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petite reality | dazai osamu

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Dazai Osamu x reader |
You've lost your time, your ivory bones, your decaying blood and your flesh-filthy organs and now you're going to endlessly drown. You are falling to the raven black ocean full of blood, to the abyss full of white as the snow lily bandages-to the numb nothingness. Falling, you see his alabaster hands full of scars and dirty blood of the death; they choke you, yet they take you from that vile emptiness and darkness.
You sin for him, paint your arms with blood and he takes you to a better place, he takes your away from those animalistic men, that played with you as if you were a ravished toy.

started: 20.07.2020
ended: -?


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!warning! includes suicide, suicide themes, attempts and thoughts as well as drugs, alcohol and abuse and small mentions of sexual assault/rape!
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