Changbin pov.

I placed Sam gently on the bed brushing his hair strands back, his shirt covered in blood from the bullet, It hurts to see someone who went through soo much has to through something again..

*Knock*

"Is the patient in?" I heard the doctor asked and I nodded moving back giving him space to take care of Sam, if you think I pity Sam then I don't, he is strong enough for anyone's pity, knowing how much dangerous it was to play with Felix hiding this, he did he did so he could live, he did to get some love.
I'm more proud at his efforts and struggle to stay alive hoping for better tomorrow than giving up. I admire his potential, he is pure, innocent but also brave.

I smiled at the thought before shaking my head, even though Sam is not Hyunjin, Sam is still Felix's person, he gets to decide what he wants with him and I have to follow his orders. I sigh bringing myself back to reality as I always knew Sam was never Hyunjin I can't help but see him as Sam rather than Felix's person..I have to be professional and that's all I should ever think of.

"How is he?" I asked once the doctor dressed him

"Well he is in anaesthesia, it will take sometime before he wakes up but rest all is good, no severe injury" He smiled as I smiled back guiding him out.

I came back and sat near Sam, so that once he wakes up I can hel- I mean I can call Felix to talk to him, probably Felix will forgive him..after all Sam meant no harm.

Time passed by as sat there looking at him, there is no way Felix is going to hurt him or reject him...but Felix's love for Hyunjin is soo much more, the sleepless nights, sheepish dates and hopeless love flirting he did so he could win Hyunjin's heart was beautiful, their kiss in rain was ethereal, will Felix ever be able to come out of such love for Hyunjin and give the same to Sam? I don't know but Sam deserves it..the love like Felix has for Hyunjin.

I was broken from my train of thoughts with Sam waking up, pouting at the possible pain he felt in his arm

"Are you in pain Sam?" I asked gently as he nodded

"Here these are some painkillers and water take if it's unbearable" I said softly as he nodded taking the medicine

"You.... Y-you knew I was n-not Hyunjin?" He asked quietly making me smile

"Yes I did, I was the only one in full consciousness while performing Hyunjin's rituals of death..sobI knew you were not Hyunjin" I answered honestly as he nodded ..

"Then why you didn't tell Lixi- I mean Mr.Lee" he asked looking into my eyes, he has hazel brown irises

"I mean I didn't wanted Felix to destroy himself more in revenge, so I let you be-"

"Would you ever tell him I'm Sam?" He cut me off looking straight in my eyes

"No, i would never..I was never going to tell about you to him that's why I didn't even try to find out about you, I wanted it to be my secret"I finished seeing him sigh in relief as he smiled beautifully at me

"Thank you soo much ..ah....Hyung?" He asked hesitantly making me chuckle as I nodded

"Call me hyung, I'll have to call Felix to tell about you, take your medicine until then" I got up and left as he nodded eating the medicines

"Will he be angry?" He asked hesitantly and I honestly can't predict Felix's behaviour, he literally shot him

"I'll be there to make sure he doesn't hurt you, alright" I smiled as he nodded taking the medicine and I called Felix informing him that Sam woke up.

At the lightning speed Felix was already inside the room, Sam's eyes were wide seeing Felix, he shook in fear as Felix approached him

"How do you feel?' Felix asked softly? Yes he did

"I-Im good" He answered looking down as Felix sighed

"Sam, I didn't intend to hurt you but I was desperate to know the truth so I went overboard, In sorry" Felix apologized making Sam's eyes snap which were filled with tears as the tensed muscles calmed down.. Felix already has so much effect of him.

"You can stay here, I don't want to throw you out of my mansion, stay as long as you want" Felix's gentleness took me off gaurd

"Thank-you.. I-Im very grateful" Sam let the tears slide smiling beautifully

"But remember one thing Sam" Felix started

"Never try to be Hyunjin, there is only one Hyunjin and that's my Husband who isn't alive anymore. In my heart it's him or no one else, so don't let your heart break with my rejections as I'm never letting it cross mine" Felix affirmed walking out of the room as Sam's sobs broke out in the empty walls..

I wanted to hug him, pet him and tell it's fine...but it's not my place to tell..it will never be

"Everything will be fine Sam, don't worry Felix will warm up to you" I said walking closer to him but he only cried, his cries stinging my own eyes....

"I'm leaving, call me if you need something" I walked out after telling him that, my heart ached seeing him like that but it hurt more knowing I'm never going to be the Felix he loves and he is never going to be the Hyunjin Felix loves.

Days passed with Sam trying to get Felix's heart, to get his soft side again but Felix was persistent in not going soft, his cold heart only warmed to the screams of Daniel in the basement, the blood Daniel shed calmed him, every other day opening up Daniel's healed wounds only to inflict again, with those cries Felix also cried in despair unable to save his Hyunjin, to not have him in his arms, their broken dreams with his shattered heart I wonder if he will ever find peace again...

An another reason to live to not hurt but to live heartily.

Felix will you ever warm to Sam's innocent soul? The only question I ever had seeing him like that and Sam crying for his love every night.

Something will ever change?

Probably it will because the next day I woke up, I found no Sam in the Mansion.

Sam was missing......

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Hii

This might not be a good chapter but I wish to write good ones ahead.

I didn't forget about this book, it's just that I didn't know how to continue ahead, I knew what the plot is till the ending of this book but I didn't know how to continue.

Whatever Changbin is feeling had to be secret and just be in actions but I thought it was good when his pov. come in vision too, Do you all like it?

I hope anyone of you didn't forget the initial chapters.

Anyways love you all....

See you all in next chapter
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