"Namjoon you look so cute!" I shriek as i stare at the flustered boy.

He was wearing a white tee with simple jeans, normal right? But he had a little strawberry hat on!! How cute is that?!

"I'm not actually wearing this." He chuckles and takes it off and begins to ruffle his hair.

"Ahh!!" I whine. "Whatever." I avoid eye contact.

I feel his deep stare at me, but i want to be dramatic.

"I guess i'll go change now." I scoff and i begin to walk to the bathroom.

"I'll wear it." Namjoon says and i smile deviously.

I turn around and i smile at him. "I knew you would." I blow him a dramatic kiss sarcastically.

"I hate you." He says and puts the cute hat on.

"Quite the opposite." I say, and as he widens his mouth i sprint to bathroom quickly.

I took a while picking my outfit, but since Mon wasn't wearing anything fancy, i tried not going too dressed.

I fix my hair and apply just a bit of makeup and ready to go.

As i enter the living room, Namjoon stares at me completely. "Y-You look really pretty.."

"I am pretty right?" I say, trying to ignore how intensely i'm blushing. Namjoon chuckles.

We're about to leave, but Mon stops me in the entrance.

"C-Can I kiss you?"

I feel myself heat up completely, the butterflies in my stomachs and the tingly sensation in my body are hard to ignore. I stare at him with puppy eyes, and i nod shyly with a faint smile,

He slowly pulls me by the waist and cutely leans into me. His kisses are softer than ever, and i can feel his smile pressed against my lips. I put my hand on his cheek and kiss him back softly. Our kisses feeling more genuiene each time.

He pulls away slowly and we stay close. I smile brightly and he ruffles my hair. "Let's go," He smiles back.

A few hours later we're found sitting at a cafe.

"So Nam, what about here? Any new things?" I say and he plays with his straw inside his coffee. "What about that friend you made?"

"The one you were jealous of?" Namjoon smirks, still not looking at me."

I scoff and look to the side. I look back at him and he's still playing with his drink. "Yes, Yes the one i was jealous of."

He makes eyes contact with me we stare at each other, until he breaks into a smile. "You're adorable."

I scoff in attempt in hiding my smile, which i fail miserable. My face turns pink quickly and i nervously sip my drink. "I'm not."

"Yes you are!" He says and squishes my cheeks.

"You're so cheesy."

"You know you like it."

"Why was that hot?"

"Huh?"

"Huh?"

Namjoon looks at me a laughs, i join him and we eat out pastries.

He had ordered many small donuts with some coffee, meanwhile, i ordered a small vanilla cake with a drink. For both of us, we ordered a bowl of fresh strawberry's cut perfectly into nice shapes.

"He's made up." Namjoon says after a few minutes of silence. I stare at him in confusion and finishes his food and looks at me. "My friend, he's made up."

I widen my mouth and it starts becoming into a smile, letting him know i'm about to laugh really hard.

He widens his eyes and panics. "Don't laugh too hard."

I start to laugh hardly and he joins me, dimples adorably showing.

"Why'd you make him up?" I finally say, still laughing a little.

"I don't know? You're just funny when you're jealous." He says and lays his head on his hands as he looks at me.

I scoff and widen my eyes. "I was not jealous."

"You literally told me you were jealous."

He shows me the message and i scoff again and pretend to be offended. "I said "I never said i wasn't jealous" But i never said i was!"

Namjoon laughs. "Okay Okay fine, you weren't jealous." He says while he squints his eyes and nods.

I give him a dramatic thumbs up and continue eating my food as he laughs and looks away.

Namjoons Pov

The waiter that had been serving us before comes and stares at my plate. "Shall i take this?" He says with a pretty german accent, trying his best to speak english.

I nod but i think of an amazing idea.

For me, not for Jin.

I hand him the plate myself and purposely caress the waiters hand. The man widens his eyes but he blushes.

"You are really attractive to be working at a cafe, have you ever considered being a model?" I smirk at him and i make myself comfortable in my chair, manspreading as i stare at the waiter.

I feel Seokjins eyes stare at my soul, but i pretend not to notice.

"Model?" The flustered man answered and shakers his head. "No no! Just cafe!"

