I play few month in that play and for the first time I can finally play in a big movie. I shooted with Meryl Streep and Kurt Russel 'Silkwood' in a suporting role. I go with a friend to the cinema to watch a movie. I sit down with her and the trailer from Silkwood is screening. They showing few clips til the name 'Meryl Streep' is there and everyone is clapping. Then the name 'Kurt Russel' is there and everyone clapping again. Then finally comes my name and suddenly everyone is laughing. The laughs from them was really loud and it seems that the whole spectator's are laughing. I'm dissapointed and shocked too. I am a so bad actress? But I'm not. I won a golden globe award as best supporting actress for Silkwood.  As my name will calling that I won, my heart is not beating anymore. I'm overwhelmed. I get the achievement and stand on stage and look to all these people

"I would uhm..I would like to thank my mother and thank Sonny and to thank my children for believing in me, when all the Hollywood moguls wouldn't give me a job. And  I really don't have to anything to say but I'd like to thank Robert Altman who just does not care about this the pressure of making a hit in this business and who gave me a job when no one else would and for Mike Nichols who was wonderful  and for Meryl Streep who is the best friend I've ever had and for Kurt Russel who is an idiot. Thank you!!"

Everybody are clapping for me and I go back to my seat. In the next years I play in other movies like Mask, Moonstruck, The Witches of Eastwick and Suspect. In the movies I got achievements too like an Oscar  or a golden globe award in Moonstruck.
That was my big dream to get it and its finally true...