After months of break up, Lisa continue to live. Working, going to school nothing is new except the fact that the very hyper Lisa is now gone.

She's still respectful, she smile when needed, help the old people around the same Lisa but this Lisa doesn't talk much now, except if you ask her something, she'll replied.

Jennie visits her from time to time she's very worried. She's knows Lisa, she maybe looked tough outside but Jennie knows she's dying inside.

Every morning you can see Lisa's eyes swollen, sign that she cries all night. She didn't even tell anyone what happened between her and Jisoo.

But Jennie is really worried even some of their friends who knows Lisa, they don't know how is Lisa at school because they don't go the same university, they asked one of Lisa's friend named Bambam, he just said that Lisa is quiet but this time she's doesn't talk at all.

"Jisoo just talk to her, please ask her how is she" Jennie pleaded when she went to Jisoo's office.

"Jennie, if I do that Lisa will think we still have a chance"

"I'm worried about her Jisoo, when her parents died she is somehow like that, but this time it's worst"

Jisoo sighs, she's worried too but she doesn't want to give Lisa false hope.

"Just check on her, ask her to go out Jen, that's all I can say"

Jennie sighs. "Four years, you've been with Lisa for four years, then you don't love her anymore just like that? I just hope one day, you won't regret your decision, I won't bother you anymore about Lisa, promise this will be the last" Jennie left Jisoo's office mad

It bothers Jisoo a lot, it confused her too. For months being apart from Lisa makes her happy  with work and task she need to complete her mind is very occupied, but sometimes she missed Lisa, one time she went to Lisa's work place just to check how is she but she's more focused on herself.

Lisa is now on her way to Busan, a quick vacation for herself, a reward for passing her exams just a little push until she finish her sophomore year.

She told Jennie as well so she won't get worried, with one backpack and a book she went inside the train and took her seat, a few minutes later someone sit besides her reading the same book she's holding.

"Hey! do you read his other novel?" She asked with a smile on her face.

Lisa just nod to her.

The girl just sit next to her, she got it. Lisa doesn't want to have a mini chat-chat.

The trip was smooth at first but suddenly the train got a little bit bumpy, the lighyt and aircon is on and off.

Lisa was curious she checked the other passenger and they all thinking the same thing, she look at her seatmate who is now agitated.

Something is wrong, she said to herself when the lights of the train turned off for good.

Then suddenly........

The train collide to other train on the side.

A moving train meets another train, the impact was huge, the vehicle of the first train was cut into half, the other train fall out of the rails while Lisa's train was almost crashed leaving half of the passenger dead.

Lisa, move a bit she's hella bloody her foot was hit and she thinks it broken, her head was hit of something really hard, before hitting the other train, Lisa hugged the girl beside her to protect her, the reason she was hit instead of the girl.

"Hey, hey, hey, tell me you're alive" Lisa said, the girl move a little.

"Ouch" Her foot was stuck in the chair.

Lisa used all her strength to push the things near them and help the girl to get her foot.

You're bleeding so hard" She worriedly said, putting pressure in Lisa's head.

They heard cries from people who survived going out the wreck train, but Lisa and the girl is somehow stuck inside.

"You need to stand" Lisa looked around and saw dead people inside, she help the girl to stand up even though her head is in pain like it's about yo explode soon, finally the girl walked with Lisa's help, they reach the entrance near them, but it was locked, Lisa look around and found something can help her open the door.

Lisa hitting the lock over and over again, then finally it's removed but she the moment open the door, then they smelled something.

"Do you smell that?" The girl said to Lisa while leaning to Lisa.

"Kerosene" Lisa said, using her all strength she pushed the door real hard, then yes! It opened, Lisa grab the injured girl and they jump outside, Lisa lift the girl and run away from the train as fast as she can, but Lisa shouts on the top of her lungs so the other passengers near the train so they can run as well.

"RUN! IT WILL EXPLODE!" Lisa shouts while carrying the girl away from the train.

BOOOOOOOM!!

An explosion, a big one.

Lisa pushed the girl in the ground and use her body to shield her.

