't let her in inside the venue but instead they throw Lisa out"

"Again.. Lisa just keep it to herself.. She loves Jisoo so much and she won't add more reason that her dad will hate her.."

"Jisoo and Lisa's relationship get more stronger.."

But Jisoo's father is really something... He asked Lisa to meet him one time.. Then he bought Lisa to some underground building, let's see how much you love my daughter, he said to Lisa"

"That night.. Lisa received punches to her body, but the goons is making sure that they won't hit her face so Jisoo won't notice, every punch and kick, Jongnam will say.. Do you still love my daughter and of course even though it hurt a lot, Lisa will say yes and will tell him that she won't leave Jisoo... But Jongnam is something, EVIL."

"He even drown Lisa head in the water, torturing her to leave Jisoo alone, but of course, that's fine.. Lisa said to herself, she's fine.. Then Jongnam still not yet done, she throw a bunch of water in Lisa's body and...
Put Lisa in some electric chair, then twice.. or thrice that Jongnam press the button that makes Lisa shouts to the top of her lungs.. Then Jongnam left Lisa when she get nothing from her.."

"That day, Lisa just cried.. She called Jisoo to tell her that she'll have overtime at work"

"Lisa don't know where to go that day, she just cried.. For the first time, she asked God, why are you so cruel to me? She went to her parents grave. She cried and cried.. Then again someone put a coat on her, but she didn't look. She felt embarrassed caused she's crying real hard."

"It's you, and you're crying and bleeding again, she sighs.. Then put a chocolate besides Lisa and a clean shirt, the next time I will see you cry, I'll make sure to wipe it.. again she put her own coat to Lisa. Then she left"

Lisa again thank her without looking, she's that girl, that also gave her a chocolate and put coat on her.

"She immediately say sorry to God for questioning him and she thank him for sending that chocolate angel girl"

"When she came home, she make sure that Jisoo won't see her wounds in her body, good thing Jisoo have her period so they can't do it"

"Time flies, that incident never happen again, she continue her life with Jisoo, work, school, Jisoo and Jennie somehow she's close to Sana"

"8 months from now.. It's Jisoo's graduation I need to find a good gift Lisa said to herself"

"Sana.. Lisa said, when she saw her in the mall. Lisa worked there..

"Hey Lisa what's up..."

"I'm okay.. Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"I saw you with Jisoo here two days ago.. She's eyeing something here right?"

"Oh.. She just said its beautiful.."

"What is it? Then Sana pointed a small diamond ring"

" Lisa nod thank you Sana"

"Lisa sighs when she saw the price.. It's expensive.. But maybe if I can have 4 to 5 jobs I can afford it? Lisa calculate everything... That day she decided to have more jobs of course she always makes time for Jisoo even though she's loads of Job"

"Lisa add 3 part time job she never asked for day off.. But she make sure she have time with Jisoo she always sacrifice her sleep.. And Jisoo being busy with school she didn't notice Lisa's extra job."

"You're not eating, just to get that fucking ring.. Just borrow money from me, Jennie said while opening a bottle of juice for Lisa."

"No.. I can handle it, and I eat! My favorite customer in the fruitshop always gave me bread"

"And also it's a been a year since I always received a packed of lunch from someone so I'm good, thanks to that person anyway"

"Jennie sighs... Whatever just remember if you need money I'm here, and don't just accept food from someone you didn't know.."

"Lisa nod"

"Months of working, school, Jisoo.. Jennie is amazed.. How can Lisa do that without Jisoo noticing?"

"But the thing Jisoo noticed was.. You're getting thinner.. Do you eat at work?"

"Yes baby.. Just so many things to do in school. Let's go to the park today"

"Okay, I missed you anyway.. Being graduating student is hard.. Good thing we live together so I can hug you like this at night.. Jisoo hugged Lisa and kissed her.. Why are you so thin.."

"Lisa hugged her back.. I'm not thin.. Jisoo promise me if you have work soon.. We'll stay like this"

"Of course baby, nothing will change.. We'll achieve our dreams together right?"

"Lisa nod, let's go sleep now. I love you very much, Jisoo

"Months past... Lisa still works harder to earn money.. She even sell fruits in school to earn.. She accept home work in a good price.. Then fucking finally"

"Yes Jennie I bought it! Lisa said happily."

"Jennie just shakes her head.. Lisa saved so hard just for Jisoo but she can't even buy herself a new clothes and shoes.. She doesn't even want Jisoo to buy her expensive one cause she doesn't want Jisoo's father thinks that she just like Jisoo because of money.."

"Jen.. Do you have a large clothes that can fit with me? Or large shoes I can borrow? I'll just use it on Jisoo's graduation"

"Jennie, nod of course I'll bring it to your apartment."

