4. Me and my broken heart Pt.2

Here is the Pt.2, I was crying while writting this, so maybe you guys will need some tissues with you, also I'm sorry if there will be few mistakes
Enjoy~

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Few days went by and they still didn't talked with each other. Whenever Chan wanted to talk with him, Felix would go somewhere else or ignore him. Even in practice, they wouldn't say anything and memebers don't like that, they hate to see their Aussies like this.

And Chan also had enough.... He can't deal with this pain anymore, he need to talk with the boy, he wants him back.... he need him back. The only problem is that the younger boy don't want to talk to him and is still not going home to their house, he's sleeping at Minho's and Jisung's house.

But Chan have an idea...

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Opening the door, Minho saw his leader standing there with his head down. He feels really bad for his only hyung, he wants this to stop already and everything to go back how it was.

"Hey hyung."

"Hey Minho. Is Felix there? I want to talk with him." Chan looked up with sad and hopeful eyes.

"*sigh* He is hyung, but you already now that he don't want to talk with you still." Minho said looking sadly at his hyung.

"I-I know. Can you transfer my message to him then?" Tears started to form in Chan's eyes.

"Of course I can hyung."

"Thank you Min. *sigh* Please tell him I feel so sorry for ignoring him and always forgeting about the things we promised to do with each other, I'm really stressed with work but it's still not the excuse for not being by his side when he needed me." Chan started to cry softly, not knowing that Felix is just around the corner, listening to every word, tears in his own eyes.

"Tell him I really miss him, I-I miss everything about him.... his smile.. his laugh.... his voice... his face... everything, I really miss him by my side and I want him back Min I really do. I still love him so much." Chan was now fully crying, Minho tearing up as well. On the other side Felix is trying to keep his voice down, not wanting older to know he's listening.

He still loves me? Even after I broke up with him and probably broke his heart? Felix thought to himself, tears not stopping falling down.

"But if he wants this, if he really don't want to be with me again, I-I understand I just want him happy and if that's what makes him happy then I understand." Chan wipped his tears looking down again.

"Hyung-"

"Min please, can you give him this?" Chan handed him a cat plushie Felix would always cuddle with when he's alone.

"I-I can hyung." Minho said taking a plushie from Chan.

"Thank you Min, he really loves that plushie, he can't sleep without it.... or me...." Chan said last part saddly.

"I need to go back now, I'm kinda hungry, I didn't eat anything today so I'm gonna order something and probably cry again." Chan sighed turning around to go to his car.

"Bye Min."

"Bye hyung." Minho said saddly watching Chan leave then looking at the plushie in his hands, going back inside the house closing the door.

"You can come out now Lix"

He knew that Felix was listening all this time. Felix come around the corner, going to hug the older, Minho already hugging back.

"Minho hyung..." Felix cried in his hold making Minho sad again.

"Lix please go and talk with him, he really didin't mean to do anything of that. He loves you so so much, you're his soulmate, he can't live without you. You heard yourself that he's not eating well. Please go and talk with him, we want our leader back." Minho said softly while rubbing younger's back, trying to comfort him.

"I don't know Min-"

"Felix please stop. I already know you cry every night because you miss his and you still love him. I know all of that, and I can't take it anymore. You need to fix this things between you two as soon as posible." Minho said trying to stay calm.

Felix looked at him before looking at the cat plushie Chan gave him, taking it from Minhi and holding it in his own hands. He know Minho is telling the truth, he really does miss Chan, and he still loves him so much. Felix looked up before smiling softly.

"You're right Minho. I'm gonna talk with him." Felix said making Minho smile.

..............

Felix of course is feeling nervous, he's gonna talk with Chan after almost 2 weeks, he really miss him.

Walking down the streets he stopped in front of their house, taking a deep breath before walking to the door.

Now or never. Felix thought before knocking. After few second door opened and relieved Chan with red eyes, he cried again.

"L-Lixie?"

And tears started to fall in his own eyes again...



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