A few minutes more, all you can hear is crying, sound of ambulance, and a firetruck.

"Are you okay?" Lisa asked the girl, she's almost her limit, her head is really aching so bad, her body feels so numb. "You know what, dying while holding someone is kinda nice, at least before I left this cruel world, I'm not alone" Lisa said and she smiled painfully to the girl, then..

Then Lisa closed her eyes.

Restaurant
Jennie, Sana, Jisoo, Seulgi, and Yeri is having a dinner when news flash.

"Train to Busan Collision and Explosion, hundreds of passenger died on the spot"

"Omg" It was Yeri.

Jennie went pale. "Exxcuse me guys" She immediately went outside and dialed Lisa's number. "Pick up and tell me you're not in that train" She said to herself trying to calm down.

2nd try, 4,5,6,7,8,9......60 "Damn it Lisa" Jennie now is crying, even though Lisa doesn't talk much now a days, she always answer Jennie's call or will call back after 5 minutes, now it's been 100x she tried to call her she end up in Lisa's voice-mail. Jennie knows something is up, she called the shop where Lisa asked for a day off, Jennie slump in the ground when she heard the reply on the other side of the line.

"She's on her way to Busan, she's in that train Jennie, I was trying to call her too"

"No, no, no, that can't be Lisa" Now Jennie is crying so hard she went inside the restaurant and get her stuff.

"Jennie are you okay?" Jisoo asked when she saw her cousin is crying.

"Yeah, I need to go somewhere" Jennie left running, she's not going to tell them what's happening specially to Jisoo, she promised herself not to involved Lisa to her friends anymore specially to her cousin who doesn't give a fuck about her bestfriend.

After two days, Jennie still don't have a news on Lisa, her friends doesn't know what's happening to her like she's just burst in tears in school or in class, she went to the place where the accident happened, she went to the company who owns the train but again, there's no list of the passengers who died, her last shot. She asked her uncle who works in security agency who controls the cctv around so at least she could watch if Lisa went inside the train"

After school, Jennie received a call from her uncle, she skip school and immediately went to the station. His uncle shows a video clip where Lisa is going inside the train.

Then......... Jennie fainted"

~~
After knowing that Lisa was really in that train, Jennie didn't go out in her room for two days, it hurts so much. Her best friend is now gone, the only friend she have when she's still not beautiful when she's still fat and have braces, the friend who supports her in school activities when her parents is not around, her bestfriend who always buy milk ice cream if she feels so sad, her Lisa who listen to her whines all the time, her little sister is now gone.

"Jennie, you need to eat and tell me what's going on," It was her mom.

Jennie open the door, and cry to her mom. "Lisa.. She's in the train, she's there mom"

"Omg!" Jessica hugged her daughter and begin to cry as well, they're talking about the very nice girl Lisa, when her parents died they want to adopt Lisa but Lisa decline and told them that if she can just celebrate special occasions with them every year like Christmas, Lisa is like a family to them.

"Are you sure, she didn't make it?"

"I already asked mom, every hospital nearby that help in the incident but theres no Lisa"

"Does Jisoo know about this?"

"No, and she will never know, Lisa wouldn't be in that train if she didn't broke her heart" Jennie said still crying to her mom.

"Look, Jennie. It's not Jisoo's fault that train collide and explode, but I respect your decision not to tell her but don't hate her, we'll go the place and light a candle for Lisa okay? I'll asked around to make sure, maybe Lisa is still alive, for now you eat. Lisa will not be happy seeing you like this, she'll say to you"

"Don't cry, your mandu cheeks is growing its becoming a pao" They both said at the same time, and laughed. Jessica hugged Jennie as she cries again.

-----

"Two weeks and she's still not waking up"

"Darling, she had brain surgery, her organs is in a bad shape, let's just pray for her for now" Jae Hyun said to her daughter.

"But dad, my cast will be removed tomorrow, I can perfectly walk but the person who saved my life look like a lifeless princess"

"Honey, we can't do anything about it, I called all the best doctors to check on her"

"Did her parents called?"

