24- safe in your arms

Olivia POV

After a few more hours of dancing with kacie, people were beginning to leave.

For once, we decided to actually tidy up the same evening rather than the morning after.

It was me, Sophie, jacy, grace, bryce, and kacie.

We tidied away the cups and started cleaning the surfaces that were covered in alcohol and juice.

I leant down to clean up a spillage from the floor, as I feel kacie lean down and put her arms around my waist and I just laughed.

'Don't tempt me' I told her, and she laughed and rested her head on my back, before I pushed her off so that I could stand up. I put my arms around her neck and kissed her as she placed her hands on my waist. I kissed her for a while, before we were rudely interrupted by Sophie and jacy.

'Get a room love birds.' Sophie says and jacy laughs, as I pull away from kacies lips and just hug her instead. I felt so fucking safe in her arms.

'It's so good to have you back.' I say to her, and she smiles and leans her head on my forehead.

'It's so good to have you back too.' She tells me, and I just have to kiss her again. After that I left her and carried on tidying the garden as she continued in the kitchen.

Once everything was tidied we walked upstairs to graces spare room. Unfortunately for Jacy, she agreed to share the room with me and kacie, and there was only one double bed, we said goodnight to grace, Sophie and Bryce, and walked into the room.

Me and kacie went to the bathroom to brush our teeth, and after that we changed into each other's hoodies and put on some joggers. She looked in the mirror and began wiping her makeup off and I just sat on the bath admiring her.

She somehow still managed to look stunning, even in all over sized clothes, even more stunning than when she was all dressed up.
She looked at me in the reflection of the mirror and saw me looking at her and she then turned around and put her arms out, implying for me to go towards her, I stood up and hugged her, feeling safe as always. She gave me a quick peck before carrying on to take off her makeup.

I then took mine off and i interlocked my fingers with her and we walked out of the bathroom into the spare bedroom.

'How is this going to work then?' Jacy asks while laughing, considering we all had to sleep in the same double bed.

'Well make it work don't worry my girl' I say to her.

Kacies POV
Her calling Jacy 'my girl' even made me jealous. I really loved her.

We got into bed next to Jacy, and me and liv cuddled up and we easily slotted into one half of the bed. We laid on our sides and she snuggled into my chest and our legs interlocked. We were honestly taking up less  room than Jacy was. I felt so safe for the whole night, knowing I had my girl right next to me, and that she was mine.

I hadn't felt so complete in months, I had left to heal, and I did, and now I'm back, to heal her. I can feel how skinny she has become through her clothes and it makes me want to cry. I wish I didn't do it to her, but I think in the long term, it definitely helped. We found closure within each other, and now I felt like we could truly be together with nothing stopping us.

She was so cute, I could feel her breathing on my chest and it just made me so happy. I played with her hair softly before drifting off to sleep.

In the morning, I opened my eyes, to see it was raining outside, and I was by myself in the bed. I immediately got out of bed and as I stood up I could hear laughing coming from downstairs. I silently left the room and began walking down the stairs as I over heard the conversation.

'So I'm guessing you and Kace are back on then liv?' Bryce asks,

'Yeah, we are indeed' liv replies.

'And I couldn't be happier for u babe' grace says,

'So, do you like, love her?' Bryce asks, as he's quite simple like that.

There was a silence for a moment before she spoke.

'I love her more than anything. She's like, my soul mate i swear. I never thought I'd fall for someone so hard, but she's perfect, how can I not?'

I smile to myself before entering the kitchen.

'Morning' I say, walking towards liv and kissing her forehead. They all reply back to me, and I sit down in the chair next to liv.

'What were you guys talking about?' I ask, trying to sound oblivious.

'Oh nothing.' Liv says, whilst grinning at Grace. Grace looks at me and smiles, and I smile back. Everything was finally starting to fall into place.

We didn't eat breakfast, and me and liv got dressed before thanking grace and saying goodbye to everyone, and then leaving.

We walked out the door holding hands. We decided to go back to livs for a while, and walked through the park on the way.

'Do you know what this reminds me of?' I ask her,

'There could be millions of options, I don't know Kace' she says.

'Hang on, I'll show you instead' as I pull out my phone.

The rain is falling on her hoodie, and her cute Face is turning wet from all the rain. Her hair was beginning to go slightly curly as it always did.

I begin playing the song that made us fall in love with life, as well as each other.