"Thank you, Jen! Lisa said and she handed something for Jennie"

"What's this?"

"Well I saved too much, and I remember you always gave me food so I bought that for you, It's not much but I hope you like it"

"Then Jennie opened it.. It's a vintage lego and calligraphy, Jennie love to build things and calligraphy the most"

"Hey Lisa.. This one is expensive"

"No it's not. Just take it okay?"

"Jennie hugged her, gosh. Think of yourself too, specially your health you're very thin"

"Now... It's Jisoo's graduation.. She sit besides Jisoo's parents"

"You really have a thick face coming in my daughter's graduation, have you seen the people around here Lisa? You don't belong here.. You're very pathetic.. How come Jisoo likes you."

"Stop it, Jongnam. It was Jisoo's mom"

"Lisa didn't say anything and continue watching the ceremony"

"Maybe not now, but I'm still hoping Jisoo will broke up you"

"You're nothing but a rat.. You don't good at anything you're just a part time worker who attend a very low school, you are a very low person Lisa. Maybe the reason your parents left you. Cause you are very pathetic person and no one loves you that's why you stick on my daughter"

"Jongnam!! That's enough!"

"Lisa didn't say anything... But that hurt, a lot... But she didn't cry.. She tried not to.. Not now..."

"When the ceremony, was done.. Jisoo immediately went to Lisa.. Then Lisa hugged her tight.. Trying herself not to cry..."

"I'm so proud of you.. Lisa said.. For you. I hope you like it, Lisa said"

"Jisoo opened it, her eyes got widened... Lisa this is... Expensive.. How? OMG this is the reason you're getting thinner? How many job did you get just to buy this?"

"A few, that doesn't matter.. Can I put it?"

"Jisoo smiled with teary eyed and nod.. This is called Lisa's ring.. I promise you.. When Lisa got rich she'll replace this with a bigger diamond"

"Jisoo hugged her.. No need.. This is enough. You're enough"

"I love you so much, Jisoo"

"I love you too, Lisa"

"Sooya.. I'm sorry okay? I'm sorry I don't have much to offer for now. But two years from now, I'll make you proud of me, I'll earn money and give you a good life, we'll get married travel the world together, we'll achieve together right? Just a little more bit baby"

"Don't say that, you're enough.. We'll achieve everything as long as we're together, I promise you that Lisa"

END OF FLASH-BACK

Jisoo cried.. Remembering everything.. She hugged her monkey stuffed toy like it's Lisa.

"I'm sorry I forgot my promise that we'll do it together, I'm sorry that I dream on my own.. I'm sorry I just left you all alone with our dreams.. Lisa.. God. I love you very much.. I'm so sorry baby... I'm sorry I forgot what we've been through, what you've been through just to prove you love me so much.. I'm sorry Lisa.. Jisoo now hugged her knees.. If only I could turn back time, I will. I will baby. I'll make everything right, I won't ask you to move on. God Lisa, I'm so sorry then Jisoo hug the letter that Lisa gave her the day she left her.."

"My dearest, Jisoo.."

"How's your new home? Is it nice? How big it is? Don't forget to turn off the stove all the time, make sure you close your water tank. Hehehe, and don't forget to put food for Dalgom this letter looks like reminders. I don't know if you'll read this or you'll get annoyed telling me to do stuff that you always forgot. Jisoo.. Four years being with you is no joke.. You turn my world upside down, we make a lot of memories, you teach me how to love, you thought me how to smile again, you teach me how to dream big for the person you love the most.. I'm here to say thank you for all of that. I'm not mad if you're asking.. I can't even get mad at you for a second.. But leaving me is really painful no doubts about that.. But I understand, you have dreams, goals to achieved. I just thought we do it together.. But don't worry. I really do understand you.. I wish you well, baby. I know sooner or later you'll get everything you want in life, I trust you. I know you'll do best in every step that you'll take. You're Kim Jisoo alright.. If ever things is not good in your way always remember to believe in yourself and think that you can conquer it all. You can make bad things to good things"

"Jisoo, thank you for loving me, thank you for defending me for everyone that think that I'm a less person cause I only have few.. Thank you for believing in me.. Thank you for sticking with me for those time that we both know that's all I can offer.. If only I was born rich.. I could give you more.. I'm sorry for the time I hurt you or for my shortcomings, sorry I didn't even have a chance to bring you to some fancy restaurants in one of our dates.. I'm so sorry for that.. Sooya, maybe I don't have much.. But I want to tell you that my feelings for you is real.. I do love you very much. I really do, I really hate good byes. But thank you for everything, I always pray for your success.. Take care always, Jisoo. Don't get sick. Again for the last time.. I love you so much, baby! Don't forget to eat on time, drive safe and don't drink too much coffee."

Love,
Lisa, Your number one monkey