I frown. "What a shame, id like to see you more." I say and he looks down with a smile. "I guess i'll visit this place more often... or maybe, i can just take you out?"

The man blushes. He starts writing in a paper and hands it to me as he winks.He leaves and look at Jin, who's staring at me with devil eyes.

"What?" I say as i stare at the pretty boy.

"I'd like to see you more? The fuck?" Seokjin says with attitude.

"Are you jealous?" I mock him.

He crosses his arms. "Why would i be?"

"Didn't you confess to me before i left?" I tease as i sip my drink loudly.

He widens his eyes. "You did not have to say that!" He shrieked. I laughed badly at him and he pouted. "This is torture you know?"

"Why?"

He looked at me and sipped his drink aggressively. "You never answered me." He mutters. I smile to myself and pretend i couldn't hear. "Mhm? What was that?"

"Ugh nothing!" He whined. "You're so annoying."

I grow worried for a second, is he actually mad? I stare at him, looking at the boy i've liked since the day i met him. "You're really pretty you know?"

"Tell that to your model boy." Seokjin said, avoiding his smile.

I laughed loudly and he widen his eyes. "So you are jealous!" I exclaimed.

Seokjin rolled his eyes and laughed a little.

"Look." I say. He turns to me and i begin to rip the paper the waiter gave me into shreds. "I don't need it, nor i want it."

Seokjin grins to himself as he looks to the side, avoiding eye contact with me.

"I saw that!!!" I exclaim and he stands up.

"Let's go home already!" He whined and starts sprinting away.

"Wait up!!"

I run to him and i quickly catch up to him. I take his wrist as i stop him from running away again. He's suddenly just looking at me. He looks so precious i feel like i'm going to melt.

"God... You're so breathtaking." I say, literally almost out of breath.

"You're going to have to keep running." He says with a sneaky grin. He kisses my cheek and starts running again.

I try to ignore how hard i'm blushing and i run after him again. "Be careful Jinnie it's getting dark!"

I lose him completely and i start getting worried. "Seokjin!" I yell as i try to find him in the darkness.

"J-Jinnie this isn't funny..!" I yell again and i look around me.

Darkness surrounds me and i start to worry for Seokjin even more.

I suddenly feel hands wrap around my waist. "You scared?" Seokjin whispers in my ear mocking me.

I turn around and see him standing so close to me. I shudder.

He smiles at me and butterflies fill me up completely.

"Let's go home mkay?" I say and i kiss his cheek. He giggled and holds my hand. "Let's go."

Seokjins Pov

We finally arrive in his house. As we go in i close the door behind me and he starts kissing me against it harshly.

It takes me by suprise, but i kiss him back, giving him the same energy.

He wraps his hands around my waist and we make out passionately.

Namjoon slightly grinds against me, filling me up with pleasure. I grin, liking this version of him.
Our tongues play together, and he's caressing my hips slowly, turning me on completely. "Namjoon-ah.."

He kisses my neck and i feel his smirk against it. "I fucking love the way you scream my name."

"N-Namjoon.." I kiss him again but i put my hands in his chest so he stops.

He stops and looks at me, hunger filling his eyes.

"Let's finish what we started earlier." I say desperately.

He smirks and kisses me again harshly as he picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and he takes me to his room.

Namjoon throws me against his soft bed and starts kissing me again.

We strip completely and he starts kissing my bare chest.

"Y-You're so fucking perfect." Namjoon pants out as he marks me.

He lightly opens my legs and starts kissing my inner thighs sensually while keeping eye contact with me.

Namjoon hovers over me now, his dangling chain hypnotizing me. He kisses me once more and looks at me. "Are you ready?"

I stare at him and i nod desperately.

9:46am

I wake up startled, some noise outside woke me up. As i attempt to sit down i notice how sore my body is, and that's when i remember everything.

"Holy shit." I mouth to myself and i throw my hand to my mouth.

Now i realize Namjoon, who was his hands wrapped around my waist, sleeping and looking pretty like always.

I smile at the sight of him, but i start to giggle at the fact that we actually did it.

We actually did it!!

I hide my smile and kiss his cheeks multiple times.

Namjoon starts waking up tiredly and he looks at me and smiles. "Hey sleepyhead." I say and kiss his cheeks once more.

