Once me and Draco visited my childhood home we made our way back to the manor. I brought back my drawing kit with the thought I could get some extra drawings done. Most of them drawings will be of Draco. I haven't allowed him to see any of my drawings, I'm not even sure he knows about them but, I'm doing this for him. I want him to have something when I'm gone.

When we got home it was quite late so we immediately went to bed, holding together in eachothers arms-our bodies tangled. Realising that this would be the very last night like this scared me. The last night I could hold Draco while we drifted off to sleep.

"You look beautiful." Draco commented with a smile. A real smile, the smile that could light up a room and blossom dying flowers.

"And you look handsome." I smirked at him and he let out a small chuckle.

Draco was actually a very good dancer which surprised me. As we moved in sync he pulled me of the ground spinning me and resting me back down. I laughed as we turned together. "When were you so good as dancing?" I asked laughing.

"I'm good at a lot of things." He smirked and sent me a flirtatious wink. I rolled my eyes at him and we continued to dance together, taking in this amazing moment.

"You still wear it?" He asked, eyeing the necklace he gave me.

I smiled. "Of course, I never got rid of it." I said.

He stared deeply into my eyes for many seconds, just watching me as our bodies moved together.

"What?" I asked confused, raising an eyebrow as he spun me in a circle-following tye other dancers leads.

He took a deep breath and tightened his grip around my waist. "I just don't understand how I got so lucky." He whispered.

My heart instantly jumped and my stomach exploded with butterflies. Oh merlin why did he have to be so fucking perfect. My cheeks turned a crimson red and my smile was wider than ever. I placed my head into the crook of his neck as he leaned his against mine.

This moment was perfect. In this moment, I didn't care about anything but him. He was my world. He was my one and only.

He was mine.

I woke up with a small gasp, my fingers twitching slightly. The sun was just rising above the many mountains in the distance-hardly any clouds in the sky. I looked at the clock in the corner of the room, realising that it was 4:00am. Rubbing my hands over my face, in an attempt to wake my body up, I took a deep breath.

The dream was a memory of the ball at Hogwarts. Thinking of it made my heart flutter-it was such a fun night dancing with Draco. Just being with him set my body on a high, his presence was warming. Things felt so much simpler back then. But that night however, I was informed of my parents death.

I quickly shoved that thought aside, reminding myself to just think of dancing with Draco. The way our bodies moved together in sync, our skin touching feeling like electricity. Our eyes locked one one another, memorizing each shade of colour in them.

Draco shuffled next to me and my head turned to look down at him. Once our eyes met we both were instantly thinking the same thing-both knowing...this would be our last day together.

*****

Once I got out of bed I headed straight to the shower. I couldn't look at Draco for any longer without breaking down infront of him. I've been strong for so long, not showing any weakness-but I can't keep it in any longer. I put up this wall, hiding my emotions and not letting them break through for everyone to see. I could feel every brick slowly falling out of place.

It's really hit me that this is my last day.

Turning on the shower, I didn't bother taking my clothes off. I walked in fully clothed, the warm water soaking the fabric instantly-sticking tight to my skin. The shower floor was cold against my feet but was soon warmed by the water hitting the tiles.

My back hit the wall, my hands came to my head-slowly sliding down my face in an attempt to dissolve the stress. The water was hitting my face and chest before my body started to slide down the wall-water hitting my entire body.

My breathing grew quicker, each breath coming out sharp and heavy through my lungs. I tucked my legs to my chest, folding my arms over them tightly. My nails dug into my skin, leaving a crescent shape marked visible. Eyes screwed shut, I tried to force back the tears but it was useless. They broke through my eyes like a strong river.

Soft sobs escaped my lips, my toes curled as I squeezed my legs closer to my body. I sobbed into my hands and the tears dripped between my fingers, raining down onto the shower floor. My breathing was ragged, my chest tight and painful as my small cries fell from my throat.

A sudden loud cry tore out through my lungs and out of my mouth-the sound echoing off the walls. I couldn't hold it in any longer-it was begging to be released. My body started to shake as my heart quickened, I could hear the the beating loud, it surrounded my body.

