THIS IMAGINE IS INSPIRED BY A GILMORE GIRLS EPISODE! JUST SAYING SO THAT NO ONE THINKS IM TRYING TO SAY THE WRITING IS MINE. IT IS NOT.  it's a slight spin off. enjoy.

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i love you.

the words rang through her head as the hot tears slipped out of her eyes,

yet again.

she cried and cried after that night. she was ashamed that she couldn't say it back. she doesn't understand commitment. her mom had trouble and she just guessed that she got it from watching her mom all the time.

it really hurts,

not being able to tell the one person you love the most, you love them.

her heart felt like it was ripped out as she watched louis smile after saying he loved her, expecting her to respond with the same happiness.

but she didn't.

she sat there supervised that he would even say it, when she just

sat there.

he looked so sad. they pain he felt was unimaginable. she wanted to go to his house more than ever and tell him, but every time she went up and his sister answered,

she chickened out.

{your pov}

i walked through the halls of school happily because today was friday, meaning i could go home and just watch netflix and talk to my mom.

yes, my mom. i vent to her about my day and she helps me out. it may seem weird, but she's practically my best friend. she's not that much older than me anyway, she had me at a young age. hence why our relationship is so great.

anyways, friday. it's very satisfying to say that it's friday. the ability to stay up late and not worry about studying. i continued walking until i hear someone.

"hey y/n!" i hear his voice yell from behind me. i continue walking knowing who it is, not wanting to converse with him.

"i'm a little tired of this game y/n." he says as he walks behind me. "what game?" i ask innocently as i weave in and out of the crowd. "are we meeting there or what?" he asks as he starts getting annoyed.

i turn and sigh, "i don't know what you're talking about." he shakes his head, "the concerts tonight."

"well i hope you and the empty seat next to you have fun." i smile as i turn on my heel and continue walking as the hall gets more deserted.

"i'm starting to get a little annoyed here y/n." he says as he takes the hand out of his pocket. "so am i." i say getting irritated at his failed attempts of asking me on a date.

"what're you mad about?" he asks with his face scrunched with confusion. "you've been telling the school i'm going out with you to this thing when i specifically said i will not."  i said as i continue walking, leaving him behind.

"i didn't tell everyone." he says with his hands back in his pockets. i turn around and narrow my eyes at him and he nods, "well if the damage is done, you might as well go to this clairo concert with me."

i sigh, "no never. i am never going on a date with you, ever." i say as he stands there. "you know these tickets cost me a fortune." he says.

"they cost your daddy a fortune." i snap back as he watches me. "i don't even know anybody else who's mentioned this stupid guy." he says leaning towards me.

i show a face of annoyance, "clairo's a woman." i turn around to leave but he grabs my books out of my hand. i turn and sigh, "what are you doing?"

"i'll give them back when you agree to go with me." he says holding the books up out of my reach. "you're pathetic tristan. keep the books, i really don't care." i say tired of all his shit.

i turn to walk towards my bus stop and see a familiar car.

with a familiar person in front of it.

"louis?" i say as tristan follows behind me with my books in hand, still above my head. he shakes his head at the sight of us and starts to turn away.

i start walking up to him so so happy.

all the pain i felt. all the sadness i felt. i could make it up to him.

"louis, what are you doing here?" i ask him knowing that he goes to a different school than me. i catch up to him and he turns to his car, "i'm leaving." he says lowly. i stop him, "don't go."

"i shouldn't have come." he says as he opens his car door. "no wait!" i say as i close his car door. he throws his hands in the air, "i feel like an idiot!" he says as he looks down at me.

"why?" i ask leaning on his door so that he can't leave. "because i come all the way out here, and i see you with him! that's just great." he says looking at tristan with mu books in his hands.

"no. tristan was just—" i start. "i don't care y/n." he says getting upset. "no listen!" i say trying to get him to stop.

he opens an arm towards tristan, "he's got your books y/n." he says getting upset. "he took them and he wouldn't give them back. now please just tell me why you're here." i say as i try to get him to answer me.

"i don't even know." he says as he turns around to walk away. "yes you do." i argue as i follow behind his long strides. he sighs, "cause i thought you—oh forget it." he says as he puts his hands down.

"no, say it." i say as i watch him. "i thought you were trying to talk to me." he says as he slightly lifts his arms. "oh." i start. "when you came to my house." he says.

"oh that wasn't me." i deny the many times i went to his house finding his sister instead. "it was you." he argues. "it must've been someone who looks like me." i say shaking my head.

"my sister recognized you from pictures on my wall." he says looking at me. "well, i must've imagined it all then." he says as he looks over at tristan.

i feel my eyes tear up and all the pain comes back. i watch him and bite my lip so that the tears don't fall. "your boyfriends waiting." he says as he walks towards his car again.

i lift my arm in the air in frustration, "he's not my boyfriend! and i don't like him." i state as i watch him walk away. "whatever." he scoffs as he heads to his car.

"louis!" i say.

"what." he says angrily.

"stop!" i say painfully.

"why?" he says as he opens his car door.

i sigh and look down the tears threatening to fall.

do it. you can do it. don't make the same mistake again.

"because i love you, you idiot!" i yell as i look up at him.

he stops doing everything and turns to me. i smile lightly as he rushes up to me as i wrap my arms around his neck.

our mouths move together slowly and passionately as the words i love you flow through my brain. we kiss as if we will never kiss again and i am glad to say that i told my boyfriend,

that i love him.

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author speaks
hi! i'm sorry i haven't updated.
i've been in school and this week was busy.
i've also been pretty stressed lately with drama and
stuff so that's why this is so late.
anyways i love u all!
ty for reading!