me: dazai osamu, why are you so eager to die?

me: oh wait, you don't know

me: but i know why

dazai: how sure are you even

me: because i've been with you right from the very beginning

dazai: aha, so practically we are siblings? childhood friends that i don't know of?

me: yes and no :)

dazai: ???

me: its better if you don't know. it's always beter that way.

me: i'll just let you figure it out on your own.

dazai: but i don't understand...