The door burst open and I didn't need to look up to see who it was.

"Shit." Draco breathed as he watched me finally break down. I heard shuffling as my cries continued to scream out my throat.

I felt his presence infront of me as he placed his hands over my shoulders, the contact jolting my body awake.

"No!" I screamed as I pushed his arms away, shuffling to the corner of the shower. Draco's clothes were soaked, just like mine. "I can't-can't do t-this!" I sobbed as my fists hit the ground in an attempt to dispose of the pain.

"Leah," he whispered, slowly making his way closer to me. "It's okay, just breathe." His voice was steady and calm-he was trying not to set me off again.

My fists were bruised but I needed more, more pain.

My hands came to my hair, digging my nails into my scalp as I pulled on my locks. Tears streamed down my face, mixing with the shower water. My chest was rising up and down at a fast pace.

"Leah, please!" Draco grabbed onto my wrists tightly, pulling them away from my hair. "I need you to calm down." My head leaned back onto the wall as my sobbs and cries continued, the panic in my body not changing.

A painful scream wretched from my lungs, my body sinking lower to the floor. "It hurts," I sobbed. "Draco it hurts, I don't want to do this!" My face scrunched up, I couldn't stop the tears from falling out of my eyes.

"Darling, I need you to let me touch you okay?" He said in a warm, settling voice. I opened my eyes slightly and saw his own glossy, full of tears that were threatening to release. His hands were shaking slightly with mine. "You need to trust me."

I looked at him for a moment, noticing his pleeding, worried face. I slowly nodded, letting him pick me up by my waist. He set himself on the floor with me straddling him, my body instantly sunk onto his chest. I cried into his neck as he carresed my back with his hand, slowly stroking up and down. "Shhhh, you're okay. Just breathe for me Leah, breathe." He whispered in a shaking voice, his free hand coming up to my hair to massage it.

My cries quieted but still continued, my mouth fell open as I hugged him tighter-refusing to let him go. "I'm s-scared Draco." I felt his body shake from underneath me, his nose sniffled. "I don't want to leave you." I sobbed, gripping his wet hair in my fingers tightly.

"I don't want you too either." Something hit my right ear. At first I thought it was the shower water, but then I noticed that the water was only hitting our feet. A draining feeling set in my stomach when I realized, it was Draco's own tears.

"Look at me." He whispered as he placed his hands on both sides of my face. I lifted my head up so I was eye level with him as they slowly peeled open. "You need to be brave. Just think, you wont be alone, you'll be with your parents Leah. Think about how happy they'll be to see you. You need to be strong, for me."

Tears fell from his eyes when he finished, I could tell it was painful for him to say. I was leaving him, he would be alone.

A sob broke from my throat. "But Draco, what about you?" I placed my hand on his cheek, brushing one of his tears away with my thumb.

He pulled his bottom lip tightly between his teeth. "Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. All I'm asking for is that you'll be strong for me okay?" He rested his forehead on my own, closing his eyes. "Promise me." He whispered.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, pressing my forehead closer against his. I needed to strong for him. It hurt us both seeing eachother like this.

I had to be brave.

"Okay. I promise Draco." I whispered as he held me on the floor. Our clothes soaked and wet-our bodies relying on eachothers warmth.

*****

We sat on a tall hill, the sun slowly setting as the lake steadily moved. We were leaning on a tree. I sat between Draco's legs, my back pressed against his chest and his arms wrapped around my waist. We were reading a book, Draco holding it infront of us for us both to read together.

The lake nurtured the fish within it as the mountains nurtured its calm and steady waters. The willing canvas of mountain and sky brought its own artistic watercolour effect to the daytime. There were ducks in the waters, some huddled together, others enjoying their own presence.

After the shower, Draco cleaned me up. Made sure I was properly bathed. I wasn't ashamed of him showering me, it was actually quite calming. He washed my hair with his own shampoo, making sure to wash it all out afterwards. Running his fingers over my skin, he smothered my body with the shower gel-his scent consuming my own.

After the shower we spent most if the day together. We had breakfast, talking about our lives before school-when we didn't know eachother. It was weird to think about how we have only known one another for just under a year.