"About that, she's an orphan, her name is Lalisa Manoban, I found out that her relatives deceived her and get all the money that her parents left"

"So she's alone" The girl bit her lip "now I get it why she said that before passing out"

"How about her friends?" She asked again.

"Today just arrived that named Jennie Kim is looking for her, she's her only friend, best friend I should say, one of my men told me she passed out when she saw a video that Lalisa is going inside the train, and by now without Lalisa not calling her maybe she thought Lalisa is dead"

"The girl nod, does.. She have a girl... Friend.." She shyly asked.

Jae Hyun looked at her daughter "She don't have"

The girl, bit her lip and show a small smile form in her face.... "She better wake up, I owed her my life"

"Yes, she better be, I need to thank her for saving you, if she didn't protect you, maybe I lost you now" Jae hyun hugged her spoiled daughter

"Dad, when she wake up promise me, we'll help her"

"That's a promise princess, let's go shall we? Let's eat dinner just visit her later before going to sleep" Jae Hyun push the wheelchair of her daughter who's smiling to hear his response.

After two days

"She's awake! She's awake!" The doctor check Lisa's vital, her monitor, heart beat.

"Where am I? Lisa said to herself, ouch that hurt.. What happened? Who are they? He is so loud"

"Do you hear me? If you can hear me follow this ballpen using your eyes" Which Lisa did, the doctor asked her name and with the same instructions Lisa followed the ballpen and fell asleep again.

"She's awake now, princess but the doctor said she's very weak, but she's stable and she remember her name" Jae Hyun said to her daughter in the phone"

"Really? Thank God, I'm on my way home, I just finished visiting my dermatologist"

Another two weeks

"I can tell, she's finally okay now, but she can't do something heavy."

"She's not fond of talking, Jae Hyun said, she just respond when asked is she really okay?"

"I want to talk to you about that, she is somehow different right? She's not violent if that's what you're thinking Jae Hyun, I bet she's in trauma, but not because of the incident, I asked her yesterday and I can see that's she's okay talking about it, maybe other reason"

"But the fact she's talking to your daughter, it means she trust her"

"How did you know that Raewon?"

"Look, it's hard for her to trust that's what I'm seeing, before I inject her something she asked questions, what's that for? What do you call that? What will happen if I drink this? But when your daughter is the one who gave the medicine she just drink it"

"I told my wife about her behavior, she asked me a week ago to film her, Shin Hye will go here tomorrow"

Jae Hyun just nod to his friend and looked at Lalisa and her daughter talking.

~~~

"Are you hungry Lisa?"

"No, the weather is so nice today"

"Yes, thank you for sharing me about your family Lis, I appreciate it a lot"

"Thank you for taking care of me" Lisa smiled sweetly but she looked her hand. "Can I borrow your phone? I would like to call someone"

The girl bit her lip "Are gonna ask someone to pick you up here? You're not fully healed you need to stay here" The girl said.

Lisa give her a warm smile. "No. I would like to tell her I'm alive, knowing my bestfriend she must be so worried"

The girl, nodded and gave her phone to Lisa. "Just one call, Uncle told me radiation is bad for you" She said in very deep voice.

Lisa nod and gave the girl another warm smile before she dialled Jennie's number.

"Hello Jennie?"

"Mother fucker Lisa?! Is that really you?" *sobs in the other line*

"Yes, it's me. Sorry I just called now. Stop crying, your Mandu cheeks will grow and will become a pao" Lisa giggle while she say that making the Jae Hyun's daughter smile too.

"Yaaah! Where are you?! I thought your dead and left me, where are you?" *cries hard*

"I'm sorry, I just woke up two weeks ago from a coma. I'm fine now. Someone help me, don't worry" She responded and looked the girl in front of her abd touch her hand.

"OMG, Lisa I'm so happy you're alive, Can you tell me where is that? I'Il visit you? Are you in the hospital? I'll tell my dad to transfer you here in Seoul"

"Don't worry now, I'm perfectly fine, I'll message you the address I'll ask them first. You don't need to worry now and stop crying." She sweetly said to Jennie who's still crying.

"Okay, message me right away, promise me that. Thank you, you're alive. I love you Lisa! I thought I lost my little sister"

"I promise, you didn't lost me, I'm perfectly alive. I have to go now, you eat after and I love you too." Lisa ended the call and hand the phone back.

"Here, thank you so much. Can she visit me here?" Lisa asked shyly.

The girl didn't say anything first, she's thinking but after a few second.

"She can... But I won't let you go with her, you need to be healed before going back" She said while holding Lisa's hand tightly.

Lisa smiled "Yes ma'am. Thank you for letting her visit me, I owe you a lot"

"You don't owe me anything, you're in that case because of me" The girl kissed Lisa's forehead. "Thank you for listening to me, I'll send the address to Jennie now, we need to go inside so you can rest" The girl push Lisa's wheelchair after sending the address to Jennie.

"Thank you, tell her to eat too and milk ice cream sounds good"

