"Theres a party in the slytherin common room tonight." Blaise said as he wrapped his arm around Coras shoulder. Him and Cora have been getting pretty close lately, they are basically a couple now.

"Ooo a party sounds fun, are you gonna go Leah." Cora asked from across the slytherin table in the great hall.

I think back to the last party I went to. Thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach. Maybe if I don't drink as much this time I'll be okay. However, Cole has gone away for a week. He left two days ago. He said his mother is getting married to her new boyfriend and he said he had no choice but to go.

We haven't kissed since the night in the pool. That's probably because we can never find ourselves alone. Cora sticks to me like glue but I love her for it.

"Yeah i guess I'll go." I say as I add some food to my plate.

"Great, if Leah's going I'm going." Cora explains. "I'm gonna look bomb." She notes.

"You already look hot as fuck" Blaise comments as he whispers something in her ear. She giggles and turns to me.

"Me and Blaise are gonna um... do something." She laughs, standing up. "I'll see you later okay?" She shouts as she exits the hall with Blaise.

I roll my eyes. I know exactly what they are doing, horny hoes. They just left me here by myself so they can go fuck. Lovely. I finally finish my plate and head to the library to clear my head.

Aa I walk in I notice it's pretty empty, only about 6 people here. I sit in the back corner away from everyone, I've always preferred privacy. I get out my books and begin to study. I have pretty average grades but I still work hard. I wish i was as smart at Hermione, school would be a lot easier.

I quickly get bored reading the potions book I was studying with and decided to look around the library for a more interesting book. I find myself in the restricted section, glancing at the spines of the books. My fingers trace down them-inspecting them.

My eyes dart to a book called 'Werewolf History'.

I look around me to make sure no one can see me get the book. I don't want to seem suspicious. Learning more about what I am could help me cope with it. I remember, before I had the potion, transforming was a terrifying experience. I would have to be tied up with chains, it killed my parents to do it but they had to. When I turned, i had no control of who i was. My only instinct was to kill.

The pain was the worst part if it. Words cannot describe how painful it was. It was as if all my limbs were being ripped away. My body would overheat. My screams were deafening. It was the kind of scream that made your blood run cold. It pierced the brain and ignited some primeval pathway.

I was 12 when we found out about the potion that stopped me from transforming. So for 6 years I would have to become... that thing. A child shouldn't have to go through that. But I did.

I take a seat back at my spot and begin to read the book. It talked about some things I already knew about.

A werewolf cannot choose whether or not to transform and will no longer remember who they are and would kill even their best friend given the opportunity once transformed. Despite this, they are able to recall everything they have experienced throughout their transformation upon reverting to their human form.

I continued to read on and on until I read something that I didn't know about.

There is a certain curse that a wizard can have when born . We don't know what this curse does but there have been talks that the only way to rid the wizard of this curse is to transfer it to a werewolf. This means the werewolf will now be cursed and the wizard will be free. We do not know how or what the wizard must do to transfer this curse but it is very rare so rarely happens.

My brows furrow. I've never heard of this curse before, and I knew a lot about my condition. But not this. The book said this was very rare so I needn't worry. But it is still very interesting.

As I put the book away and return to my seat, Flint comes and sits closely next to me. In the corner of the room I can see his friends laughing and whispering to each other.

"Hey there Austin." He says with a wide smirk on his face.

"What do you want" I spat at him. I have no intention in talking to Flint. He's a fuckboy and a dick.

"Ouch, no need to be so snappy" he cooed. "I just wanted to come and chill with you." He says, scooting closer to me.

"Well I'm busy so if you could kindly leave I'd appreciate it." I said trying to remain calm.

He then gripped my bare thigh tightly with his hand. "Come on Austin, don't be boring." He said gliding his hand up my thigh.

I tried to push his hand off, but his grip was too tight. "Flint please get off me" I said sternly but he didn't listen.

"I'm just trying to have a little bit of fun." He said, his hand now up to my heat. He began rubbing my clit. I let out harsh breaths and noticed an evil grin on his face.

I shot up from my chair and pushed his hands off me. "Don't fucking touch me!" I shouted, making everyone in the library look our way. In the corner of my eye I saw the infamous Draco malfoy walk into the room, he looked over to me and saw the fear on my face. He looked at me then Flint, anger radiating off his body. He marched over to us and pushed Flint up to the wall.

"What the fuck did you do to her." he shouted, his elbow was pressed against Flints neck.

"She was asking for it mate." Flint snapped as he tried to push Draco off him with no luck.

"Then why the fuck did I hear her shouting?" He sneered through his teeth. He looked like he wanted to kill him so I pulled him off Flint.

"Draco it's fine leave it." I said calmly, not wanting to set him off.

"It's not fucking fine, he touched you." He yelled, everyone was now around us, watching the situation.

"I'm okay!" I exclaimed. "I stopped him so just leave it." I turned to Flint. "Flint go." I said and Flint ran off with his friends out the library like little pussies.

Everyone that was now watching slowly drifted off, leaving me and Draco alone. I packed my things up to leave until Draco gripped my arm when I was walking past him.

"You're not going to the party tonight are you?" He asked, trying to stay calm. I know he won't want me to go but I'm gonna be more careful this time.

"Yes I am, but I'm not going to drink so don't worry." I assured him. He opened his mouth to protest by slowly shut it. He took a deep beep breath before speaking.

"Fine. But please promise me you'll be careful." He pleaded. I looked into his icy eyes and he looked serious. He looked like he cared. This was the old Draco, the one I missed so much.

I nodded and he let go of my arm. A part of me craved more touch from him. But I know that couldn't happen. He walked out the library leaving me alone.

He does still care for me, that makes me smile. I wish we could be together. I'd give anything just to feel his touch again. Maybe we could be together without Lucius finding out. Should I risk it? I know i love him... but does he love me. We never said it to each other. We both avoided it, like we were scared. That's why it took me so long to admit it to myself.

I was scared.

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I stood in the bathroom looking in the mirror. I was happy with how I looked. I used to struggle accepting my appearance and body, but I finally learned to love myself. It took a long time, but I'm happy with myself now.

i wore a black skirt with a green shirt.
I added a pair of high heels and curled my long hair. It cascaded down my back. I took another look at myself and felt like something was missing.

I looked to my right and saw the necklace Draco gave me. I would look perfect with my dress. Would he mind if I wear it? Would he even notice? I finally decide to put it on. It truly is beautiful.

As I walk out my door I can already hear the blasting music from downstairs. I take a deep breath and head to the party. I can see a table full of drinks but I force myself to stay away from them, I'm staying completely sober tonight.

"Leah your look amazing!" Cora shouts in my ear making me jump. She already looks prety wasted. Typical Cora.

"Thank you, you do to." I say laughing. "Where's Blaise?" I ask.

"Right here." He appears next to Cora, sliding his hand around her waist. They instantly start shoving their tongues down each others throats and I just stand there awkwardly.

"I'm going over to the couch." I shout over the loud music but I don't think they even heard me. They're too occupied snogging each other.

As I sit on the leather couch, I see a group of people playing spin the bottle on the floor infront of me. Sitting in the circle are: Pansy, Flint, Crabbe, Goyle, some girl I don't know and... Draco.

I watched Flint spin the bottle as it lands on Pansy. They immediately start snogging each other. By what I can see it looks horrible. It's all sloppy and wet, nothing like the way I've been kissed before.

They finally pull away and I watch as Draco spins the bottle. My heartbeat quickens as a part of me wishes it doesn't land on me. The other part praying it does. I stare at the bottle until it finally lands on me.

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