Hello everyone :)

I know I went missing for almost a year but I started working and I literally don't even have time for myself. But I am working on my books, it's just taking a lot more time and writer's block has been a pain in my ass.

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Y/n Pov.

I haven't slept well for three weeks and right now, at this moment, I can confidently tell you that I was having the best sleep of my life.

The previous nights have been filled with a lot of restlessness and constant tossing and turning in my bed. I stared up at the ceiling and counted sheep in hopes that it would help me sleep.

Insomnia, it's wonderful, isn't it?

Kendall: "Y/n," I hummed still in my peaceful state. I heard her giggle softly and stroke my hair, "You need to wake up..." I turned my head in the other direction and felt myself being pulled back into a deep slumber. "Noooo, wake up!" I groaned and opened one eye looking around the room to see the sun peeking through the curtains.

Y/n: "No." I turned my head to face her again and kept my eyes closed.

Kendall: "I have to start getting ready for the show and so do you. Do I have to remind you that you're performing for one of the biggest fashion events of the year and you can't look like shit." I scoffed with my eyes still closed.

Y/n: "I could never look like shit," I heard her laugh and smiled opening my eyes to look at her. "Five more minutes?" She sighed softly.

Kendall: "Five more minutes," I pulled her closer to me and hummed contently.

Y/n: "I haven't felt this content in a while..." I mumbled resting my chin on top of her head.

Kendall: "Mhmm, same." I chuckled softly and felt her fingers run down my back. "I see spending all your free time working out has been a good thing." I pulled away slightly and looked at her.

Y/n: "Well, yeah. Hailey and Bella basically dragged my ass to the gym so I don't drown myself in all the junk I ate," I explained with a laugh at the end.

Kendall: "It's a good thing they did," I wiggled my eyebrows hearing her laugh. I kissed her cheek softly and saw her cheeks turn red.

Y/n: "Go get ready, Jenner. I'll wait for you to finish." She nodded and excused herself, going to the bathroom.

I sat up on the bed and grabbed my phone looking through social media to see that the internet was buzzing with Victoria's Secret Fashion show going on today. It was also pretty intense and exciting that people were waiting to see Abel perform.

With me, especially.

I couldn't wrap my head around how much my following list was growing along with people making fan accounts dedicated to me. That was so wild, I couldn't even describe it.

They managed to find out almost every detail about me and my family but I guess some of my interviews helped with that. They mostly couldn't get over the people I hung out with and trust me, I couldn't either.

It's literally like fanfiction.

I scrolled through my feed and followed some accounts and saw that some pictures of Kendall and I were posted and smiled at them. I sighed to myself and heard the bathroom door open making me lock my phone and place it on charge.

I watched Kendall walk out with a white towel wrapped around her slim figure and mentally drooled at how beautiful she managed to look in just a towel.

Kendall: "You can go shower," She smirked looking at me.

Y/n: "Y-Yeah, okay." I answered, leaving the room as fast as I could.

I finished up with my morning routine and left the bathroom, walking to the bedroom to get ready for the day. I texted Abel and made sure he sent the clothes that we would be performing in to the venue and got ready.

I grabbed my phone and left the bedroom, walking down the stairs to see the girls ready and waiting for me.

Abel: "Come on, Stargirl, let's get the day started." I nodded and followed the girls out of the room with Abel by my side.

We drove to the venue and started getting the final rehearsal done while the girls started getting ready for the show tonight. We watched our rehearsal back and got some water while we cooled down.

Abel: "I think Kendall knows you're checking her out," I looked over at him.

Y/n: "Why do you say that?" He smirked.

Abel: "Bella said that she put a little more pep into her step." He teased me, making me roll my eyes and shake my head.

Y/n: "It's not like I would mind," He made a face and chuckled shaking his head at me.

Abel: "I genuinely think you're like my long-lost sister," I smiled at him.

Y/n: " We're soulmates bro," We both burst out laughing and continued to talk about what could happen tonight.

I was listening to him tell me about some upcoming plans he had to surprise Bella when I felt a tap on my shoulder.

I turned around and saw Kendall standing there in her satin punk gown that covered up her body.

Kendall: "Hey Stargirl," She greeted with a smile.

Y/n: "Hey beautiful," She blushed and bit her lip.

Abel: "I'll leave you two to talk. I'm going to head to my dressing room and start getting ready. Call me if you need anything," I nodded and looked back at Kendall.

Kendall: "So I know we hardly talked about last night..." I hummed.

Y/n: "It's a hectic day, it's understandable." She nodded.

Kendall: "Yeah but last night...it was nice." She spoke.

Y/n: "It was. I missed the little things like that," She nodded looking at me shyly.

Kendall: "I know you have to get ready but I wanted to ask if you would take a picture of me for Instagram?" She held her phone in her hand.

Y/n: "Sure." I agreed and watched her walk around looking for the perfect spot.

