I Just Hope I Don't Lose It All..

I really cannot handle the excitement that's happening inside me. I feel nervousness and fear also. I mean it's my first time to go on a date.


I tap my fingers on the desk to try and calm the nervousness that's running down my veins. But it is not happening.


The only thing good that's happening is that Randhir is not here to witness any of this. I really don't want to show him how freaking nervous I am on our very first date.


Come on Sanyukta.. It's just a date.. Where's the sportsman spirit?


Kill that freaking sportsman spirit, I retort on my inner self angrily.


Randhir called me in the morning saying he had some other work so he wouldn't be coming to college today. Well that proved really beneficial to me as I'm here doing crazy things cause I'm nervous.


It's just 4 more minutes left for the lecture and the time is not at all going fast. I just want to go home quickly and start getting ready.


After what feels like an eternity to me the bell rings and sir gets out of the class. I run outside directly to the parking area while leaving all others back.


I just wish Randhir did not tell Tanya or Parth or anyone else about our date. I really want it to be secret.


After a complete half an hour we reach my house. I directly run to my room.


I try to chose 1 dress but heck it is..!!


Why is choosing dress such a freaking big task?


Well because you are choosing it for a date..


My inner voice tells me.


Finding no other option I directly take one orange colour off shoulder top and black tight jeans.


I wear it and then start curling my hair a little giving it a light wavy texture.


Applying a little bit of make up and I wear long earrings to match my look.


I look at myself in the mirror while trying to curl my hair with my own fingers.


Not bad.. Not bad..


My inner voice compliments and I blush.


Ok now I seriously need to stop all this blushing thing. Why have I started blushing so much? I'm blushing when my inner self is complimenting me!!! I'm going insane now..


While I'm in my own thoughts I hear the doorbell ring.


Blush comes on my face when I remember yesterday's incident in the store room.


I shake my head to get those thoughts out of my mind and go downstairs.


I open the door and freak... My eyes widen looking at him.


He smiles looking at me and here I'm too dumb to even react.


He is looking freaking sexy in that look of his. He's wearing a dark lavender coloured shirt and has paired it up with black jeans.


I know I'm checking him out in the most bad way a girl checks a guy out. But.. I'm speechless to his looks.


Our eyes finally meet each other and a smirk appears on his face.


I roll my eyes and try to keep my nerves on control.


He giggles and then takes my hand into his and then drags us to where his bike is standing.


I just hope I don't lose it all.


And with all I really mean all. Everything.


We sit on his bike and he starts driving. I keep my hand on his shoulder while I remember all the things that happened yesterday.


I'm so lost in my own world that I don't even notice that we've reached the place.


I get down the bike my eyes wander around the whole place. It's a really isolated place. And there is a house. That's all I could see.


He puts his hands on my eyes.


"Randhir what are you doing?"I ask him.


"It's a surprise."he tells me in my ear. I feel his hot breaths on my neck for a moment but then it's gone.


I just walk to where he's taking me.


"Ready for the surprise?"he asks while coming near my neck.


His hot breaths and husky voice is already making me go weak in my knees. I nod my head positively and he removes his hands kept on my eyes.


At this moment if I say I'm shocked it would be an understatement.
I'm freaking shitty shocked.


Oh Lord in that beautiful heaven..!!


There is this table arranged for 2 and the place is so beautifully decorated that I cannot describe in words.



There are lights and candles and so much I cannot describe in my words.


Randhir pulls out a chair for me and makes me sit. I'm too numb to even react to his gentleman gestures.


I'm still absorbing the beauty of this place.


He sits in front of me and our eyes meet for a moment.


"You did this all?"I ask the question that was killing me from inside.


He nods his head while half blushing.


"Well I tried making good food but couldn't do it so I ordered from outside."he says shyly.


He serves food on the plate and brings his chair close to mine.


He takes the spoon and brings it near my mouth. He feeds me lovingly and I to do the same.


There is no talk. It's just our presence. A feeling we don't want to tell to each other. Because we already know about it.


After having our food he keeps the plates aside and take both of my hands into his while kissing my knuckles.


I blush at just his mere touch. This guy has really got into me.


"Did you like it?"he asks while being a little nervous.


"I loved it Randhir.. This is so beautiful.. Thank you for making this so special. Thank you for making me feel so special."I tell him and he blushes.


He sigh on relief that I liked it and I giggled seeing him like that. Well I don't always the chance to see blushing Randhir right?


"You want to go inside and have a look?"he asks me.


"Is this your other farmhouse?"I ask crooking my eyebrows up.


He laughs before answering.


"Nope silly.. It's a friend's restaurant. It still isn't complete yet and I asked him if I can bring you here and he said ok so.."he says so cutely that I want to pull his cheeks.


He takes my hand into his while intertwining our fingers together. We walk around the restaurant hand in hand while talking about random stuff.


"Do you want to dance?"he asked out of the blue.


He plays Tum Hi Ho from Aashiqui 2 and pulls me closer to him. I directly go and collide into his chest.


My breathing increases as I take his smell into me. The chocolatey smell of his fills my nostrils bringing out all the wild fantasies that cook in my head when he's not around me.


I look into his eyes, those brown orbs which can make me fall for him even more, each time when I look into them.


He makes me turn around and my back and his chest makes contact. He wraps his both hands around my waist caging me into his arms.


He starts placing wet kisses on my neck. And hell.. That feeling again starts.


"Randhir.."I say and he turns me around and puts his finger on my lips.


"Shushh.."he says and I could feel my heart thumping against my chest heavily.


He pecks my lips and then starts giving feathery kisses on my neck.


He looks into my eyes and asks for permission to kiss me.


I close my eyes and the very moment I feel his lips on my. The kiss is very soft in the beginning but with time it grows wild. My hands make its way to his neck for support while the kiss turns into more intense.


We break the kiss and join our forehead together. We're out of breath but I loved this so much.


"Thank you Randhir for doing this.."I tell him while still trying to catch my breath.


"Anything for you Princess.."he says.


I blush at how this date turned out to be the most beautiful evening of my life.


And most wild too.


I roll my eyes at my inner self while taking Randhir's lips into mine and kissing him all over again.


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