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SOMETIMES ÁLVARO FELT IT was his fault that she wasn't with him. He blamed himself for something he wasn't capable of controlling.

He was always coming up with what ifs. What if he could have stopped everything from happening? What if it was all his fault?

There was no way he could've possibly stopped anything from happening- but he always told himself that if he could've tried harder, if only he could've done something, just something- maybe things would've been different.

What if we weren't meant to be? What if we were just the wrong people at the right time? If that was the reason, he wondered why they were even put in each other's path to only to hurt each other.

But he refused to believe that, he believed that they were meant to be, and that they would have their happily ever after. He refused to believe that what they had wasn't anything anymore, because he always believed that Viviana was put in his life because she would be someone special to him- and she was special to Álvaro.

He felt in his heart that she was the one for him- the right person for him- even the day he had met her for the first time, something in his heart told him that she was the one.

How could she possibly not be the one? Álvaro had already thought of how their future would be together, and how many kids they would have and the future had just seemed so bright for them.

What if he could go back in time and change something? Change something that could've kept everything perfect, just like was before.

If only he could go back. Before to where everything was just perfect, and maybe just too perfect. Way before everything had changed, and definitely before his heart was broken into pieces, and especially back to when he was happy with her.

He should have noticed before, that small things that could've made such a big impact, and that those small things could change the entire future, his entire future.

Maybe he was angry that Viviana never told him how she felt, and would keep small details from him because she thought they weren't important.

Everything was just too perfect to be ruined.

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❝he wished he could go back, back to before. but he couldn't. no one could. as much as you want it.❞