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To Love a Boy

Valgrace story. Set post The Heroes Of Olympus if everyone was reunited and war was over. Camp Half-Blood is back to being a silly little combat summer camp. And the Calypso stuff never happened. Suspend your disbelief.~This story is inspired by my Percy Jackson phase coming back and also my intense internalized homophobia. Cover art is not mine.

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Southern Belle

The love story of a HoneyBey and her Belle

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church boy- jikook ✅

Jeon Jungkook moves to the highly conservative and highly Christian town of Airedale and meets Park Jimin, the son of the local priest. Everything's all good and well, but Jungkook just can't seem to keep his thoughts, and hands, to himself.Started 05/03/2021Finished 20/06/2021Highest ranking- #2 in Jikook!!!cover by @bubblegumjikook (it's amazing thank you so much)

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Unbelievers (sharkyxkenny)

bxb fiction. I do not believe they like each other in real life, but this is a hyper realistic story where they are gay. Contains smut! If you dont like it, scroll. I use videos from the beta squad channel to enhance the story. enjoy.

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Nathaniel Jean's Senior Year

At first glance, nobody would be able to tell that Nathaniel Jean had a problem. Or second glance, or third, or fourth. After all, he had everything. He was a captain of his school's soccer team and one of the top players in the state. He had a big house and money to spend. He had family, he had friends, he had fun, he had faith. He never meant for it to happen. He never wanted to look at another man in the way he should have been looking at a woman. The idea had disgusted him for most of his life - living in a heavily Catholic town with heavily Catholic parents, homophobia was the only response he knew. That didn't change when he first realized that he didn't like girls. No, Nathaniel Jean was still homophobic. He hated the idea of a man sleeping with another man. He was raised on the notion that all gays went to hell, and he believed it. He despised them, and so he despised himself. Nathaniel Jean was more fortunate than most, because help did arrive for him. Help by the name of Lucas Morgan, they boy he'd always known but never known. The boy with big dreams and bigger talent. The boy that changed Nathaniel's life over the course of their thirty-six week long senior year.

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Skateboarding Lovers || Maxley

The x games have passed, and famous rivals Max Goof and Bradley Uppercrust III begin to realize they feel more for eachother than hate.𝗔 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗲 '𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗳𝘆 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗲' 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝗽𝘂𝗹𝗮𝗿 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝗺𝗮𝘅𝗹𝗲𝘆.𝗡𝗲𝘄 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗦𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘆‼️(𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗱)

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TNT: Trauma, Nutting, Tears (kagestuck)

so homestuck,, but the kagepro kids are there too,,, and,, they play minecraft,,, and have a group chat,,

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Heavy Heart | Bucky x Steve

After Bucky has a bit of a misunderstanding when meeting up with Sam for the first time in a while, he opens up his heart. Over some beers, he shares his earliest memories of Steve, and how he came to fall in love with him.[Also posted on Ao3]

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Like A Bat Out Of Hell (Stranger Things)

Reposted from Ao3!The side effects of Steve's Demobat bites take a while to set in.

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The comical ways of grief  (A Valgrace story)

I was enchanted to meet you [...]Jason Grace fell for Leo Valdez. He fell for the way he thought and the way he talked. He fell for the things he did and the things he said. He fell in love, fast and stoutly. Jason Grace was a Roman soldier before anything else. He would do anything to fit his role, even hide. orIn which Jason loves Leo but he shouldn't.

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𝘴𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘦 ~ dnf

Dream's got a sweet tooth. A special appreciation for all things sweet. Even when it comes to his best friend, George. The boy with dark features, messy brunet hair, and eyes of umber. The boy that has Dream wrapped so tightly around his finger it isn't even funny.He's got a saccharine smile that Dream can't seem to get over, no matter how hard he tries. It leaves him questioning himself and avoiding the possibility that his sudden attentiveness to his pretty best friend, could be more than he thought it was.But he's definitely not gay.Or say he says.[01.09.22-01.24.23]

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The Game - Pansmione

In a twist of events Pansy Parkinson and Hermione Granger are forced to cross paths but Pansy seems..different and Granger feels intrigued by it. They have returned for their 8th year at Hogwarts and Hermione has been questioning her sexuality. Will she be able to overcome her internalized homophobia? From enemies to lovers, this short story is captivating and emotionally rewarding.#36 in PANSMIONE

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IN THE SHADOWS - (TNN - SIOBHAN/SARA/VARIOUS)

**COMPLETED**What's really hidden within Siobhan's heart?What's been lurking in the shadows this whole time?Can she open herself up and accept the love that she deserves?Can she learn to see the world differently?

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we could be enough (scorbus)

Scorpius and Albus are starting their fifth year hoping to improve from last year's disaster. But with their growing feelings for one another, that may be easier said then done. A slice of life fic with sprinkles of drama.

