today , we're leaving for qatar . gavi and i made our relationship public and his fans couldn't have taken it worser . some of them comment very disrespectful and disgusting things under his post with me .

„those aren't real fans , they are all embarrassing"

that's what he said on an interview yesterday and most of the comments stopped . i didn't let them affect me because i know i'm better than them .

right now we are on the plane that'll fly us to asia . we are all going to stay 2 months , the whole national teams etc and even in the same hotel!! just if you wonder , fifa came to the conclusion that it would be better if the world cup would be longer and now everyone in the group will play against each other twice . i like that idea! especially because i can spend more time with the people i cannot see so often .

gavi and mine relationship was really working out better than i thought and he makes me the happiest person alive . especially with his forehead kisses . i love him so much . right now i am sitting on the plane next to him while we both are on our phones and my head leaned on his shoulder . he was playing some game called „ludo" with alejandro and pedri , while i was texting jude .

chat between „judey 🫶🏼" and „luv ❤️‍🩹"

( jude and amara )

judey 🫶🏼
my plane's leaving rn i hate this feeling 💀

luv ❤️‍🩹
i feel you , it wasn't really comfortable but gavis shoulder here definitely is 😝

judey 🫶🏼
am i supposed to feel single now?

luv ❤️‍🩹
of course!! :)

judey 🫶🏼
i will meet this guy when we are in qatar , we'll see if i approve him .

luv ❤️‍🩹
stop texting with commas and points you old grandma

judey 🫶🏼
just for you , i won't. :)

i giggled to myself and i saw gavi lean over to read the messages . he scoffed .

„who does he think he is? approving me ?? nahh he should try better and then maybe I will approve him ."

i didn't tell him that , but he doesn't need to approve jude in whatever ways because jude was there before he was and he is just being overprotective . i won't get into the position where i need to choose between my best friend and my boyfriend , because i know who'll be my first choice .

i just laughed it off and messaged jude that we need to cut the internet and put the airplane mode on .

„soo will you cheer on spain?"

„you know that i won't gavi . i'll cheer for you of course but in the game vs germany you will not see me in your spain jersey . no offense"

„none taken , i understand you hermosa . but vs japan and costa rica i've got you yeah?"

„yess"

he smiled and kissed me on the forehead . these kisses from him will be the death of me i swear .

GAVI'S POV

i was afraid . my jealous side showed because amara knows many people there in qatar and i don't want ANYONE of them to touch her . i ain't watching that . i know that she is still hiding certain things about her past , but i respect that . i still haven't opened up completely and she knows it too . we both don't bring it up because we'll tell each other when we're ready . some day .

we arrived in the asian state and it was hot as hell . i mean spain is warm too , but this , this is the evil sister of the sahara . i swear . that was exactly what i just told amara and she laughed at it . i love this laugh .

„i am so happy to be here with you!"

she was smiling like a little kid on it's birthday .

„i am happy that you're here with me hermosa"

i hugged her one last time , before i needed to get going to luis , our coach , who is holding his first announcement and it's for teammates only . sucks for her , but she told me that she'll be fine .

with the unlucky person i am , i didn't manage to get a room for amara and me in the hotel , so we both have separated rooms , but we both know that we won't sleep without each other in our arms .

i sat down next to pedri and sergio ramos and luis enrique began with his speech . half way through , we had a short break and i checked my socials and saw a message of amara . i immediately opened it .

chat between „hermosa <3" & „pablo ❤️"

hermosa <3
heyy , i am in the hotel room rn , jamal and jude are coming over and we'll spend some time together , catching up a bit . i won't be back till late bc we'll have dinner .
i love you 🫶🏼

pablo ❤️
hello hermosa , you do that i hope you are going to have fun , i will probably go to the hotel bar with ale and pedri , text you later
i love you more

AMARA'S POV

i was texting the little gc of me jamal and jude , with jamal ending up asking if we'll all hangout today and jude and me agreed. like when we were younger . i was very excited and happy to see them again , especially jude since i haven't seen him for a long time .

„the real golden trio"

3 members

-> bambi
-> judey
-> amy

jude
y'all come over rn my room number is 222 , we'll go and get some ice cream! .

bambi
jude stop it with the . and , please

amy
DANKE

like i said jude

you are getting old 🤷🏼‍♀️

jude
i hate you , both .

come over now

bambi
omw

amy
which floor are you judey?

jude
22nd ofc

jk , i am on floor 7 with the rest of the england lads

jamal
so funny i almost laughed

amy
dying of laughter rn

jude
okay , why am i being bullied now?? it's always me .

amy
NOT TRUE ITS NEVER YOU JUDE

jamal
agreed

amy
open the door

jude
no

amy
are we a joke to you?

jude
an unfunny one , yes very

amy
shut up

me and jamal leaned on judes door , complaining about how serious he is about this .
just when i was about to break through the door , it opened and jamal and i fell to the floor because we were leaning on it . we pulled jude down with us and now we all lay there , laughing and me and jamal hugging jude from each side because we missed him .

„judeyyy"

„hey you two"

after 1 minute , someone looked through our door .

„jude wtf are you doi- oh , hey you both"

i looked up and saw another footballer , i think mason mount if i remember correctly . he is good looking tho . i always had a weakness for british gentleman , but don't let gavi know"

„hi mason , this is amara and this is jamal"

„ohhh jamal i recognize you . isn't amara your best friend? the one you are always talking about?"

„you talk about me jude?"

„yes that's her"

he said , completely ignoring me but i'd swear that i have seen a slight blush creeping up his checks .

„well , i'm mason , nice to meet you two"

we all stood up and jamal and i shook hands with mason .

„hey"

„hey amara"

i smiled at him politely , but quickly looked away . i have a boyfriend that i love very much .

„shall we get going?"

jamal .

„let's go , bye mase"

„bye amara"

„dude wtf what about me?"

jude .

we waved at mason one last time and walked down towards the elevator that will bring us down .

end of chapter 13 🫶🏼

a/n : i personally liked this chapter , what about you all??

love you all sm

aleyna