It's like 5am and I've been thinking a lot. I know that I wanna be with Aaron more than anything. I was talking with my friend Joa the other day and he said he told Aaron I still like him, guess what Aaron said back. He said he still likes me too, it's just that the distance is too much for him. Oh my god and Aaron also finally received the present I got him. I told him the letter was stupid and I shouldn't of send it, but he said he loved it. I cried cause I was so happy. When I go visit him after my birthday, I know things are gonna be different when he sees me. I think he's gonna realize how much I actually mean to him. I'm so excited, I love this boy more than anything