Astrid
Maddy never came by but Lexi did some spend the night with me but she left early to go home.

They were letting me leave today to go home but I was gonna go visit maddy.

I parked my car and walked up the door but no one answered. That's strange.

I walked to maddys window and checked if she was there but I didn't see anyone. I grabbed my phone and called her but it went straight to voicemail.

I got in my car and called kat. Hey kat I said as she picked up oh hey what's up she said. Have you talked to maddy I asked mmh no why she asked no reason just asking but I'll see you at school tomorrow I said and hung up.
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Next day
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Maddy never called me back. I don't know why.
I was walking in the school when I saw her making out with a random guy I stopped in my tracked and looked at them. What the fuck.

They stopped and she smiled as she looked at the guy but as she looked towards my way her smile disappeared.

I looked at her but I walked out the school. What the fuck did I expect she doesn't love me she never will.

I walked in my house that was empty. I walked to my dads safe room and grabbed three bottles of alcohol I opened all of them before grabbing a bottle and drinking out of it.

Fuck maddy I don't need her I'll be fine without her. Right? I don't need her I don't need anyone. I never needed anyone when I was younger I don't need anyone now.

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It was now 10 pm I was drunk to the point I didn't know where I was. I heard a knock and I got up to go open the door. It was maddy.

Astrid let me exp- she stoped talking as she saw the bottle of alcohol in my hand. Are you drunk she asked . It's none of your business I said as stumbled with my words. Astrid please put the bottle down she said giving me a synthetic look. No maddy and you know why I said I went to your house yesterday to go see you but you weren't there I called you more than 20 times but you didn't pick up and I go to school to see you with some guy I said as tears feel down my checks.

Look I'm sorry she said no don't apologize I don't need your stupid apologies I said As I walked outside.

I know how this goes you apologies and say it won't happen but you still do it again I said

And you wanna know how I know this i said as I was crying now. I found out by my dad. He abused me and said it was never gonna happen again he apologized and what happened he still did it again I still have the fucking bruises I yelled as I took my shirt of and all my bruises were revealed maddy looked at me with tears in her eyes.

I don't need your help or anyones help I said.

You do need help she said crying your to busy saving everybody else to save yourself she said

And I don't want no help I said crying she looked at me before hugging me. I'm sorry I really i mean it and I didn't answer cause Nate came to my house and pulled a gun on me she said crying. wait what I said as I pulled away. Look please don't do anything she said as she looked at me

What do you mean he came to your house I said looking at her. She looked at me and looked down. The day I had left from the hospital he was in my room with a gun he threatened to shoot me.

And he did but there wasn't any bullets so don't worry. She said. No maddy don't tell me to worry that son of a bitch pulled a gun on you I said as I looked at her.

You know what fuck this I said as I walked in the house. Astrid what are you doing she yelled but I
ignored her.

I walked in my dads office before grabbing his pistol.
Nate deserves to pay.
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Damn ig homeboy finna die🥱