Drawing

Patton's pov:
Anxiety really is a teenager at heart I mean he's definitely got the stubbornness of one I just wished he had asked to know something which wasn't so...sensitive to myself...I want to tell him I just don't know if i- "Patton?" I look up to see Logan looking at me a concerned look on his face "you alright?" He asks quietly walking back to me as I lean against the wall outside the kitchen and close to the couch where roman is "I don't know Logan... how do we tell anxiety? I want to tell him but I-" I cut myself off with a sob I don't remember starting to cry "oh Patton..." I hear Logan speak as I feel him pull me into a hug "how about...I'll tell him...you and roman don't have to speak or..or even be in the same room.." he offers but I can't help but shake my head I know it's not only hard for me and roman but it's hard for Logan too I can't ask him to do that "n-no I just need a bit to...to prepare myself...I can't ask you to do that Logan...." I say my voice shaking as I try to stop crying "Patton you can take as long as you need...I'm sure once anxiety gets over his stubbornness...he will understand why it's so hard for you....I'm sure he will..." Logan says rubbing circles on my back which works to calm me down "yeah...thanks Logan..." I sniff leaning into his touch hearing a soft quiet thud from the kitchen which makes me pull back from Logan's embrace much quicker then I would have liked "what was that?" I ask as Logan starts walking toward the kitchen door "I'm not sure...oh..." he stops by the door a soft smile gracing his lips "it's just anxiety I guess being stubborn is tiring" Logan finishes as I walk over seeing anxiety still on the floor but he is on his side curling into a ball his tail wrapping around him as he snores softly "oh kiddo..." I say shaking my head as I walk over putting my arms under anxiety's while Logan walks over grabbing anxiety's legs "1..2..3.. up" I say as we lift anxiety up and carry him to the couch "you know for once I'm glad you got this huge couch..." Logan says before we lift anxiety onto the couch next to roman. I smile at Logan and chuckle quietly as anxiety latches onto Roman's sash "adorable..." I murmur to Logan getting a nod in response "yes they are quite cute together" he replies quietly before turning to look at me "you want to draw Patton? I can get the pencils" Logan offers and I smile happily nodding as I walk over to the small coffee table next to the tv so I can still see roman and anxiety as Logan walks back in with the tin of coloured pencils and paper. He sits them down on the table and sits on the floor next to me as I happily grab some of the pencils and start drawing I can see Logan watching me draw so I decide to draw something to give to him. After about five minutes I smile widely as I look down at my masterpiece "finished!"



I pick up my drawing and showing it to Logan "you like it!!!" I ask watching as Logan smiles back "wow! It's great Patton" I hold it out for him "I drew it for you" I say enthusiastically but slightly nervous I mean what if he doesn't like it? "For me?" Logan questions as he takes it from me "I love it Patton thank you" he responds his smile widening which makes my heart flutter in response. I turn back to the pencils and paper on the table and start drawing again it's just a waiting game at this point till the others get up.

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