The Girl I Use to Be

The Girl I Use to Be

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I would like to tell you about a girl I know. A girl who saw a lot, went through a lot and faced life. There were and still are different facets to this girl but this girl was determined. Determined to find out who she really was and why she was placed on this earth because for a long time she struggled. She struggled with the thoughts of wanting to be someone who is worth more and can be more than who she was trying to be. This story is about one girls journey that took her through different seasons, tests, and trials BUT by God's grace she went through and overcame. She has been through some life changing circumstances and she has made it through. She is me. The me I fight daily to not be. This story is about the girl I used to know.

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- Last updated at 23:29 09-06-2024

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