In the morning I felt tired and didn't want to go to school. So I stayed home, school was about to end regardless so there was no point in going. 

Half an hour had passed and I was dancing to a song while eating. This place wasn't half bad, it's chill and I've never lived in such a calm and peaceful place. It seemed strange to me and couldn't follow along the first week I moved in.

 Just as I was feeling good I heard a doorbell. I open the door to find Jessica. I rolled my eyes and said "Ryan isn't here so leave." I was about to close the door and she stopped. 

"I'm not here for Ryan, I'm here for you." She said with a face of ass. She looked like shit like someone beat her up. "Too bad I don't give a fuck what you have to say to me." I said getting mad, but she grabbed my arm.

 "I will fucking making your life a shit don't think just because u live with your dad you're safe Madison." I had enough. I punched her right in her mouth.

 I started to punch even harder and couldn't stop. My father came running to stop us but he couldn't stop me. I punched him and I knocked him over. I couldn't stop punching Jessica. 

Who the fuck she thought she was coming here and threatening me. That's when I heard the gates open I saw the twins and some of Caleb's friends.

I noticed Liam right away, but I didn't give a damn I was mad and I don't think straight when I'm mad. "The fuck y'all stupid bitches looking at." I said aggressively to turn around leaving Jessica barely breathing. 

My dad rushed to Jessica and brought her inside the house. I went upstairs to my room and the rest of them bum ass kids went to Caleb's room.

I was mad that all of those people saw me like that. But whatever I don't give a fuck at this point.

Most of the people who came in had left. So I went out to get something to eat and to my surprise I saw Jessica still laying on the couch. "Ha, you're a bitch who plays like the victim." I said laughing. 

"Madison leave my sight right this instant." She said to me. "Who the fuck are you speaking to watch your mouth."

 She stayed silent, she knew damn well I would kill her right this moment if we were in a private place with no one seeing us. 

I grabbed some tacos my father had made earlier, heated them up and went upstairs. As I was going up stairs I saw Liam and some girl. She stared at me with an ugly face. 

"What are you looking at?" I said getting mad at some bitch I didn't even know. "Nothing." She said, rolling her eyes. Liam and I just made eye contact and didn't say one word to each other. 

So I left, I regret ever saying this place is calm. It's no different. I'm always surrounded by chaos and violence. I wanted this to end, why has my life been so hard and violent. 

why couldn't I have a normal childhood with their mother and father. I want my grandpa he's the only one who understands me. 

Even if his way of teaching isn't normally what anyone would do, well what no one would do at all, he's the only family I have.

 This is just bull shit. I didn't go to school for the next week. I stayed in bed and didn't eat for a week. Only thing I got up for was to stretch. 

I felt hopeless. My brother Caleb knocked on the door and came in. "Madison you good." Why the hell is he asking me that? "Yes I'm fine." I said not knowing how to respond.

 "Why aren't you eating at least or going to school." He asked, concerned. "Why are you worried about me?" I said I was confused.

 "Because you're my little sister." He said laughing. "Oh." I said.

 "She threatened me, that's why I did that." I said that he doesn't think I'm that much of a bad person. 

"I knew she did something to you, I may not know for that long but you don't seem the type to mess with someone unless they mess with you."

 I was a little relieved and I started to get closer with him that night. Whenever I needed money he would give me 20$ or if I was hungry he ordered food. 

We would talk about dumb shit and he would open up to me about his relationship with his exes and how they're still in his dms. 

He's funny and he's really social too. Now I get why almost the whole school is friends with him.