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I did it.

I lied again. It've grown accustomed to it.

I know they can hear it, hear me.

But I lie to help sooth my anxieties. My flaws. The ones that they love to point out every opportunity they get.

My wall -me- it cracks, tears seeping through like a dam that couldn't take the pressure from the river it does its best to keep together.

I feel alone, simply because I am. This is a fight, a war, a battle, that only I face. Nobody else can seem to figure out, so I don't bother saying anything.

I lie, to keep my seemingly decent facade up. And every once in awhile, it breaks. I break. The war worsens, as I know people- my family- can hear me.

Yet...

Yet they do nothing.

Which breaks me further than I ever thought was possible. To the point where I will crumble upon a small touch, a brush of a foreign object.

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- Last updated at 23:48 09-09-2016

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Listen To My Stupid Heart ♡

"Arini, I have told you this for hundred times and I'm telling you again. I don't love you, will never love you and will never marry you. I have so many things to do in my life except this love. So please stop following me. "" Wait wait.... Hmm I have started the recorder. Please start the speech again, I'll record it this time and then I'll play this audio on our suhaag raat. " Shrey mentally face-palmed himself and shouted, " Someone save me from this stupid girllllll... "Arini, a bubbly and chirpy girl, whose life starts & ends with her one and only crush, Shrey. She was enough desperate to scream to the whole world about her feelings for him. Even Shrey knew about her craziness but for Shrey, Arini was no one but a stupid girl. He has always told her to grow up, told her to understand the reality, told her that there was not even 0.2% chances of being together as there were so many differences. Shrey has always seen how different their lives were. But without knowing, Shrey has already given a place to that stupid girl in his heart which no one can take ❤ But still he is unable to love her. Or unable to gulp the fact that he too loves her! Wanna know their story? Then join me in their journey ;)Starting date : 29/07/22Finishing date: 13/01/24

Unrepentant

The first time they met, he was a downtrodden prince everybody bullied whilst she was a small palace maid responsible for was.h.i.+ng the clothes of the people in the palace.Twenty years of companions.h.i.+p; he is the only one capable of influencing her emotions. For him, she is willing to immerse her hands in the blood of others, to help him rule this world.Even though she wasn't the one he loved, and she wasn't the one he married, she insisted on remaining by his side, aiming to become the one and only woman capable of standing by his side whilst he held court and the one and only woman in his harem - even if doing so would cause her to get insulted by the entire world.However, that person whom she loved so much, that person for whom she committed all sorts of preposterous acts for - wanted her to die.He said, "In this lifetime, I don't wish to see you ever again!"She returned to him as a spirit, yet he begged for another lifetime together."If we have another lifetime together, I want you to love me and respect me from a very young age, and help me clear all the obstacles standing in my way. You would be forced to watch me love one, and marry another - but both of them would not be you. You must love me so crazily and so deeply that everybody knows about it, and yet you would never be able to truly receive my entire love and affection. On innumerable occasions, you would be misunderstood by me, and hurt by me. The only few tears you shed in your entire lifetime would be for me, and ultimately you would have to die for me. Even after you die, you would not be allowed to rest in peace - instead, you would transform into a spirit and return to my side... Only if you do all these, would you be able to compensate me for what I have done in this lifetime."Credit to original author For offline reading

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After Kissing

❝We were quite a cliche, weren't we?❞ he smirked but I ignored the pang it spread in my chest. ❝We were. But this is real life. We can't hang on fantasies anymore.❞❝Then why can't I forget you?❞Adult life wasn't as easy as Hailey expected. Her job is ungrattifying, she founds herself being flat mate of her college brother and on top of everything, now Nate Herond, her high school boyfriend who broke her heart five years ago is back. (Kissing Series #2)This is the sequel of 'Just Kissing', I recommend reading the first part but it can easily be ready as a stand-alone.

Kidnapped By My Mate (Beautiful Belle and Alpha Grayson)

Belle has not had the best life. Most of it she spent taking care of her sick father while her mother ran off to sleep with other men. So you can imagine her frustration when, only a few months after the death of her father, her mother forces her to come spend the holidays with her and her new family. But what happens when she meets a certain alpha on the plane who claims that she belongs to him?----"Mine. Mate," he said, his deep, husky voice ringing in my ears. His hands tightened around me as his forehead came down to meet mine and he breathed in deeply. I let my eyes close as I basked in the feeling of his arms around me and the delicious sparks that were running through my body. I didn't even know that it was possible to feel this good. I felt his head move from mine as he nuzzled his nose into my neck. I tilted my head to give him better access and he let out an approving grunt.And then I felt him place a gentle kiss right where my neck and shoulder met. My knees went weak, my entire body going numb as a breathy sound came from my mouth. He smiled against my neck, chuckling and taking all of my weight into his arms as I leaned completely into him to stop myself from falling."Hello, mate," he whispered in my ear.------This book is also known as Kidnapped By My Mate.

Converting the Bad Boy ✔

Mariam is a devoted Muslim. She goes about her high school life in the remembrance of Allah (S.W.T) and never misses a prayer. She is considered a "good girl," being nice to everyone and treating them equally. But then there's Damian, the one guy that gets on her nerve. They are complete opposites. She believes in God, he believes in #YOLO. Mariam strives for top grades and Damian strives for top babes. Everything he does pisses Mariam off - as much as she tries to focus, he is there to make her life hell and sway her from the straight path. Mariam & Damian are at a constant war, battling over the existence of God and the meaning of life. When Damian's life starts to take a turn for the worst, Mariam steps in, showing him the light of hope. But dealing with a bad boy doesn't always go the way Mariam intended. And so she finds herself in a bet - a bet that could either be the end of her, or the start of Damian.Highest Rank: #1 in Spiritual 16/08/16, 23/08/16 & 05/09/16

Moon Child |✔|

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Beautiful Mistakes

Olivia Hartley. Born a basketball player but forced to be a photographer. When she tores her ACL, she decides to transfer schools and start l over again. Except she's not starting over with basketball. She's starting over with a new career. Photography. Kate Martin. Known Olivia since high school and always had a crush on her but she never had the guts to tell her. When they separated for university but find their way back to each other, will she have the guts to tell her then?

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