Once she found it, she undid the robe a little making me stare at her agape, I knew I shouldn't look so shocked but I mean, if you were in my position, you would drop dead.

So, all in all, I think I'm doing pretty good.

I shook my head and cleared my throat snapping the pictures she needed and walked up to her, handing the phone back to her.

Kendall: "Thanks Y/n/n! I love them!" She smiled looking at all the pictures I took.

Y/n: "You're welcome." Our eyes connected making us both start to lean in like it was instinct.

"Y/n!" We pulled away from each other abruptly making her roll her eyes and look behind me to see Taylor smiling and waving at me.

Y/n: "Ken, maybe we can talk a little later?" I asked making her purse her lips.

Kendall: "Sure. I have to get ready anyway," I watched her walk away looking irritable with the fact that our moment got ruined, and sighed.

Scorpio's man.

Taylor: "Hi!" I smiled and hugged the excited girl.

Y/n: "Hey Tay, are you ready for tonight?" I smiled seeing the girl shrug.

Taylor: "I am but I'm also not? I don't know if that makes sense but it's always nerve-wracking when you do these things." She expressed.

Y/n: "I can imagine but I'm sure you're going to do great! Just keep your head up and focus on having a good time." I smiled reassuring the girl.

Taylor: "Thanks Y/n!" She smiled leaning in and kissing my cheek. I stared at her speechless. "I'll see you later." I chuckled nervously and nodded.

I walked to Abel's dressing room and walked in without knocking, seeing him just put his shirt on.

Abel: "I could've been butt-ass naked." I sat down on his couch making him eye me. "Okay, what's up?" He questioned sitting next to me.

Y/n: "I think Taylor likes me." He made a face at me.

Abel: "No..."

Y/n: "Yes! I'm picking up a vibe and I don't want to pick it up!" He shook his head.

Abel: "What did she even do to get you to pick the vibe up?" I suggested.

Y/n: "Kendall and I were talking and we were kind of having a moment and then Taylor interrupted it. So, Kendall walked away and then Taylor just started talking about the show and I reassured her that everything would be okay and then she was looking at me all...dreamy-eyed-"

Abel: "You gotta stop that charming shit."

Y/n: "Fuck off! Anyway, she kissed me on the cheek and I don't know. Maybe I'm overthinking but I don't think I am..." I muttered.

Abel: "Maybe it was friendly and you're just overthinking. Let's just keep our head straight and focus on the show." He patted my shoulders.

Y/n: "Yeah you're right. Let's just focus on that for right now."

The show was underway, Abel and I stood backstage and watched the show while waiting for the girls. Girls were running around in their underwear and while I would've loved this in the past, my mind was focused on another girl I'd rather be looking at.

Gigi: "Hiii!" We turned around and saw her, Bella and Kendall.

Wow.

Y/n: "You girls look...wow." I spoke not knowing what else to say.

Abel: "What she said," I laughed seeing him check Bella out from head to toe.

Bella: "Thank you." She blushed with the other two.

"Y/n Y/l/n and The Weeknd on in five! Get ready ladies!" All the girls started running around again trying to make sure they were ready.

Abel: "You good?" I chuckled nervously.

Y/n: "Ready as I'll ever be." I answered adjusting my jacket.

Gigi: "Good luck you two!" She smiled hugging us with Bella.

Kendall: "You're going to do great, don't worry so much." She smiled kissing my cheek.

Y/n: "Yeah, okay, I'm ready!" Abel chuckled and shook his head while the girls laughed.

I heard the music start and watched Abel walk onto the stage getting the crowd hyped up. I saw the first girl walk and waited for my cue.

It was going well and the girls had a good time walking down the runway. I saw Bella come out and tapped Abel's back letting him know she was walking.

She walked past Abel giving him a look that made me chuckle while Abel shook his head.

Gigi walked out shortly, making me walk next to her side singing my next verse.

Y/n: "Look what you done," I sang taking her extended hand and walking her down the runway.

I looked back and saw Kendall walking down and gawked at her under the lights. Abel nudged my side making me snap out of it and continue singing.

Y/n: "Then she clean it with her face, man, I love my baby..." I sang helping her walk down. She blew me a kiss and walked past me doing her final pose at the front.

I continued to sing with Abel and hyped up the crowd and the rest of the models that needed to walk. The show finished making Abel and I walked backstage to be congratulated by everyone.

We watched the rest of the show from backstage and applauded once it was done. I was about to walk to the girls when Taylor grabbed my hand and pulled me in for a hug.

Y/n: "Hey Taylor!" I smiled hugging the girl back, "I told you; you would do great!" She pulled back and smiled at me.

Taylor: "Thank you, Y/n." I heard my phone buzz and saw a text from Abel.

