hi hi , i know i made this book like months ago but i haven't uploaded anything for it yet sooo HERE!!

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y/n pov:

my ex boyfriends name is vinnie. we live tg with a few friends of his. yk the hype house.

but recently vinnie has been hella distant and i don't know why.

until i saw something on his phone.

texts with his ex named emily.

my heart dropped when i saw the texts between them. it was like my heart just got stabbed over n over n over again.

well after that i left vinnie.

and i haven't talked to him in 8 months.

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"mia i really don't wanna come over , you know me and vinnie broke up and it would be so bad if we saw each other!" i said threw the phone.

"ugh y/n , vinnie won't be here for days he's going to Seattle please come !!" mia was begging.

"let me think about it." i said before hanging up.
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i gave it some thought. and i really miss my friendships that i made with them. so i decided to go for the weekend.

vinnie won't be coming back for a little. so i will stay there until then.

i pulled up and walked in.

"Y/N YOU CAME ! OMGOMGOMG I MISSED UUUU!" mia said as she ran up to me and gave me a huge hug.

"i missed u too mia. i'm glad i get to see u all here." i said smiling.

"but i gotta say something y/n-" mia started saying but than.

"y/n?." i heard vinnie voice say from the top of the stairs.

"uh vinnie hasn't left for seattle yet." mia said with a 😬 face.

my face dropped.

vinnie didn't know i was staying for the weekend.

i ran out the house quickly , vinnie ran after me.

"vinnie please don't." i said.

"y/n you haven't texted me in 8 months. what else am i supposed to do." he said with a sad face.

"you cheated on me. you figure it out." i said.

"y/n , it was a mistake. i don't even talk to her anymore. you know i didn't wanna hurt you." vinnie said stepping closer.

"vinnie , you did hurt me tho. i don't care if you ""didn't want too"" that doesn't mean shit to me now." i said.

"please y/n i really am sorry. just please let me make it up to you." vinnie said.

i just walked away.
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-2 hours after-
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i got a text.

vinnie.
5:38 pm.

hey.

what?

when i get back home , please let me make it up to you y/n.

wtv. like it's gonna fix the way u cheated.

i swear baby i've  changed , i've missed u.

wtv vinnie.

okay see u in a couple days.
read 5:47pm.
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I wasn't worried about vinnie. i just wanted to have a good time.

"mia what are we planning for today?" i asked as i walked in the kitchen.

"we're going out to eat , with a few friends of ours." mia said with a smile.

"oh okay , should i be getting ready?" i asked.

"sure , they will be here soon too meet you." mia said walking away with mail in her hands and as she was going through it.

i didn't waste any time , i went up stairs and got ready.

i put on a pretty red tight dress. it had holes at my waist.

i did my makeup, natural. not too much.

by the time i was done it was 7:23 pm.

mia's friends pulled up , there names were

nessa , jaden , aaron , and troy.

i met everyone , but troy was talking to me hella. not to mention he kinda cute.

"you have really pretty .. everything." he said.

"thank you , i could say the same for you." i said smiling.

mia asked all of us to hurry up so we can go.

so we left.

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we were about to leave when troy stopped me.

"hey , can i ask you something?" he said.

"sure , go ahead." i said.

"what are you and vinnie doing?" he asked nervously.

"i don't even know. there's always a part of me that's gonna love him , but he cheated on me." i said looking down or up or anyway other than troys face.

"i get it , but vinnies my friend. i wouldn't have flirted with you if i knew you were the girl." he said.

"the girl?" i asked.

"yeah , the girl , his girl." troy said with a smile.

"i-i wish i knew what i wanted." i said.

"your the only girl he spoke about , in all seriousness. and sometimes i wished he would just shut up. but he kept going , he didn't care what other people thought. i guarantee if we left he would still just talk about you , to himself." troy said with a smile as he walked away to his car.

"wait , what would he say." i asked worriedly.

"it's not my place but just know he worried a lot. maybe too much." troy said as he got in his car.

i was completely confused.

but i left it alone and went home.

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later , i posted pics of me and troy together and all of us at the end.

vinnie did not approve.
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vinnie.
10:39 pm.
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vinnie. : so you and troy are like fucking behind my back? .

me: what the fuck are you talking about ? im not fucking troy.

vinnie. : could've fooled me. because in this pic it looks like my ex fucking gf all over my fucking best friend.

vinnie.: *sent an attachment*

me: wow , okay so i take one pic with a guy side hugging me and im "fucking him"  V you seriously are losing it.

vinnie. : stop making me feel like the fucking bad guy when your draped all over one of my closest friends.

me: GOD ! IM NOT FUCKING TROY ! YOU SELF CENTERED PRICK! IM NOT FUCKING LOOKING FOR REVENGE. I JUST WANNA LOVE YOU AGAIN!

vinnie. : you don't have to worry about me. seems u have troy. sorry i even fucking tried . 

me: V why won't u ever listen to me.
read 11:28 pm.
me: are u serious?
read 11:28 pm
me: wtv dude . i'm so done with your childish acts.
delivered.
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what vinnie said had me fuming. it wasn't his right to tell me who i could and couldn't sleep with and he doesn't even get to have that fucking right.

and i wasn't even fucking troy. i couldn't have done that. i still love vinnie.

To Be Continued..