I tried... But I still Lost..

I tried... But I still Lost..

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Philippines loves to smile
Loves to be with his friends
all of them actually
But he knows he doesn't belong with them. Does He really have a mental disorder or his thought are really destroying him? A shadow destroying him? Making him feel more left out... Useless...
He either fight his thoughts or.. Be controlled by his Thoughts
His scars is starting to spread and tries to hide it
His friends starts to suspect Philippines
Philippines needs to choose 2 paths.. The Truth Or Death..
But Philippines Never knew something to his friends
He didn't knew..
Warning:
Shadows
Angst
Bit blood
Bxb
Art by: Snipe Yami
(I swear this looks like it was drawn by a 8th grade student)
Tags: amephil angst bxb countryhumans countryhumansaseanbrothers countryhumansjapan countryhumansphilippines countryhumansrussia countryxphilippines indophil israphil japanphil japhil kazakhphil malayphil northphil philippines phillipineships rusphil southphil spainphil ssharem sunshineharem vietphil

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