I woke up because of the sound of an alarm clock, but it's not mine. I slowly move to where the sound came from. "Ugh, it's already this late?" Luckily, school starts tomorrow, so i don't have anything to worry about. "That's strange, Yuuki usually woke me up, even if it's holiday." I open the curtain of my room. There, reality hits me hard. "This is... my old place..." This is my original world... that means... "I see... so the time for dreams is already over... ha...hahaha... So... everything is gone... Yuuki..." My knees went weak, my eyes feels hot, i don't care about anything anymore, and with that, i throw my body to the bed, and curl up. Drowning myself in my memories of Yuuki and me.
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How much time has passed since i don't care about anything anymore? My stomach is rumbling, asking for food, but i ignored it. I don't want to do anything anymore. "I... had enough." I slowly make my way to the kitchen. The cooking utensils mom left me sure looks tempting... especially the knife. "I wonder... how it feels to stab myself..." I took one of the knife and raise it high in the air. Suddenly, the door bell ring. "Who is it i wonder?" It's already 7 pm. Knife in hand, i opened the door.