Okay so this is literally 5 minutes later. So Aaron didn't really know what these were about and I just told him he could read this if he wants but I'm nervous. I don't want him to think I'm upset with him cause I'm not. I'm upset with myself for over reacting about something that shouldn't matter that much. I'm bipolar and dumb. Yesterday when I saw someone comment on his picture I cried cause he commented back and I over reacted again. I know I'm stupid I just always think the worst things possible. Like I thought this person was trying to get with him, when I know he'd never do something like that to me. I'm a jealous person like I want Aaron all to myself and I too scared to tell him that cause he might think I'm insane and judge me for being clingy. Ugh I dunno I think I'm gonna let him read this. IM SO NERVOUS!