Sorrow and freedom I might not have that atleast before I had it with you

In's Pov

Me and korn are walking in along the stands where they sell some furniture that was tempting but last time i have buy so many things that korn end up holding and believe me i'm embarrased and i didn't even got to buy my foundation'i need foundation sometimes to cover my acne that is showing
(A/n:glam😉)

"Korn where do you wanna go?" I asked even though i wasn't sure if he has forgiven before for faking my jealousy that made him chase me

"Wherever you wanna go"korn smirked

"Hmmm....but if we go to where i wanna go you will end up having to hold so many stuff "i explained it was truly embarrasing to let a prince carry what i have bought

"But i wanna spoiled my dear mate" korn whispered to my ear giving me chills while blushing as red as tomato

"K-korn"i called

"But still do you think i need to punish you for what you did?"korn whispered again giving all the chills down my spine
Oh god i knew it i won't have a virgin butt for so long

"K-korn i-i'm sorry about that"i said then i saw korn smirked

"I'm just teasing don't worry" he said that made me relax but fuck that made me scared for this butt phew

"Korn stop teasing" i said and ligthly hit him in the arm

"Ok " korn laughed ligthly

"You wan't to eat?"he asked

"Sure"i answered and we went to a restaurant but before that we saw P'dean and pharm walking near the ferris wheel and pharm was blushing

" woah they must be having fun"korn said which made me giggles

"Or they are flirting " i joked and he laughed

"That could be an option to" he said laughing ligthly

We continue our to the restaurant and sat down and ordered food and when it arrives i started a conversation

"next what do you wanna do? I asked him

"Let's go to the games and try to win " he said

"Sure "i answered

"Cause we might end up holding stuffs so let's enjoy first"he said that made me choke and he panicked a little and gave me water

I hit his arm lightly

"that wasn't funny stop laughing " I said to him because he kept laughing

"OK I won't " he said

But when he won't stop a shove a spoonful of food to his mouth but he smirked and that made us both laugh

After eating we just walked to the stalls and we bought some interesting things and I also bought some cleaning materials for our weapons and especially it's on sale

"so what do we do now? " I asked

"let's go to the rollercoaster " he said and I am really happy for that descion

"OK "I said excitedly and we walk to the rollercoaster and saw a pale win and team that is saying sorry it's like win's soul left after the ride

"why do we keep seeing either them or p'dean and pharm when the amusement park is so big?" korn asked

"coincidence?" I said and I pulled him to buy tickets and go for a ride

After we bought the tickets we went to the front and enjoyed it so much it was super fun

"let's go buy clothes " I said as we got off and got the things we bought earlier

"ok"he said

And we went and buy many outfits that I personally loved to be honest though it happened again korn was holding all the things I bought and I was again embarrassed by this so I quickly got all the stuff I bought and carry it because it wasn't that much so that I can carry it I eventually won our argument on who will carry this stuff
And we headed to the meeting spot

"how was it? " asked pharm

"fun where is team? "I asked

"busy having fun"pharm said

"we saw win pale after they ride the rollercoaster " korn laughed

"that's normal before you couldn't even make him ride there" dean said

Win pov

We were having fun so much fun team is super excited to every rides his like a kid and he looks so cute I can't help but smile and also felt pity because he wasn't allowed to do this things back when he was a child

Now we are in a very huge Ferris wheel team was amazed and looking outside while I am fascinated by his looks as his mate I can feel he is very very happy and me too specially I can see his bright smile

"team" I called him

"hmm hia?" he looked at me

"look" I got the pack of lays I was hiding and then I saw his eyes shine like a star when he say the lays In my hand

"hia can I have that? " he asked excitedly

"yes " he was excited and tried to take it but a dodge "but kiss me in the cheeks" I said

"hia unfair " he whined

"oh fine" I can't resist him but then I looked at his face and saw his smirking face

"he-" I couldn't finish when he pulled me and kissed me in the lips just a smack but it was lovely and It shocked me

And then he took the lays out of my hand and smiled at me then he took one and pit it in holds one chip with his lips and I couldn't resist and I took it using mine the saltiness of the chip lingers on my tounge then I felt his lips it was amazing when we break the kiss he smiled

"tasty " he said and licked his lips goddammit it's tempting me

"want some more? " team teased

"I want more but maybe I won't be able to control and instead eat you" I said and made him laugh

"I would love that but it's wild " he said and we both laughed at what we shamelessly said

"hia?" he called

"hmm? "I wondered what is he gonna say is it shameless things again or what?

"how long does this Ferris wheel take to be done it seems pretty long" he said and looked at the window and posed like a thinker and hell he looks cute he sure haven't been here

"in a few more minutes " I said

"after this his let's go to the rollercoaster " he said excitedly and I'm nervous

"s-sure but don't laugh at me if I got scared" I said

"don't worry his I'm here hold my hand " he said smiling

"you won't make fun of me? " I asked him

"why would I? A weakness needs to be faced not to laugh at " when he said those words Im amazed how sometimes he can act like a child and at the same time act like a full adult , his words is sometimes inspiring but sometimes childish

"thanks " I said

He just smiled and when we got out we went to the rollercoaster and honestly it took the soul out of my body and held tightly at team's hands while he was enjoying every second of the ride and when we got off it was like the happiest day of my life but also when I saw him enjoying the ride it made it a lot better when I was standing team is just looking at me feeling worried

"I'm fine " I stood up hell I felt all my energy left my body luckily it's over we then head over and bought ice cream and had fun

"hia" he called and I turned to him

"can we buy a flower? " he asked

"sure why? " I asked

"I'm gonna go to where my mom died " he said in a sad tone and I just agreed I held his hand as we go to the flower store

As we enter there were so many variety of flowers to choose from then it caught my attention when he picked up a strelitzia and Hyacinth

Strelitzia

    Hyacinth

"why that flower? " I asked him

"this was her favorite flower to plant" he answered I can feel the sadness in his voice

"how many do you want? " I asked

"I don't know" he said

"OK I'm gonna get a bouquet of strelitzia and Hyacinth" I said to the seller and we walk out the flower shop

And team leads us to the frozen forest we just got in here to the fact that we literally had no idea we could ever go inside here where all the rejected mates soul rest that turned this place cold once again we are here where it is the coldest part of the forest trees are covered with thick snows and your breath can be seen team kneeled to the cold snow not minding that he might get frostbite

He puts the 2 bouquet down in the snow and I was trying to get him to stand but he said it will only be short then he said a words that I knew was very special

"Mom I brought you Strelitzia your favorite flower remember when you said you wanted freedom from this world from this hell,mom you've got out but you left me" he said with a sad voice and a tear falling from his eyes once again he spoke

"and mom I've also brought you Hyacinth
When you said that the sorrow you've felt when he left you was put on to this flower that carried your sorrow mom you've felt the sorrow when dad left.........but mom you've gave me sorrow when you left me all alone I lost dad and why do I have to lose you too?" he asked completely sobbing then I hugged him and stands him up we hugged and I comfort him then after that we got out of the forest and heads back to the meeting place and saw in, pharm,korn and p'dean

"what took you so long? " dean asked

" just enjoyed walking" I smiled

"by the way we saw how pale you are in the rollercoaster " korn teased

"so what I'm strong right team?" I asked him to make him feel OK

"yeah my hia is the best!" he said and made me smile