Sebastian checked in the hotel later that night, he asked you to come up his room to talk, with his soaking wet clothes and red eyes.

"Go on, Y/N. You gotta talk to him.. Tell him what's going on." Chris says to you, looking at you with sorry eyes. He walked closer to you and gave you a reassuring hug, kissing the top of your head. "You have to tell him."

You looked Chris in the eyes, nodding hesistantly. He fixed up your hair and gestured for you to leave. And you did. The trip to Sebastian's room is the longest you've had, "Come on, woman. You're brave and strong. Don't be a fucking baby." You whisper to yourself as you come closer and closer to Sebastian's door.

"You are a strong woman. You can do this." You whisper to yourself again. You were about to knock when you heard a familiar voice from behind, your stomach dropped and you feel like vomiting.

"Yes you are, Y/N. You always were." Sebastian said, smiling at you, giving you a warm and tight embrace.

"Sebastian, we... We have to talk. Inside?" You said, shyly pointing to his room. He nodded and opened the door, urging you to come in.

"So, look.. I know I've been a total shit to you and I honestly deserve to be treated like one. But I lov--"

"Chris and I are dating..." You cut him off before he could even say what you think he'll say. Things escalated so quickly between you and Chris, this morning when you came for work, with eyes all red and looking like utter shit, Chris asked what happened and you told him.. Everything. That was the first thing, and the next thing... Well, the next thing you know, you're both at the back office, kissing and touching each other like there's no tomorrow. Then Chris asked you, 'Does this mean we're.. like, together now? Because I've dreamt about this moment since I first met you..'

And the rush of excitement, joy and pride flowed in you, and all you could say was a big 'Yes', kissing his red lips, because for the first time in months, you actually feel so appreciated. You felt love and happiness, just whenever you make eye contact with Chris and he smiles, you feel like knees go limp and your heart beat go faster. You don't love Chris, god no. But you like him, and he likes you, that's some good enough fucking excuse to be with someone.

"Excuse me?" Sebastian said, looking at you with such anger and... pain. His eyes began to water, tears ready to fall.

"Me and Chris... we're together. Just.. just this morning. I mean.. You and I... we're broken up, right?" You said calmly, raising an eyebrow at him. Because honestly, you can't give a shit about him at this moment. You know deep inside, you still love this stupid man to bits. But he doesn't deserve your love, because he's never gonna love you back again. Not until he stops being an unfaithful asshole.

He looks so unbelievably betrayed, his mouth slightly ajar, red eyes.

"You're a god damn liar! Tell me.. tell me this isn't real.. You're kidding, right?? You're just lying to make me feel bad? Is that it?" He yelled, choking back his own tears.

"No.. Sebastian, it's real. He.. He made me feel so special, and appreciated. And.. I craved those feelings from you.. You just.." You sighed, stepping closer to Sebastian, manipulating him. Because that was the plan, right? To get even. To hurt him. "You never give them to me anymore.."

"It's because you don't let me try!! You never let me in your life anymore! Do you know how that feels??"

"Sebastian, I don't know what you mean. I've always involved you in my life!"

"You did?? Really?? You always chose your work before me, even on our anniversary, you bailed on me because you had to go to work! It's not fair that you get to say you weren't appreciated, when all I ever did was give you the things you deserved. I loved you, Y/N. So much more than you know! But you loved your work more.." Sebastian yelled, you're both yelling at each other. Digging up the old unnecessary heartaches.

"Did I deserve the cheating too? Was that for me? To get my attention?? Well, congrats, man.. You got my attention.. And my sanity." You said, shrugging your shoulders at him, looking so done with everything. "You always claimed you loved me, but you still cheated, Sebastian."

"God! Are we at it with this cheating bullshit again?? It's done! Over!"

"Is it??? Then why did I hear you say fucking i love you on the phone this morning, huh?? Who was that? Tyler? God, Sebastian, do you really think I'm that stupid?!" You screamed, for sure the other rooms heard it.

"Can't you just fucking see that I'm trying to change?! And just... just one overheard phone call, you run off with some sissy fucking blonde dude?? How fucking low are you, huh??"

"I can't have this argument right now, I'm sorry, I have work to do.. Chris is waiting for me." You said, shaking your head in guilt and shame.

"You always manage to abandon me when I need you the most.." He scoffed, sitting down on the side of the bed. "Fine.. fine.. But this isn't over, y'know. I will fight for you." He laughed, sitting back on the bed post, "Tell that to your new boyfriend."

"I'm really sorry, Sebastian" you said in the most apologetic way, staring back at him but he only responded with,

"I don't need your sorry. You can shove it up Chris' ass."

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A/N

it's 08/21/20

i just recently retrieved my account here in wattpad

and i just wanna let you all know

it is Evans :D 

Thank you for all your support!!