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Burn (Jamilton)

*****Completed*******College AU where Hamilton and Jefferson are secretly in love with each other but both are stuck in an abusive relationship and have to work with each other to get out and be together.

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Glass Suicide

A short story about suicide. Trigger warning - talks of suicide and self harm. One part that describes drowning.

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Together (Larry Stylinson) ✅

Harry and Lou meet up again two years after they ended their four year relationship. Louis claims it's a business deal he's after with Harry, but Harry can't help but wonder if there's a bigger plan at hand - and whether or not Louis is really as okay as he claims he is.Highest rankings: #1 in #Rehab#10 in #AnorexiaRecovery#73 in #Recovery #134 in #MentalHealth#196 in #EatingDisorder

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In Too Deep

"Hey, Lukey?" I heard my twin call as he once again walked into my room without knocking. I chose to ignore his presence just to teach him a lesson. "It won't stop bleeding and I'm starting to feel dizzy.""What?" That caused me to look up at him, and what I saw made my eyes widen and my chest tighten in fear. Jai was holding a blood-soaked towel tightly around his bleeding wrist. "Jai, what happened?!" I was immediately up and inning to his aid."I had an accident, I guess." He answered vaguely. I narrowed my eyes at him as I rushed him into my bathroom and tried to stop the bleeding. He looked away when we made eye contact, so I knew he was obviously lying."Jai..." I whispered when I unwrapped the towel and got a good look at his wrist. It was obviously self-inflicted, there was no denying it. "You wanna tell me the truth?"Now adding additional parts to this book on Patreon. Patreon.com/alovelywriter

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My Broken Boy erenxlevi part 1

It is a boy love story . Levi is a son of rich mafia family many people wanting to kill him. Eren is a broken sad boy who is in too much guilt . His only friend who was his whole world broked his frienship with him . Eren is now on the verge of depression .But one night changes his life to hell. Because of an encounter he has to become Levi bodyguard. . Eren is tortured everyday ,he carries many wounds and scars but hides it.Eren is becoming depressed and suicidal and is doing self-harm too ,for escaping reality, as if his new wounds are not enough. He hides his sadness with a smile on his face.For how will eren be able to keep his mask on?He need a saviour .can levi save him?.

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Misled By A Heart

⚠️ *Trigger Warning* ⚠-contains self-harm, sexual assault, and abuse. Reader discretion is advised.Do you sit awake at night?Do you feel your heartbreak?Do your words never seem quite right?How much can one person take?Misled By a Heart https://a.co/d/efiHev6

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Janoskians One-Shots

Decided to make a book of one-shots about the janoskians (mainly the twins) so if you have requests send them to me. These will be strictly brotherly bonding one-shots.This is NOT BxB

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Atelophobia

Ate•lo•phobia Definition: the fear of not being good enough; being imperfect.

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of secrets and sadness

a mission goes wrong, and ezra is blamed.cross posted on ao3

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My Dream Princess

lgbtq🌈stud4stud💦Depression😭 Self harm💕Love💕

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I Will Try To Fix You

Maya Roman is an abused teenager that's been cutting for years.What happens when one of the biggest jerks in school, Josh, tries to help her.And on the route to fixing her, he fixes himself.

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I Found Love In Your Eyes

I don't really know what I'm writing to be completely honest I just hope you like it. Be warned that this phanfiction involves self harm and self hatred and if any of those trigger you or you are sensitive to them please read with caution or don't read this at all because the last thing I want is for one of you beans to be hurt or offended by my writing. Love you and stay alive |-/ if you ever need to talk to I'm here. You can always message me.

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The Beauty of the Dark

Darkness can bring out the best creative writings. Look at the poems I have made when I felt like I was in the dark.

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Buzzy Bee's

Kassandra Harris is a 25-year-old disappointment to her family. Instead of going to graduate school and fulling her parent's expectations, she opened a bakery and bookstore with her best friend. Kassie struggles to hold on to the slippery pieces of her life as she falls in love for the first time with a guy she's never met. This story is ongoing and being edited. The title, cover, and description might change. Are you along for the ride?

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Love & Pain: Rain

Rain, going through a storm. The ups and downs of love and pain. The first step to deal with pain, to heal. Based on my high school -hell of a- journey.Book 1 of Love & Pain series.|| #1 in Poetry (of 14.9k stories) 01/12/18 ||

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raised on strength

Thomas davis is a son of a loving father. His father is a succefull professor, people have high expectations and it looks like Thomas is able to fullfill them. He just finished his finals and is able to go to the leading university in Britain. But he sees his world crumbling down on him as he reaches to an unlikely cure; drugs.* *I lost my mother, I lost my passion, I lost my happiness, I lost me. I pick up the little capsule and wash it down with some water. My mind drifts to my father.**A story about a father who sees hi son slip through his fingers in the hands of an uncontrollable craving*disclaimer: druguse, selfharm and depression*

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The myth of 'me'

I wish to rip my skin off.Have you ever thought about taking someone else's skin and wearing it as if it's yours?Have you ever thought about taking someone else's identity, just to see how it might be?I am awfully curious.This is nothing more than a glorified suicide letter

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The Spark of a Wolf

Stiles is working on figuring out is Spark, or working on if he want to work on it. Either way, which ever he chooses, he will have to find his Anchor. All Sparks have an Anchor, all Anchors are shapeshifter. With all the supernatural beings in his life, he'll have to do a lot of thinking to figure out who it is.

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Trapped in my own head

She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers. I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism. I really hope none of you relate with any of these :) I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can.The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day.(8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers! Ranking:#1 shortpoem#1 distressing#1 poetry (17.1.2024) #1 poem (24.1.2024)

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The Itch

WARNING: This story includes graphic depictions of self harm and/or self mutilation. PLEASE refrain from reading if you are adverse to stories of this nature. Thank you.

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They Took my Brother

They took my brother

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Depression and Suicide Poems

This is just a collection of poems that I write and publish. All of these poems are mine. WARNING: These may trigger some self-harmers. If you use any of these, please give credit to me as I wrote all poems published on this account.Exception: 'Cutters Lullaby', Author unknown.

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black & blue ♡

a story about a dancer painted in bruises,and the girl who fell for her.

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saving a broken heart | colby brock

a beaten down fragile, fragile girl. who has struggled and fought her whole life, but shortly wanted to put it to an end. meeting colby brock, who will tire, and will try to fix her broken heart. •may be triggering to some people.

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in my mind

there really isn't a point of this book other than to get to know me as a person or author, or to see what's going on in my mind. None of the chapters are connected in any way other than that they're all randomness that I come up with. Some of them get dark, so I'll write a warning at the top of the chapter if I need to.mostly just tags and random stories ig

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Overdose

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