He giggles and kisses me softly. "Did you sleep well?"

"I did... I'm a little sore though.." I say.

He hugs me and we start cuddling. "I'm sorry."

I giggle. "You don't have to say sorry babe." I softly hit his bare chest. "I liked it."

He chuckles and hugs me tighter, kissing my forehead softly.

I lock eyes with him and he smiles at me before kissing me again. We start making out innocently.

"Jinnie." He says in between our kisses. I hum, not wanting him to stop. "I like you too."

I immediately stop and i stare at him with my hands on his chest. "Don't joke around with that." I say with a straight face.

He giggles and starts blushing intensely. "What?"
Namjoon starts laughing loudly now and i just stare at him, trying to hide the fact i want to laugh too.

"Jinnie, Do you seriously think i'm joking?" He says to me and i widen my eyes.

He kisses me again. "I like you Jinnie, i've liked you since the first moment i saw you."

I start smiling at his cute confession and i giggle. I decide to tease him. "I still don't believe you." I say and he stares at me in unbelief.

"What do i have to do so you believe me?" He starts caressing my lower back, i shudder.

"Well... You could show me you actually like me by staying in bed with me the whole day."

"You want to stay in bed the whole day?" He asks with a smile and i nod happily. "But we have to shower first."

I smirk deviously and he widens his eyes. "I see what you want."

After some fun in the shower, im found in his kitchen making us both some breakfast.

"Are you sure you want to keep cooking?" Namjoon asks as he stares at me from the living room.

I nod and give him a thumbs up and he laughs. "You can barely walk!"

I shush him up and he laughs as i continue cooking.

Namjoon smiles as we sit down and start eating.
"Hm babe, i don't think we'll be able to stay in bed today." Namjoon says as he eats and i frown.

"Why?" I say and he notices my disappointment. He caresses my cheek with his thumb. "I'm sorry, but i still want to find my father...so.."

"No no i get it! Don't worry!" I rushedly say, not wanting him to feel bad. "I have to start searching for Miss Flower's love too so it's okay!" I send him a smile and he kisses my cheek.

Namjoons Pov

After a few hours, me and Jin finally decided to go separate for this. I'd go see my dad and Seokjin would find Miss Flower's love.

I open my fathers card again.

Berlin's East Side Gallery

I'm still confused on why he'd think id regret seeing him, and that makes me worry a bit, but i decide to ignore it. I haven't seen my father in so long, id never regret seeing him again.

After a lonely long car drive i finally arrive at the beautiful place. I look around trying to find anyone, just anyone who looks like me, or just... a clue to finding my dad.

Many people walk around the place happily. Couples running around happily, families playing with their children.

I feel a light grasp on my shoulder and i turn around startled.

"Monnie." He says.

I stare at the man i suppose is my dad. He has dark hair with a few noticeable grey hairs. The man has sharp dragon eyes, similar to mine, and he has a bright smile on his face, with teary eyes.

"D-Dad..?" Is the only thing i can say, and my eyes become watery too. As i'm about to hug him a little boy rushes up to him.

"Dad!" He hugs my father, and i grow confused. "Dad who is this?" The boy says as he finally notices me.

I look at him confused, and he grits his teeth. He crouches and  looks at the boy. "This is your big brother, Namjoon." He smiles.

The boy looks at me and attempts to hug me, but i move.

"What's— What's going on?" I say and my dad stands up again and faces me.

"Follow me." He says to me and takes the boys hand.

I hesitate, but he's my father... Nothing bad can happen... right?

I follow him and we arrive at a small house next to where we met.

"Welcome to my house Monnie." He says with a smile. I fake a smile and i go in.

"Is this your boy?" An unknown woman asks excitedly as i walk in. My father closes the door behind us and nods.

The woman hugs me tightly, but i don't hug her back. She doesn't get the hint.

"Come over here, we'll talk better." He leads me to his big dinning room and we sit down.

I stare at him as he serves some coffee. "How much sugar?"

"I don't want any coffee." I say, ignoring how much i'm shaking.

He puts the coffee down and stares at me. He sighs before speaking. "Mon... Your mother and I... never went good together." He starts.

I stare at him confused, remembering things from my childhood that say otherwise.

