Chapter 21

Jennie's POV


After explain to Nayeon what happened when I followed Lisa to her locker this morning, her, Momo, and I all changed the subject. Not in a bad way, but because Nayeon was being too loud and was getting angry at the thought of Jungkook saying that stuff to me. I figures out that Momo is actually really fun, maybe I can get close to her too one day.  


                    


"Hey don't look now.." Momo says interrupting Nayeon talking about her teacher. I narrow my eyes. "but Lisa's walking over here." 


                    


My eyes widen as I stay still, not looking back. I stop eating, waiting to hear that voice of hers. Momo's eyes follow something behind me and seconds later, someone plops right beside me.


                    


"Hi Jennie" she smiles, sitting a little too to me. Not too close for my liking but definitely too close for other people's liking. 


                    


"Hey um..why aren't you.." I trail off, looking at her confused. She shakes her head, turning to look at her lunch table. 


                    


"Nancy isn't sitting with me, which I'm not complaining about and I don't really want to deal with Jungkook until we have our talk later." she explains to me. "I have a feeling it's not going to go good." she sighs, I just nod, swallowing hard. 


                    


"I hope everything turns out okay you're welcome to sit here with us." I said she blushes and nods, thanking me quietly. 


                    


I turn over to Nayeon who is smirking. I give her a look that says 'don't embarrass me'. She looks towards Momo and she just smiles, continuing to eat. 


                    


I continue to eat so as Nayeon starts a new conversation. I can't seem to focus as I think of all the things that will be said that Lisa is sitting with us at lunch. I turn my head to her, ready to say something but nothing comes out of my mouth as our eyes meet. Her beautiful brown eyes stare back into mine and it's like we are both frozen. My gosh she is too pretty her eyes are hard to look away from. 


                    


"Umm.." I break the awkward silence as I'm pretty sure Momo and Nayeon are staring at us. "you don't care that people are going to talk about you sitting with us?" I ask her gently she furrows her eyebrows. 


                    


"Why would people talk?" she asks. I sigh, shrugging. 


                    


"Exactly what I just said you're sitting with us." She shakes her head lightly, bringing her hand up and move a strand of hair from my face. My heart starts beating fast and hard, almost out of my chest. 


                    


"I don't care, Jennie and I will never let anyone I know talk to you like that again." she cups my chin, giving me a cute smile. I nod, breathing deeply from my nose. 


                    


"Okay." I said and turn back to my friends. They are both staring at us with wide eyes. Nayeon looks shocked but with a look that also says 'i'm not surprised'. Momo's face just screams 'what the hell just happened?' 


                    


"Nayeon." I laugh awkwardly. "how's work going?" I ask giving her wide eyes, trying to tell her to snap out of it. She does and nods.


                    


"Oh it's good! boring of course." she says laughing back with me. Let's just say the rest of lunch was a little awkward for all of us. 


                    


[at home]


                    


I pace back and forth in my room, biting my finger nails. How will Lisa and Jungkook talk go? did he cheat? will they break up? will they make up totally but then get in another fight tomorrow? I fucking need an answers!


                    


I fight the urge to grab my phone but it was no use. I'm already on Lisa and I's messages, typing a quick 'call me when you're done'. I throw my phone back on my bed and take a deep breath. Then, I continue pacing for another five minutes. Dammit this shit is killing me.


                                                                                         


I finally decide to go downstairs and sit on the couch with my phone right next to me (with the ringer on, of course). I try to distract myself with television as I scrunch up in a ball on my couch, my eyes on the tv. 


I check my phone every ten minutes seeing if Lisa has texted me at all. Nothing nor a call. We've been out of school for two hours! 


I jump suddenly to the sound of my doorbell ringing. Who is that? I jump off the couch and go to the door, opening it. My stomach drops when I'm met with Lisa standing there, her face soaked from tears. Oh that Jungkook, he's dead. 


She shakes her head at me, indicating that it didn't go well. I let my arms out, saying that I want her to come in and give me a hug. She steps up and tackles me in a hug, wrapping herself around me tighter than she ever has. She continues to sob on my shoulder, the sound hurting my ears. 


"W-what happened?" I ask hesitantly. She pulls away from my body, sniffing her nose like crazy and whimpering. 


"He cheated on me. God dammit Jennie!, I fucking knew it deep down!" she chokes, her words leaving her mouth like it's torture. I rub her cheek, trying to stop her crying. 


"With Nancy? that's so fucked up"I ask her gently. She nods, knowing it is. I bring her over to my couch and sit her down. I give her a blanket to put on herself as I sit close to her. "please, try to calm down." I cup her cheeks, giving her a reassuring smile. 


"H-he told m-me that I've been different so he fucked Nancy the other day. He didn't even feel bad. My sorry ass cried in front of him while he just told me that he didn't give a shit about me. I ended everything." she says reaching for my hands, she holds it, putting her other arm over her eyes. Her breathing hitches as she tries to stop herself this poor girl. 


"I'm so sorry Lisa, he's not worth it." I said gently, running my fingers through his hair. She stops crying, wiping her whole face with her sleeve and some with my blanket. 


"You were right this whole time." she says. "I don't deserve him. I can get someone so much better" she nods, her lips forming a small smile. "I am beautiful I am charming. I don't need slutty clothes and makeup to look good." she continues, staring into my eyes. I smile, nodding my head at her. That's my girl!


"Exactly." I said she blinks slowly. "you are all of those things but you are so much more than just a pretty face."  


"You were wrong about one thing though." she says and my eyebrows rise, curious on what it is. 


"What's that?" I ask she cups my face with her soft hands and brings my face closer to hers. I hold my breath as our faces as inches apart. 


"I'm not perfect." she says. "you are." those few words make my body feel like I've just gotten taken out of the oven. You can hear my heartbeat from a mile away at this point. I don't say anything, I just watch as her face gets even closer to mine. 


Our lips brush against each other and I close my eyes, waiting for her lips to latch onto mine. My eyes suddenly widen in shock as she smashes her lips into mine, making me inhale deeply. I see her eyes are closed so I carefully close mine, cherishing the feeling of her lips on mine. 


She pulls away from the short kiss, her eyes opening and looking panicked. "Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry..I-i didn't know what I was doing." she said.


Fuck it!


I feel my body have a mind of its own as my lips crave hers again. I shake my head, grabbing her face gently and leaning back in to connect our lips. She kisses back, our lips moving in sync. She takes the blanket off her slowly and shoves it away, throwing a leg over my lap. She sits on my lap, her arms around my neck now. I hold her waist, my tongue slide over her bottom lip. She gladly open her mouth for my tongue. She moans as our tongue connects dancing at each other. Our kiss becomes deeper, my head tilting more to the side. 


I move my hands up and down her waist, eventually slipping them under her shirt. She hands ball up fists of my hair and she tugs at them, making me let out a loud heavy breath. 


Our tongues tangle in each other's as my hands roam her body. Her hands stay locked in behind my head with my hair in her fists. Her soft lips that I could kiss forever if she allows me, gosh she's driving me crazy.


The kiss slowly dials down, leaving us with just giving each other small pecks. I know my face is red as a tomato right about now. We finally pulling away, leaving both of us speechless. I timidly open my eyes, seeing her face still close to mine with her eyes closed. All you can hear is the sound of us both heavily breathing a bit. 


Her eyes open and they meet mine, softening immediately. With both of our chests rising and falling, she untangles her hands from my hair, placing them on my shoulders. I keep my hands on her hips. 


What just happened? what does this mean? is Lisa bisexual? am I just a replacement? did she just want someone to kiss? I don't know! 


"Okay.." she whispers. "maybe I'm not so sorry."

















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