~~~~~
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
143 Cheongnyong-dong, Busa. Give me a message when you're here, and tell me when you're going to visit Lisa. She's about to rest now. She also said, you should eat now, a milk ice cream sounds good too.

Jennie
Thank you so much! I'll be there tomorrow morning with my mother, thank you for taking care of Lisa, thank you very much.

Jennie sighs in relief after reading the message, and knowing Lisa is alive. For a month she just cried when she thinks of Lisa, her friends is worried about her too, for a month she's not showing up in their meet-ups.

"Hey Jennie, later at Yeri's you should go you've been acting strange for a month now. crying out of nowhere being sad all the time and you don't wanna tell us, we are worried, Jisoo and Seulgi is asking about you" Sana said

"Are they dating now?" Jennie asked

Sana twitch her eyebrow "No they're not, Seulgi has a girlfriend her name is Hwasa I think, is this about Lisa and Jisoo that's why you're not showing up?"

"About Lisa yes, but not about Jisoo, but I'll go today but I need to go home early, I need to go somewhere tomorrow"

Yeri's

"OMG! THANK GOD YOU CAME!" Yeri said excitedly giving Jennie a hug.

"Hello, guys!" Jennie said happily, she's pleased seeing her friends too.

"Wow, Jen you are smiling? According to Sana, in school you don't even talk, at first hearing that I thought she's talking about Lisa" Seulgi even laughed at her own joke.

Jennie, threw a glass of water in Seulgi's face. "Don't you ever insult her in front of me" Jennie now looked at Jisoo. "That's what you told her? That Lisa doesn't talk? Fuck you both" With that Jennie left.

They all run after Jennie. "Jen that was a joke and Jisoo didn't say anything to me, I heard from Sana when she told us that you're very worried that Lisa doesn't talk a lot. I'm sorry okay" Seulgi apologized sincerely.

"You don't talk to Lisa's back that way, you don't know anything. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING! I'm going home!" Jennie is burning in anger this time, she looked at Jisoo and Seulgi one last time before she went to her car.

"Jen! Comeback!" Sana and Yeri, yelled

"Let her go, you know how protective she is to Lisa" Jisoo sai still bothered by Jennie's last words. You don't know anything"

NEXT DAY

Lisa is now on her check up, a different one.

"Hello Lalisa, I'm Shin-Hye. Raewon's wife your other doctor"

Lisa just bowed to Shin-Hye

"So, Lisa.. Can you tell me something about you?"

"Why?"

Shin-Hye wrote something in her notebook then she closed it. "I wanna know you"

"What for?"

"I'm not going to hurt you, Lalisa"

Lisa's face got darkened, she looked away and didn't say anything

"Do you think I'm beautiful?" Shin-Hye asked

"You are"

Shin-Hye, smiled. "So.. Can I asked you questions?"

"Okay."

The session starts...  Park Shin-Hye (Pyschologist/Pyschiatrist)

"You must be, Mrs. Jessica and Ms. Jennie Kim" The servant asked.

"Yes, we are here for Lalisa Manoban"

"Yes, this way please" The servant asked them to follow her.

"Are you sure Jennie that Lisa is here? Our Mansion is really big and expensive, but this places look like castle" Jessica said to her daughter.

"That's the address I received mom." She replied.

