i'm sorry

i suddenly woke up in a unfamiliar place but that wasn't my main worry at the moment. i was confused if i was even alive right now or not so i pinched myself and hissed in pain. "i thought i died" i noticed i was on a bed and in one of the hotel rooms but i could tell it wasn't mine.

there was some water on the nightstand and it looked like it hasn't been touched so i grabbed it and drank some because i was dehydrated. i heard the door opened and immediately looked at who opened it. "you finally woke up! are you feeling alright, do you feel sick or anything?" the male said going over to me and feeling my forehead seeing if it was warm or not. "i don't feel sick so don't worry. anyways what happened hyunjin? i don't remember much." he sighed "well i noticed that you were watching me for hours while i was outside but when i finally saw you come outside i sorta just kept looking over at you because i felt like something bad was going to happen to you, i just had a feeling something bad would happen. well anyways i saw dean throw you into the water and i tried going as fast as i can to get over to you but you were sinking in the water but i still jumped in and got you out." i was a bit shocked about that happening but i felt really happy that he saved me.

"are you ok felix?" hyunjin asked me and i was starting to tear up a bit in a way. i went and hugged him and hid my face in his chest. "thank you so much hyunjin, i thought i was going to die from drowning" he wrapped his arms around me putting his chin on my head. i've honestly been thinking about dying because i felt like everything has been going bad for me, but hyunjin has been cheering me up a lot and him going out of his way to save me just makes me so happy.

it became silent for a bit and me and hyunjin are still hugging each other. he started to rub my back for a bit and it made me comforted. "honestly you're the reason i'm happy and wanting to live hyunjin, so thank you" i said softly not know what just came out of my mouth. there was a little silence for a bit "i'm sorry felix" i was confused on why he said that. "i'm sorry for not telling you any sooner." i started to hear him sniffling, is he crying? "what do you mean hyunjin?" i felt one of his tear drops "i'm sorry for never telling you that i also had those dreams about someone for days and that they stopped because you finally woke up from your coma, because those dreams were about you and me. i feel guilty for not telling you because you looked so sad and i never went to see you like that. lixie , i love you more than anything" i started to smile at what he said, he remembers what happens in the dreams but it was sad that he started to feel bad for not telling me. "jinnie it's alright that you didn't tell me because not matter what happens, i'll always love you too"

he took his chin off my head and looked down at me and i looked up at him. i wiped away his tears he had and smiled at him and he smiled back at me "i thought i lost you for a bit jinnie but now i know that i can't ever loose you"