It felt like a lifetime.

We walked through the manor together, he showed me every room and the memories he had of them. He showed me where he and dobby would play games together when he was a child. He showed me where he broke his arm once trying to grab a book from a high place. He showed me the room with his favourite view from a window.

He showed me everything.

We sat in his room, snacking on multiple wizard sweets that I hadn't had the joy of trying. At one point I snatched one of his favourite flavour sweets, green apple flavor obviously, and jumped of the bed when he lunged at me to take it back. He chased me around the room before picking me up and throwing me onto the bed, eating the sweet right infront of me.

And now here we are. Sitting on a quiet peaceful hill with just eachothers presence. It was 10:00pm. The orange tint of the setting sun was beaming onto our skin, warming our bodies at the night crawled.

"Draco?" I asked as he turned the next page of the book.

"Mhm." He hummed into my hair, thumbs stroking my skin lightly.

"What are you going to do once you've finished school?" I asked.

He was still for a moment, his body tensing up until he let out a long sigh. "I haven't really thought about it." Is all he said.

My brows furrowed, mind thinking for a second before an idea popped into my mind. "You're mother said you like to draw, didn't she? How about you do something to do with drawing?" I asked.

Silence.

"Maybe." He said after many moments as he closed the book shut, pulling my body up onto his lap and turning me sideways-I layed bridal style against his chest.

We just layed there until it started to get dark. His body is so familiar to me - the way it moves, the smell of pepermint, even the sound of his heart beating I've memorized. The arms that held me were soft, yet strong, the feel of his body so close to mine soothed my mind. In his embrace the world stopped still on its axis. There was no time, no wind, no troubles.

But when the clock would hit midnight, everything will be gone.

*****

We fell onto the mattress, lips pressed together forming a loving kiss. In the emotion of the kiss a volume of passion is spoken that transcends the works of the great poets combined.

His body hovered over mine, hands roaming over the skin hidden by my clothes. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pushing him closer against me as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. He placed a thumb and finger under my chin, our tongues swirled around eachother as he slowly lifted my shirt over my head.

A moan fell from my lips when he smothered kisses on my neck. Those sweet kisses upon my neck were the key to my heart and soul, for every time he placed them there I knew I'd adore him for all time. He moved his lips down to my collarbone, my body shivering when he slowly licked the top of my breast.

"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever met." He whispered. I threw my head back onto the mattress when he sucked on my skin, swirling his tongue on the spot slowly. "No one will ever compare to you." He whispered as I tugged on the hem of his shirt, signalling for him to take it off and in one swift motion he removed it, tossing it onto the floor. I admired his body, memorizing it for the very last time-making sure I know it perfectly.

He leaned back down to capture my lips in a slow but demanding kiss, fingers playing with the back of my bra until it unhooked. Once undone he pulled the straps sundown my my arms until my bra was completely off, latching his mouth on my breasts.

I whimpered when the kissed around my nipple, moaning when he finally sucked on it-my back arching against his bare chest. His hand snaked down my exposed stomach before reaching down to unbutton my jeans, pulling down the zipper straight after.

I leaned forward slightly to remove them and bringing my underwearwith them, passing them down my hips then my legs straight after. I grabbed the back of Draco's neck to pull him down with me, kissing him again and again, never wanting to let him go.

His fingers pressed against my clit, my mouth instantly opening to let out a moan in his mouth. His other hand tangled itself in my hair, mine grasping onto his shoulders. He started a slow circular motion with his fingers, always going at a perfect pace. I could feel how wet I was and I knew he could to, just from his touch.

"Oh Draco." I breathed against his lips. He slipped one finger in my entrance forcing a louder moan to break from my mouth. I gripped his shoulder tighter as he moved his finger in and out of me-adding another to give me more pleasure.

I felt his erection press against my thigh, knowing it was eager to be released I moved my hands down to squeeze it. A groan escaped his lips as me moved to kiss my neck, leaving marks while he sucked on the skin. I swiftly started to unbuckle his belt, pulling it off and trying to unbutton his trousers but failing.

