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My cousin was dating my best friend, and he wasn't just my best friend - he was the one I deeply fell for. I tried to make him see the things that we could be, but he didn't. I had lost hope for the both of us.
And now, all I could see is the two of them together. I told myself that it was fine. I told myself that I could survive through it. I told myself that it does not hurt, not even one bit.
I shielded myself from all the heartache and hatred I felt for their happiness. I kept on convincing myself that he wasn't worth it - that I deserved better. But all I the things I told myself only caused my wall to break down, and I realized the most painful and inevitable fact that whatever I do, I could never be that girl. I could never be his girl.
I said it wouldn't hurt, I said I would be fine,
But all my life, I have only been pretending.
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