isabella cried as she checked out the accounts that left the hate comments. they showed a bunch of before and after photos from through out the years and bella second guessed herself. had she lost too much weight? she weighed 130 pounds and she was 5'8 she was normal. maybe she should gain some muscle though.

she spent the next hour looking through articles with workouts for muscle gain. she got off of the bed with her hopes of sleep crushed. she went back into her room and changed into leggings and a sports bra.

bella ate a cold chicken tender and went to the gym in the basement. she sat on one of the yoga mats and stretched while connecting her phone to the speakers.

she followed a couple of workouts that told her to do 100 push-ups, 50 sit-ups, 50 pull ups, 100 bicycle crunches, 200 jumping jacks, 100 lunges, and a two mile run.

she smiled as her body ached on the cool floor. her playlist of nico collins(go check him out!!) paused and she grabbed her phone to restart it, noticing a couple of texts from kasperi.

casper the sexy ghost🥵
where'd you go

??

baby bell🥰
i'm in the gym

casper the sexy ghost🥵
and where is that

baby bell🥰
basement

🖤🖤

kasperi walked down the stairs with a water bottle in his hand. he watched bella beat the shit out of a punching bag before announcing his presence, "remind me not to fuck with you."

isabella stopped immediately and was hit by the bag. "ah fuck." she walked backwards and stole the water bottle from kappy, "thanks."

"no problem." he watched her he chug the water before she hugged kasperi's waist.

"i love you."

"i love you too, baby. is everything ok?" he pet the top of her head.

"yeah. my brain just hates me sometimes." isabella shrugged and blinked away the oncoming tears.

"come on. tell kap what's wrong." kappy wrapped his arm around her and squeezed lightly.

"just some comments on my instagram." bella paused before mumbling, "i also had a nightmare about you."

she hoped he wouldn't hear her but obviously he did, "and what was it about?"

a/n - i may not be posting again until june. my mental health isn't the best right now. i'll see y'all soon🖤