(long chapter)
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I laid on my couch drunk as hell. I watched the tv and took sips back to back.

Then there was a knock on my door. I groan. I sit up and close my bottle. I put it on the fridge and go to open my door.

"What the fuck do you want?" I looked at Tae. "I don't wanna fight." he said and I shrug. "So why are you here?" I asked again.

"All I wanted to say was sorry for what I told Melo. I overdid everything and I was just pissed at the moment. Plus I was drunk as fuck." he sighed taking his hat off.

"You being drunk has nothing to do with what you said. You know what you said was fucked up and you still continued to say it. Maybe I shouldn't have fucked you." I rolled my eyes and started to shut my door.

"Woah, Mya hold on. Please just let me talk to you. Adult to adult." he looks at me.

"Nigga I don't need to talk to you. You just gone fuck things up even more. All you niggas do is fuck shit up for the girls who are good to y'all stupid ass niggas!" I got in his face.

"Look at me Mya! Now, look at that nigga Melo! He cheated on you and me? I lied! That's it. Mya who did you worse?" he asked.

"I know damn well you not trynna make this a competition." I said. "Man im not? Whatever I tried. Text me when you ready." he said and walked away.

I slam my door and locked it.

Gelo was most likely comforting Evoni after tonight. Zo was in the hospital with Ally. Melo? I don't know. Probably with Maddy.

Then there's me. Drowning in my problems. Sounds sad as fuck but I mean it's the truth.
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"You gone be up baby. Soon I promise." I talked to Ally. "Our baby gone make it too. It's gone be a cute baby. We all gone be happy. Me you Zoey and another blessing." I place my hand on hers.

"No drama. No stress. Just basketball and love. It's all love baby." I cried. "Dont give up on a nigga." I said lowly.
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I had grabbed all my shit and started to drive to Mya's. I wasn't gone sit here and look like a damn fool all the time.

Not to sound fucked up but sometimes I wish me and Mya just stayed best friends. I ruined a good friendship.

Shit, I still remember the day she came to school. I thought she was the prettiest girl in the school other than Ashely.

I miss high school. Or homecoming? Man Mya looked good that night. I think that's when I liked her.
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Flashback
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"There are rules son!" my dad said while fixing my tie thing. "Rules? For what?" I was confused.

"No leaving Mya behind. No baby-making," he spoke loud as hell.

"I don't do that stuff I am a child of the lord." I said fixing my hair in the mirror of my room.

"He's a lie!" Lonzo yelled. "Aye! Play me in 2K and see who's the liar." I yelled back. "Settle it in real life. Not no game!" dad yelled from the stairs.

I laughed and grabbed my phone and Mya said she was there. Oh, I see you LaMelo. Looking bout clean as hell. I smiled to myself.

"Mya's here!" I heard Gelo yell. I grab the flower thing I had for her to wear and I got her some socks just in case she wanted to take her heels off at any point.

I walk downstairs and I could hear her talking to my mom. I look at Mya and lord have mercy.

"Awe." my mom saw me. "Hey, mom." I smiled and hug her. "Melo you look good. I never thought you could look good." Mya shook her head.

"Smartass mouth for a 14-year-old." I pushed her head. "My hair." she smacked me.

"Come on your dad wants pictures." she grabs my hand. We took pictures and we left.
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We got to the school and everyone was there. "You think you can pull red off huh?" I joked with Mya. "You know I can." she rolled her eyes.

"Mmhm okay Mya." I smacked her butt. "NIGGA STOP!" she smacks me. "Ow! Watch your mouth young lady." I point at her.

"Don't do that. That shit hurts." she smacked her lips. "One day you gone like it." I smiled and she shook her head.
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Reality
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I made it to Mya's and I knocked on the door with some kinda beat. The door opens and she was in one of my old BBB shirts. That shit didn't even look like a shirt on her.

"What?" she sounded drained. "Can we talk? Or something?" I asked her. "No. We can't. I'm done with you niggas trying to apologize." she tried to close the door.

"Is it true you and Tae was kissing and shit while I was in Boston?" I pushed the door open. "NO!" she lashed out. "He fucking lied about that shit! We fucked the day we broke up. Then I went to that fucking party with you and now im here." she cried.

"Im sorry." she said wiping her face. I close the door and hug her. "Baby why you crying?" I made her look at me and I wipe more of her face.

"Because Melo everything is so fucking stressful. Ally might not fucking make it. Tae lied to you and I thought me and you was officially over. Plus you had Maddy." she cried more.

"Ally's gonna make it. I go there almost every day to go see them both. She's gone make it. Maddy ain't in the picture anymore Ahmya." I wipe her eyes.

"Why Maddy? Out of all the girls in the world?" she looked at me. "I don't know." I shrug. "She was just kinda there." I said and Mya pulled away from me.

"She ruined everything for me." Mya raised her voice and I knew she was about to flip shit.

"She went behind my back and tried to get me and mom to move because of shit I did at school that wasn't even true! She just wanted you to her fucking self. She never gave me a break."

Mya just broke down even more. I tried to hug her but she kept pushing me off.

"She would text me and tell me to harm myself, Melo! You didn't fucking believe me! Every fucking day she made sure to say that shit! You chose her over me! Cause you're so fucking easy to convince!" she screamed at me.

I sat there stuck as fuck.

She was right tho. Me and Mya got messy in 10th grade. We didn't talk to each other for almost the whole year because of Maddy.

Maddy then kinda became my new best friend and I was mad at Mya for "lying" to me.

"But if anything I hope you're happy with her." she threw her hands in the air. "And the fact that you were with her longer than you were with Ashley is fucking stupid. You know Ashley was nothing but good to you. Maddy was always- never fucking mind." Mya gave up and sat on the couch.

"Ashely was nowhere near good to me! We were toxic. Why do you think I always cried to you? Huh? It was cause of her! Maddy? Maddy showed me how a nigga should be treated. She loved me the way you supposed to love someone when dating." I said and stood in front of her.

"So I didn't show you, love? I didn't teach you shit? I didn't comfort you when you needed me? I was in dark places and I still took my fucking time with you LaMelo! You know why? Cause I loved yo stupid ass."

She cried in her hands. "I fucking loved you." she broke down more. "So you don't love me no more?" my face drops.

She didn't say anything she just sat there crying still. "Mya." I sat down next to her. "Im sorry." I said pulling her head up.

"Im sorry for everything." she told me. "Me too." I said and she closed her eyes and I wipe them again.

"I love you aight?" I hug her again. "I love you too." she said.

Fuck.
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guys i'll make the next chapter a happy chapter i ain't mean to do y'all like dat 😭

but nah frl i need a blunt !!!!!!
how y'all feel ab the story tho?
what if i told y'all it's coming to a end soon?😖

FUCK MISSPELLING BITCH ASS NIGGA!!!