I heard him chuckle against my neck before he pulled away to peck my lips and skillfully remove his trousers with one hand-the other still mending my core. Once he removed his trousers he pulled his underwear down to release his large erection.

I pushed him back down closer to me, moving my hand to jerk him off as he used his thumb to play with my clit, still fingering me. He gripped my hair, pulling on it slightly and letting out a handful of moans while I moved my hand up and down his cock.

He removed his fingers from my cunt, leaning his arm against my head as I felt him align himself against my entrance. He looked into my eyes, pressing his forehead against mine. Pressing my hand against his cheek I kissed him lightly on the lips, nodding my head before he entered me.

A soft moan fell from my mouth as did his. He rolled his hips against mine, his cock filling me up-my lower abdomen screamed with pleasure. This sex felt different than any other time we've done it. This time...we were making love.

Our lips were hovering over eachother, not kissing but sharing our breaths-moaning in eachothers mouths. My body moved everytime he would push back inside, rapture flowing through my body each time he did. His hand grasped onto my breast, rubbing my nipple in his long fingers.

"I love you." He breathed against my mouth before kissing me quickly. "I love you so fucking much. I could never love anyone as much as you." He grunted while rocking his hips down on mine, pace growing faster.

I cupped his cheek in my palm, brushing his skin with my thumb. "I love you too Draco, more than anything." I moaned while wrapping my arms around his back, nails digging into his flesh as he moved inside of me over and over again.

"Please just never forget how much you mean to me." He whispered, pulling his head back slightly to watch my face while he made love to me. "You've changed me, I can never thank you enough for that." His hips jerked even faster against mine, my stomach starting to grow tighter.

I felt my eyes sting as tears clouded up my vision from his words. "I won't Draco, I promise you." I moaned as he moved his hand down to my clit, rubbing it as he pounded into me. A single tear fell down my cheek, Draco's thumb slowly brushed it away as he kissed me again.

The only way to understand love is to feel it, embody it, embrace it. The power of love will always be greater than any other. Our love, is greater than any other.

I felt him twitch inside if me, he was close and so was I. My hands slipped up his neck and into his hair tugging on it as i felt my body grow hot. "Draco, I'm close." I moaned while he quickened his thrusts.

"Cum with me, love." He whispered and at them words I easily came undone. His liquid shot inside of me, mixing with my wetness. Many moans fell from both our lips, my face scrunched up in pleasure. His hips slowly rolled against mine throughout my orgasm, making sure I can feel the best that I can.

He crashed his lips against mine, immediately pushing his tongue to tangle with mine as we breathed in eachothers mouths. Once our moans slowed down, he carefully pulled out of me-me kissing me one more time before falling down next to me. Both our chests were moving up and down, panting from our orgasms.

"I love you Draco." I whispered, turning to face him. He leaned forward to press a kiss against my forehead, brushing my hair out of my face.

"I love you too, my darling."

He moved off the bed, picking up my clothes and his. He pulled my shirt over my head for me, sliding on a fresh pair of leggings straight after. Once he finished clothing me, he put on his underwear-not bothering with anything else before lying down next to me again.

He wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me into his chest. He kissed the top of my head as I placed my leg over his, trying to get as close as I possibly can to him. Taking a deep breath I placed my arm on his chest with the scar, my necklace sitting on my chest while he played with my hair.

I looked at the clock and it read 11:57pm

This love, this feeling, is just him and me. I could travel the world and the seven seas; I'd still have to come right back here if I wanted true love. It's not that nobody else wants me, or him, but that we were born to spark and run the same course. We are the protectors of one another.. The trust I give him, that he gives me, is what morphed us to fall for eachother.

11:58pm

He never leaves my mind, he's always there; mentally if not physically. It's just incomprehensible. He's my one stable force, my one stability in a world filled with chaos and I so desperately need that in my life. I love him so much for that.

11:59pm

When I see him, it's as if space and time become the finest point imaginable, as if time collapses into one tiny speck and explodes at light speed. It's as if my universe begins and ends with him. I could run forever, search forever, but in the end, every path leads right back to his heart and soul. I'll love him, always.

12:00am

My eyes shut and I saw black.

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