Abel ⭐

Something tells me that kiss earlier wasn't so friendly. Kendall and the girls are looking at you so don't do anything I would do if I was young and surrounded by beautiful models in their underwear :)

I slipped my phone back into my pocket and gave her one last smile.

Y/n: "I'll see you at the after party, yeah?" We heard someone call out for her, making her nod and walk away. I looked over at Abel and them and walked in their direction.

Joan: "You did so good, kid!" I chuckled shyly.

Y/n: "Thanks Joan, you did pretty well yourself." She smiled and thanked me before joining the rest of the girls.

Gigi: "We have to go and get ready for the after party. Are the two of you going to wait or meet us there?" I looked over at Abel and shrugged.

Abel: "We'll wait, G." They nodded and walked off to their dressing rooms leaving Abel and I alone.

Abel and I kept ourselves busy while waiting for the girls and left once they were done. We arrived at the venue for the after party and saw the pink carpet they had laid out.

Bella: "Come, take pictures with me!" She grabbed my arm and dragged me to the front.

Y/n: "That's a whole lot of flashes," She laughed and let me slip my hand around her waist. I felt Gigi come next to me making me pose with the two before leaving and letting them get their individual shots.

I stood to the side and moved my gaze over to Kendall and smiled softly.

She looked stunning as ever.

"Y/n! We want some pictures with Kendall!" I heard the crowd start to shout, making me stand there, shocked.

They knew my name?

Kendall: "Come on superstar," She held her hand out making me take it and allow her to drag me back onto the carpet. I stood next to her and smiled for the pictures feeling her lean onto me, "This suits you." I looked over at her.

Y/n: "I'm still getting used to it but having you by my side makes it easy." I mumbled, making her blush and look away from me.

We took a few more pictures as a group and walked off from the pink carpet, walking into the venue. The after party was honestly one of the best things I've experienced so far, the food was good, the drinks were even better and I knew the memories would be better.

I felt Abel nudge me softly making me look away from Bella and see Taylor walk up to our table. I stood up from my seat and walked up to her.

Y/n: "Hey Taylor, what's up?" I asked seeing that she was slightly nervous.

Taylor: "Well, I wanted to ask you something..." I nodded and let her go on, "I just wanted to know if maybe you wanted to go out sometime? Get something to eat and we can just chill?" I could see the hope in her eyes making me feel even worse.

Y/n: "Uhm, Taylor. You're an amazing girl, trust me. You're beautiful and smart but I'm kind of seeing someone and it isn't easy at the moment but I don't think hurting them and hurting you as well will make things better. I understand that this is hurtful but I don't deserve you." I said trying to not hurt her feelings which I knew was an epic failure.

Taylor: "I understand, thanks Y/n. I'll see you around..." She smiled sadly before walking away.

I groaned to myself and felt Abel pat my shoulders. I turned around and saw them all standing behind me.

Bella: "We kind of heard everything..." I looked over at Kendall and saw her roll her eyes.

Gigi: "But anyway, we're going to eat..." I hummed.

Y/n: "I assume I'm joining you girls?" They smiled.

Kendall: "Well, I'm not leaving you here with models that are probably lined up to ask you the same question Taylor did," She walked up to me and adjusted my jacket. "You're mine, Y/l/n." I stood there shocked making her smirk and wink at me.

Bella: "Well, okay." She took Abel's hand in hers and walked out with myself, Kendall and Gigi trailing behind.

We went over to the restaurant and ate before deciding to go to a club that wasn't so far away. Abel and I sat by the table and continued to talk and drink when we saw the girls stumble over to us.

Gigi: "Y/n/nnnnn, I'm drunk." She giggled sitting next to me.

Y/n: "I'm glad," I chuckled seeing Bella sit on Abel while Kendall sat next to me.

Abel: "I think it's time to get you girls back to the hotel. Let's go," He laughed with me.

We helped them get into the car and arrived back at the hotel. I helped Kendall to the room and made her sit down before helping Gigi to hers. I walked back to my room and saw Kendall digging through my bag.

Y/n: "Can I help you?" I chuckled, emptying my pockets.

Kendall: "I'm looking for something to wear, silly." I held back my laugh and nodded watching her pull out a shirt and try to take off her top.

Y/n: "Need some help?" I asked.

Kendall: "Miss Y/l/n, I'm hammered and you're thinking about those things." I laughed and walked up to her.

Y/n: "I'm not talking about that," I shook my head hearing her giggle. "Let me help you out of this so you can change and sleep, okay?" She nodded and held her hands up.

I helped her undress and slipped the shirt over her head. She thanked me and laid down on the bed making me shake my head and change into some comfy clothes. I turned the lights off and walked to the bed, laying down.

Kendall: "Hold meeee," I chuckled softly and turned on my side feeling her move closer to me. I wrapped my arms around her and sighed.

Y/n: "Night Kenny," She hummed.

Kendall: "Goodnight baby."

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