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Jenlisa's Curtain  [Short Stories]✔️

Do you like angsty story with a happy ending? Then.. This book is just for you! Enjoy :3Short stories compilation:1- Real2- Star3- 🌟 4- Fix Me (a book have been made for this story) 5- Homophobic-All stories are originally from the author-

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High School Sweethearts (wlw)

When a new student joins Rose Danvers' class, she instantly makes a new friend. But soon after that, the two realize that they are more than friends.In a world full of racism and homophobia, Rose, Emily, Grace, Alex and Maggie try to live their lives as best as they can.Inspired by Euphoria and Heartstopper.Cover isn't mine!There will be some swearing in it & from time to time mentions of dr*gs etc., however the TWs will be at the top of each chapter.Stick around for extra chapters!

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robin and finney (rinney)one shots :)

+head cannons posting when i miss them🫶🏼(rinney & brance !!)

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To Have A Little More Heaven With You || Harringrove

After the events of Season 3, Steve's trying to move on in his life a little and focus on being a better friend and mother before a familiar voice comes back to haunt him.TW// Child abuse ref, homophobic slurs/language, major character death, domestic abuse, emotional abuse, manipulation---------------"C'mon, Herrington, what's the matter? You look like you've seen a ghost-" He taunted, his stupid Cali accent ringing throughout Steve's nearly empty skull.Steve paled a little. "You're supposed to be dead!"----------------Do not take the described dynamic written as being healthy, as some aspects of the relationship in here are overtly and undeniably toxic. While this work is complete, everything written is a first draft and subject to change or deletion entirely.

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Broken boys Cry Alone

young Stiles Stilinski has been pulled into the supernatural world by his best friend Scott, who got turned into a werewolf. but other than the supernatural world he is also caught in the homophobic world, ever since he came out the famous school jocks and their leader Jackson Whittemore been making his life a living hell. but in the supernatural World, he finds comfort and warmth in the dark, brooding Derek Hale who finds himself catching feeling for the fragile human, wanting to put the broken pieces together.but is there just somethings there can't be fixed?PS: I don't own Teen wolf or these characters, all credit shall go to Jeff Davis and MTV for this amazing showhope you all enjoy it :)

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When you find yourself: byler

When Mike goes to California to surprise Will and El for spring break he instead discovers things about himself. As a teenager the struggle between love and friendship is so hard to find. Especially if your true love is your best friend... Contains some language, homophobic language in the chapter "bad dreams again" (This story takes place with no vecnea in Hawkins or need for El to have powers.)

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The Love Square [boyxboy]

Outgoing Anthony Andrews has been verbally and physically abused by the homophobic Colin Archer for five years. Ant endures the torment, deeply infatuated with Colin and dreaming of Colin one day returning his feelings. But to Ant’s dismay, Colin is head-over-heels for the pretty Emma Redner. Enter Collie Archer, Colin’s antisocial fraternal twin brother. A closet-case because of his homophobic family, Collie has always admired Ant from afar. As the two boys start talking, Collie’s feelings for Ant deepen. Add it all together and you have Collie loving Ant, Ant loving Colin, Colin loving Emma, and Emma loving Collie. Bring on the love square.

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My Heart Is Not Homophobic [boyxboy]

Milo Jensen is the new kid in school. He is kind hearted and openly gay. In school, he meets JJ Hottie and his friends, Gabe and Pat Cash and Felix Green. Milo finds himself quickly falling for JJ and JJ finds himself interested in Milo. Ignoring the warnings of his new friend River, Milo goes after JJ. But JJ has a fear of getting close to people, and is more than willing to shatter Milo's gentle heart to keep himself isolated.

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Your Efflorescence

Mistakes cause changing life totally.Happy ending by mistake not comes always happily.--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--×--A bl fanfiction on an ICT couple.As like my other books, homosexuality and male pregnancy is common in this fic.Avoid reading if you're homophobic or mpregphobic.No hate for anyone.Let's enjoy (⁠*⁠❛⁠‿⁠❛⁠)⁠→

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Fears

Summary:A Series of Oneshots based on Fears.Tomarry / HarrymortOne story per Chapter.First chapter has a table of contents!(I decided to put it into one story to avoid spamming!)The stories are not connected to eachother. They are all different plot lines and even in some cases different universes.They simply all have the same base prompt of a different fear.Please leave Critiques and Comments(maybe let me know which ones you liked and which you hated?)These will range to all Ratings..My rating scale is:General : Can be a bed time story.Teen and Up: Mature themes, but no sex or violence.Mature: Non Graphic Violence and Sex.Explicit: Don't let anyone look at your phone while you read!also i found it in ao3https://archiveofourown.org/works/11530692/chapters/26157252

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[BoyxBoy] ✓ I Fell In Love With An Emo Boy

"No, this is not one of those fucking stories where you save me and we have anal sex in the end."Timothy laughed. "It's not? Bummer."Alright listen, I'm not gay. Just because I occasionally peek at the class homo in eyeliner and occasionally think about him in the shower and occasionally randomly touch his hair does not mean I'm gay. I'm captain of the football team, I'm hot as fuck and I can get any girl I want. So why would I choose him?WHY?!Josh the homophobic jock falls for a sensitive emo boy.Trigger warning: Depression, Homophobia, Slurs-COMPLETE-

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