"She's still have a check up, please wait for her she'll be out in a few" The servant said and gave Jessica and Jennie some wine.

It took more than 30 minutes of waiting, finally Lisa is done. When Jennie saw Lisa she immediately run towards to her, Lisa sitting in a wheelchair her head still have bandage and she's wearing body vest restrainer. Lisa was happy seeing Jennie and her mom, Jennie cried seeing Lisa but she's happy that finally she's okay, Lisa invited Jennie and Jessica to the garden, Jae Hyun told the servant to cook food for Lisa's visitors, while Jennie, Jessica and Lisa was talking, someone is watching them in the terrace covered with frosted glass.

"You didn't tell me that girl Jennie is beautiful" She said snobbishly while drinking wine.

Jae Hyun looked at her daughter and laughed  "Do I need to?"

"A bit?" The girl said and let out a small sighs.

A knock

The door opened, It was Shin-Hye.

"We need to talk about her" She immediately said to them

"Sit, let my daughter hear as well"

"She has PTSD, hearing her story I would say it's start when her parents died leaving her all alone, a depression that leads to her PTSD, but that's not it, I am positive as well, she has Borderline Personality Disorder, a different one I could say, she not doing self-harm but she's scared, very scared trusting people."

"How is that even possible? 2 disorder at the same time?" The girl asked

"Something good happened to her that her PSTD is not recognizable anymore, that she's okay already after her parents left her, her attention to the pain was diverted because of something good, then something happened again that trigger her PSTD, a very painful one that she can't accept but she needs to, then BPD came, I could say her BPD formed to her just few months ago, still fresh but she coping up, she's strong, but I dont know how long Lisa needs help"

"How can we help her?" Jae Hyun said im very serious voice.

"We need to observe her more, I could tell Lisa is a nice person, she's trying but she's holding back the pain, sadness that's all I can see in her eyes. For now, keep talking to her, she's not fond of talking right? But seeing her talks to her one friend it means she trust her, she also talks to you right?" Shin-Hye asked.

"She told me about her family" The girl said.

"Hmm. She trust you, I want to know why, she just met you two weeks ago right?"

"Yes, but before she passed out in the incident, she said something to me"

"What is that?" Shin-Hye said"

"She's like thankful to me that, she's holding me before she die, that she's not alone" She stated. 

"Does she smile at you? Laugh with you?"

"Yes, we do that all the time when we talk"

"That's good, keep doing that and let's observe her and tell me what you see when you're with her"

"She cries at night, like for two hours, that's her routine, I saw her videos" Shin-Hye added

Jae-Hyun and her daughter sighs

"Do everything, Shin-Hye, cure her"

"I'll try my very best, I hope she could help herself too"

~~~~

Lisa told Jennie what happened, and how did she survived and other stuff that's she doing and about this very nice girl and her father.

"So this girl you're talking about, do you like her?" Jennie asked while feeding Lisa.

"Mm, I do. She's very nice to me"

"Then that's good!" Jennie said happily "I want to meet her and personally thank her for doing things for you"

"She's not here, maybe she's busy doing something like work" Lisa replied, her mood change talking about Jae Hyun's daughter.

"Work? How old is she?"

"22"

"Oh, you have a thing with older women aren't you?" But Jennie bit her lower lip realizing what she said

"Look, Lisa.. I'm sorry.."

Lisa smiled  "It's okay, you don't have to say sorry about that"

How about school Lisa" Jessica asked this time.

"Oh, don't worry about it, they already informed I'm taking online classes right now, I don't want to stop anymore for another year, 1 year is enough"

"You'll be in my graduation right?"

"Of course, I won't missed that for a world" She responded and they all both laugh together.

Before dawn came, Jessica and Jennie bid their goodbye to Lisa. Jennie promised her to visit every weekend and weekdays if she's not busy, she bought Lisa phone so they could talk or facetime if available. Jessica asked Lisa if she want to be transferred in other hospital but Lisa decline and saying she okay, Jennie hugged Lisa before they left Lisa felt happy that someone is worried about her, Jennie look for her when she's gone, She thank God for it for having Jennie and her family.