Kihyun was feeling extremely sad, because it was obvious that, until changkyun didn't cure, he would have to live in that hospital, so their plans weren't going to be like kihyun had wanted.

it was nine in the morning of the saturday, when the nurses said that changkyun could start having visits. kihyun immediately walked to his room but when he was about going to enter, he looked out the window so he could see how he really was.

changkyun had two tubes in his nostrils, and also had his arm with a cast. he had a few scars on his face but in general, he looked good.

physically he seemed to be well. of course.

kihyun breathed slowly and after a few seconds, opened the door of the room. when he entered, changkyun turned his face to him, and suddenly, he grimace in disgust.

- oh great. look who showed here today. - the youngest said with an irritated voice- it's too early to already start annoying me, you know.

kihyun lifted his eyebrows; he couldn't believe that the capgras delusion was so real.

- hello, changkyun. - he said with a shy smile on his face- I'm kihyun, your boyfriend.

- oh yeah, sure you are. - changkyun answered with sarcasm- get out of here, I don't want to be with strangers.

kihyun looked at him for a few seconds, still shooked about what he was seeing. it was true. for real.

- are you deaf? get out of here! - changkyun started raising his voice. he really seemed to be mad at kihyun, and this one wanted to cry at that moment.

- changkyun, it's me, kihyu-

- someone, please take him away! I don't want him to be here! - changkyun started shouting while he pressed the button of help that the bed had. - just fucking leave, please! - changkyun said before he started crying, frustrated.

kihyun looked at his boyfriend for a moment and then he decided to leave him alone.

kihyun ran through the hallways and then he went upstairs, to the roof. once he was there, he opened the door and stepped outside, so he could breathe fresh air.

a few seconds later, the black-haired boy started crying a lot. he couldn't believe that changkyun could not recognize him. he really wanted all that to be a simple lie.

kihyun laid down on the floor, while kept sobbing. he didn't want to believe that changkyun wasn't changkyun anymore.

and maybe, that he would never be the same.