3. guilt

as y/n was laid in bed with Pablo not being able to sleep she gets a message from pedri at 2am..

insta messages

pedri: what you doing still up?

y/n: could ask you the same thing

pedri: can't sleep

y/n: me either to be honest

pedri: why what's on your mind?

y/n: nothings on my mind.

pedri: my names not nothing

y/n: you're really still going with this

pedri: yes I am, meet me in the kitchen

y/n: ill wake pablo up if I move though

pedri: nah you won't he's a deep sleeper come on
| end of messages |

| y/ns pov |
I was laid for a good few minutes deciding wether I should go and meet pedri in the kitchen but once I heard some footsteps going down the stairs I decided to go because I couldn't sleep anyways. I carefully got up from the bed putting on my slippers and looking at sleeping gavi. He looked so peaceful sleeping but he doesn't know what's going on..

I left the room feeling guilty making my way downstairs as quietly as I could then I saw the fridge door open with pedri in-front of it smiling at me as I walked towards the kitchen. Of course he was shirtless with only some grey jogger bottoms on, but I went and sat on the kitchen counter top facing him as he grabbed another water passing me it and I got it and smiled at him. He closed the fridge leaning against it whilst looking at me, there was a few moments of silence but it wasn't the awkward silence it was comforting, until he spoke up.

"so what's the real reason why you're up at this time" he says looking up at her

"just a lot of things on my mind" i shrugs not looking at him,playing with the bottle in my hands. I finally look up at him "what about you"

"many things of my mind too..and one of them is you" he says placing his water down crossing his arms looking at me

i started to feel my cheeks getting redder but luckily he can't see as there was only a single light on.

"you know I can't do this right, whatever's going on between us.." I say looking into his eyes

"why not?" he says making his way towards me until we are inches apart as I'm still sat on the counter top and he's brushes his hands against my knees

"because I have a boyfriend who's upstairs" I say whispering as he is looking deeper into my eyes closing the space between us

"and who do you actually love" he whispers looking at my lips then back at me

"you..I love you" I say nervously as he closes the space between us
| end of pov |

pedri leans in and kisses y/n and she kisses back passionately pulling him closer as he's stood in between her legs as she's still on the counter. he places his hands on her back trying to get as close as possible to her so their body's connect.
as they were still kissing suddenly y/n stops pushing him back a little making him take a step back.

"why did you stop?" pedri asks with a confused look

"we shouldn't be doing this, I can't do this.." y/n whispers looking down not being able to look at him
she hops down from the counter pushing her way past pedri and starts to leave when suddenly he grabs her hand making her stop and look at him

"please don't go..especially don't go back to him" he says looking into her watery eyes

"I have to.." she says taking away her hand from his
she leaves pedri alone in the kitchen as she walks back up the stairs quietly and opening the door to see pablo still sleeping, she gets back into bed and tries not to think about what just happened but it was hard not to. lots of guilt was on her mind as pablo was laid next to her clueless of what happened.

| pedris pov |
she left me standing in the kitchen alone after our kiss, I was frozen I just wanted to stay there with her but of course she went back up to him. even though she may love me she will always choose gavi, I don't deserve her he does.
I turned off the lamp in the kitchen and made my way quietly up the stairs trying not to make noise and their door was open and I could see her laid on his chest as they slept, I shook my head and made my way into the guest room trying to forget what happened but I couldn't because it was perfect..the moment was perfect.
| end of pov |
the next morning
y/n woke up rubbing her eyes as she was on pablos chest as he was still asleep she kissed him on the cheek checking her phone seeing it was 9am. when she opened the door she could smell someone cooking she sighed realising it was pedri but she had to go down so she didn't wake pablo up as it was his and the teammates day off. slowly going down the stairs as she was still half asleep pedri was in the kitchen so she made her way towards the seat in the kitchen sitting on it and leaning on the counter yawning.

"good morning sleepy head" he says laughing looking up at her as he's making pancakes

"morning" she says quietly as she's still not fully awake

"making your favourite pancakes by the way" he says smiling

"chocolate chip?" she says sitting up so she's not laid on the counter no more

"yep of course" he says laughing

"good because I am starving" she says smiling

"maybe because you were up at 2am doing god knows what" he smirks looking at her

y/n sits there and glares at him from across the counter

"we won't talk about that" she says

"when will we ever talk about it" he says putting the pancakes on the plate

"when I'm ready" she smiles sarcastically

pedri makes his way over to her placing the plate infront of her

"we both know you're ready to talk about it your just scared about your boyfriend" he whispers close to her ear and walks off back to the kitchen to clean everything up

y/n looks at him and admires how handsome he looks in the morning, his messy hair, his voice, and his smile, but also the fact that he was still shirtless but she was snapped out of her thoughts when pablo comes downstairs..

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