Don't you see me I
I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you
And don't you need me I
I think I'm falling, I'm falling for you
On this night, and in this light

She takes my hand and pulls me into her, and we began to dance together, slowly. All we could do was grin at each other. She really made me feel like everything was okay. She was beautiful, and I don't know how I got so lucky. By the time the song ended, I kissed her and she kissed me back so hard that I genuinely fell on the floor, and of course, sitting in a puddle.

'Are you kidding me?' I say laughing, and she's holding her stomach from laughing so much.

She gives me her hands so that she can pull me up and I just grab her and pull her down on top of me. Although I had just pulled her down onto the wet floor with me, all she could do was smile, as I go to kiss her.

This is what happiness is.

After a few minutes of being on the floor, I pulled her up and we began walking again, it made it so special how we could make memories out of absolutely nothing. We walked in livs front door, drenched in rain and walked towards the lounge, where her mum and dad were. And it's safe to say I was bricking it. I hadn't seen her mum since the day I broke livs heart, and I was convinced they hated me.

Liv pulled my hand as she continued walking, but I pulled her back, she looked back at me and could sense the fear in my eyes, but she just smiled at me and squeezed my hand, instantly making me feel more secure. I took a deep breath as we walked in to the lounge.

'Oh hello kacie, I didn't expect to see you' her dad says, with a genuine smile.

'Yeah, I'm sorry I left on such bad terms.' I say, shaking a little, but she squeezes my hand again to calm me.

'It's okay honey, as long as you're keeping our liv and yourself happy, that's all that matters to me' her mum said smiling,

' and she is' liv replies, smiling, before we smile again and walk out of the lounge. She pulls me up the stairs by my hands and into her room where she closes the door and pushes me against it, our lips connecting like they were made for each other.

'I need to, shower baby.' I say, between kisses.

'Do you need someone to help you clean yourself?' She asks, smirking.

'I'm sure I'll be quite alright' I reply, laughing, as she pouts and pretends she's angry. I kiss her nose before walking out of the room and to the bathroom.

I strip naked and turn on the hot water, as i begin to play music out of my phone.

Oh, she knows what I think about
And what I think about
One love, two mouths
One love, one house
No shirt, no blouse
Just us, you find out

As I hop into the shower, the boiling hot water trickles down my back and over my face, feeling like heaven. Only one thing could make this more heavenly, and now I'm wishing I hadn't turned down her offer for some company now.

I close my eyes and let the water rush down my body. My body is so relaxed and the music is so loud that I don't even hear the love of my life enter the shower with me.

Olivia POV

I quickly stripped and hopped into the shower, Kacies eyes still closed, and she hadn't even noticed me get in with her.
I slowly got closer to her before placing my hands on her breasts which made her jump out of her skin, until she saw it was me and relaxed.

'Hello sexy' I say, smirking,

'I wasn't expecting such good company' she replies, and I lean in to kiss her.

Our lips smack together as she bites on my bottom lip slowly, and my hands travel from her breasts, down her stomach and around her back, and finally on to her bum, which I squeeze firmly. She laughs and kisses me harder. I pull away to see her beautiful  face, which is smiling. Our foreheads lean against each other's.

'I'm so in love with you' I say to her,

'And I'm so much more in love with you' she replies back.

It felt incredible to finally have somebody who truly wanted the same as me. To be on the same page as someone else. And for them to only want me, it's a feeling like no other.

She's like my high, I didn't even crave alcohol for the first time in 4 months, being in this moment, with her, was enough. I had still taken my anti depressant this morning, but I didn't need any anxiety pills yet, which was also a first in four months. I felt my calmest with kacie, I didn't need drugs to keep me feeling okay, I didn't need alcohol for my happiness, she supplied everything I could ever ask for.

I kissed her once more before washing myself under the water and then jumping out of the shower, leaving her to it.

I dried off in my room and threw on my favourite arctic monkeys hoodie, and some track pants. I laid on my bed and turned on Netflix, loading up grays anatomy, as I hadn't watched it in over four months, keeping our promise to not watch it with anyone other than each other.

I sat on my phone and scrolled through Snapchat, replying to a few people, just trying to pass the time.
Boys messaged me constantly asking if I was free, or single, or wanted to go round their houses, to all I would reply with a picture of kacie kissing my cheek, or a simple, 'I'm taken, sorry'. I honestly could never see myself wanting anyone else in life, she was my soul mate.

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