"We tried not showing it infront of you and Kyungmin, i assume it worked.. But your mother never made things easy. I loved her, i did... but she always treated me like i deserved nothing."

He says and sips his coffee.

"so i did something i-i shouldn't have.."

"What did you do...?"

"I cheated on her. I couldn't be with her anymore it was too overwhelming. I cheated on her and she never knew anything..."

"Why would cheating on her would be the first thing on your mind?" I say, raising my voice a little.

"I was dumb son..."

"I can fucking tell.." I mutter to myself.

"A few months after, My current wife went to the door an announced she was pregnant... but not to me, to your mother."

I widen my eyes.

"She obviously didn't take it well. She went crazy and even attempted in hurting her, but i arrived just in time."

He sighs and i desperately take a sip from his coffee.

"So you decided to leave with her and abandon your children?" I say.

"I-It wasn't an easy decision." He says and i feel anger fill me.

"But you still left!" I yell as i stand up.

"Namjoon just listen-"

"Fine i understand you didn't want to be with mom but did you ever even care for me or Kyungmin?! You couldn't at least stayed in Korea? Or kept in touch with us?" I continued yelling.

A pre teen came in the room and stared at us, "Dad is everything okay?" She asked with fear.

My father stood up to calm her down.

"Oh so there's another one?" I scoffed. "You left me and Kyungmin and decided to become a fucking baby making machine?"

The girl and my father both widened their eyes.

"That's enough Namjoon, you wanted the truth and you got it. Leave if you're done with your childish whining."

Tears spring out and i stare at him in disbelief. "Okay, fine, whatever!" I yelled and stomped out the room.

"Come again sweetie!" His wife yelled as i left the horrid home i wish i never went into.

Now i understand why he thought id regret it.

I get into my car and i immediately start crying, wondering why things had to go this way. I suddenly get a call and i try looking for my phone.

I find it and see Seokjin calling me. I sniffle and try to remove my tears.

"Mon hi sweetie!" He exclaimed and it made me melt. I cried more. "M-Mon? Are you okay?"

"When he said id regret it i didn't think it would be true.." I say and i start crying again.

"Monnie come back home i'll make you some soup." He said with a comforting tone. I smile faintly and i nod. "T-Thankyou."

"Be careful okay? Drive once you feel slightly better. God, i wish i could go pick you up!" He whined.

I giggle a little in between my tears. "It's okay... see you soon."

I hang up and i throw myself against my seat. What would i do without Seokjin?

My heart is still aching because of my dad. I feel hurt, i feel like i was stolen. I spent so much time suffering here in Germany for this?

For this man to tell me all of this?

"Why is this happening to me...?" I think to myself.

Seokjins Pov
Hours before

I searched many places Miss flower told me to look in, and he wasn't in any of them. I finally reached the last one, hoping he was here, i knocked on the door.

It was a pretty simple house. Small with wooden light pink walls with dirt at the bottom. It had pretty brown railing around the porch and many many plants.

A preteen opens the door and widens her mouth at the sight of me. "You are so hot." She says and i widen my eyes.

"Excuse me?" I say.

"Mom there's a dude on the door!!" She yelled aggressively as she ran back inside.

I furrow my eye brows in awkwardness as i waited.

"Hello?" A blond middle aged woman opened the door and stared at me. She had a german accent too.

"H-Hey, im looking for this man.." I show her the photo. She widens her eyes and locks eyes with me "Do you know him..?"

"That's my grandfather.." She says with a faint smile as she takes the photo in her hands.

"Great! Can i see him?" I excitedly say.

She locks eyes with me again and frowns. "He— He passed a few years ago son..."

My eyes turn glassy and i start to feel bad. "I-Im so sorry ma'am."

"It's okay... Why did you need him?"
She asks and wipes a single tear that dropped.

"My neighbor, Linda Flower is sick... She wanted to see him before she passes. Your grandfather was her first love."

She smiles at me with tears in her eyes.

I stare at her awkwardly and i open my arms. "Hug?"

She smiles and hugs me.

A few minutes after, i finally leave and i get into a taxi. I start feeling sad for Miss Flower. I begin to think of ways to tell her what happened.

I suddenly get a sharp pain in my chest. I groan and my eyes glance to my phone. Something is telling me i should call him...