(A/N)
Sooo... I'm sorry for not posting in a while. I've been kinda busy and ive been feeling extra lazy. Anyways here's Chapter 4! (Btw this'll probably contain some limes ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Your face immediately turns red as soon as you realized what just happened. Spinel. Just. Saw. Your. Underwear!

"U-uh... " You immediately sit down wrapping the lower half of your body in your blanket. You feel Spinel slowly approaching you with half lided eyes on her dark red face. Why?! It was just your underwear! Oh wait... On this specific day you decided to wear a thong (I think that's how you spell it) why? Because you felt like it. Before you know it, Spinel is inches away from your face.

She looks down and then back up at you "Nice thong doll~"

You cover your face with your ponytail "why ya covering your face?~ I wanna see that beautiful face of yours~" Spinel moves your ponytail away from your face and stares at you half parted lips. "S-spine-!" You were cut off by Spinel grabbing your hips and pushing you harshly but also kinda gentle(???) against the wall. You were kinda scared since you came from an abusive home.... But..... It also felt kinda good..

You moan a little. That was a big mistake.

Spinel took this opportunity to press her lips against yours and shoved her tongue inside of you mouth. She explored every part of your wet cavern without you even fighting back. You gave into the kiss but soon had to stop for air. Spinel noticed this and pulled back first, having her fill. A string of saliva hung from both of your mouths.

You start crying. Why. Just why.

"D-doll?!" Spinel looks at you with a  worried face "are you alright? D-did I do something wrong?" You shook your head "... N-no... " She gently wraps her arms around you "wanna talk about it..? " You stay silent for a little "maybe later.... " Spinel starts hugging you a little tighter but not enough to hurt you. You feel her gem press up against your chest. This makes you nervous and makes your face blush.. But.... You liked it. You hug Spinel back making her gem press up against your chest even more.

"U-uh.. (Y-y/N)?" Her gem started feeling warm while pressed up against your chest. She called out your name a few times before hearing your small snores.

You  had fallen asleep

Spinel contemplates on whether to wake you up or not, but decides to let you sleep in her arms. She giggles a little and eventually falls asleep with you.

(Toime skip! Yes "toime" Not "time" Cuz yes)

You finally wake up. Spinel was already awake looking out the window while still hugging you. You smile and put your face against her neck. Your slow breathing hitting Spinel's neck, making her shiver. "Mornin' doll" You look up at her giving her a small smile "m-morning"

She kisses your forehead gently. You've never felt this much gentle contact toward you. The only contact you ever felt was hits, kicks, and even sometimes punches. You've also never heard a voice as gentle as hers. It's always been yells and screams. Without realizing it, every thought made you squeeze Spinel harder and harder "uh, (y/n)? You okay? " "Oh! Um, yeah! Just... Thinking.." It's silent for second "ya have to tell me what's going on. Ya can't keep it all to yourself. That's not healthy for ya" She pulls you away a little but still hold on to you hands, rubbing them.

You inhale.... Then exhale....

"O-ok. I'll tell you. " You look up at your roomate. Who's looking at you with calm and sweet eyes "it all started since I was five. My dad cheated on my mom with another woman and left us by ourselves. After that, every morning my mom left to work without talking to me and came home late at night hungover and drunk. She would always yell at me saying that it was my fault that my dad left. That I shouldn't have been born. That nobody. Nobody. Nobody. Loved me. After a few years of this. It started becoming worse. She wouldn't just tell at me. She would hit me and throw things at me. I just had to deal with it. Nobody helped me. I didn't even have any friends because of how of a mess I looked like since my mom would hit me before going out. One day she extra drunk and came back home offering me a glass of 'water'. I said ok and she poured me a glass some sort of alcoholic drink. I couldn't breath and my throat burnt after that.Thats why I never take drinks from anybody. Even from my friends. The finally time she abused me was when I was sitting on my bed. She came in my room, grabbed the sides of hips, and pushed me really hard against the wall. She started yelling at me again telling me that it was my fault my dad left. That's when I escaped her house. I took all my saving, cloths, extra supplies, and most of my mom money. That's why I moved her. To escape her.. " Tears started rolling down her cheeks making you sob really hard.

"Oh no... (Y/N)... I'm so sorry... " Spinel grabs you into a tight hug. Tears building up in the corners of her eyes. Whoever and wherever your mother was. She was gonna make her lay if she ever laid a hang on her precious (Y/N).

"One more thing.... " You sniffled

Spinel looked at you. You stood up off your bed and pulled your shirt up not even caring that Spinel could see your thong or bra anymore.

Cuts. Cuts all over your thighs, hips, and even near your breast. (Sorry if u don't have any like meh (Tʖ̯T) Spinel ran her gloves fingers over your thighs, hips, and near your chest where your cuts were. Your face turns a dark red and you look away. She pulls your shirt back  down, stand up, and hugs you. She puts her head gently on top of yours. You hug her back.

This felt nice. It felt really nice.

(A/N)
Omg! 1049 words! This one was kinda sad and I even almost cried. Things like this can happen in real life and if something like that happens to you please get help. It'll be worth it in the end if you do. Love ya all! Day out!✌❤💖💖