I swear | bsd |  Soukoku ✔

I swear | bsd | Soukoku ✔

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❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞.


🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋

I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

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