Forgiveness

*Aery POV*


I unlocked the door to Ray house and went up to his room. I opened his closet and lifted the loose floor boards. I can't believe he still put stuff here. I moved the stuff that been in here since we was kids and I spotted the money. There had to be at least five hundred thousand dollars in here!! My baby been hustling forreal.. I took about $300. I got in the car and headed to Verizon. I got a Samsung galaxy s4 and a pink case to go on it. I headed back to the hospital. I seen this girl that looked very familiar walk out the hospital while I was walking in. She looked like she been crying. Watever. I walked to Ray room and Ry,Djaay, And BK was sitting in the room with Ray. It was hella quiet.


"Uhh..Ray we gotta go but uhh. .we'll be back tomorrow or sumn." BK said as he dapped him up. They all have me a hug and said bye.


"Wat was that all about???" I asked and he ain't say nothing.. Okaaay.


"Anyways..Look at the phone you bought me" I said laughing. He have me a weak smile.


"I'm glad you like it baby."


"Yea. Thank you so much Ray..."


"Yu ain't gotta thank me. Wats mine is yours. Now that yu know where the money is yu can take some whenever you need it."


*awkward silence*


"Ray...wats on your mind bae??"


"Kaymine came by here today." Ohh yea!! That's her name. The one I saw walking out.


"Yea..and..??"


"She said she pregnant.."


"Are you sure its yours??"


"Yea...She wouldn't just fvck anybody."


"But she fvcked yu...."


"Cuz I told her I loved her...and she believed it. After we fvcked..I told her to leave. Idk how she got my number but she kept calling me everyday and I would ignore her calls. I feel so bad for playing with her like that. Please don't be mad.."


"I can't be mad at you Ray. All of this happened before me and yu. But I will be mad if yu don't take care of that baby. Yu were wrong for how yu did her but Yu gone be a good father Ray. Don't stress. But I think you need to call Kaymine and tell her to come back."


"Okay" I dialed her number. I had it memorized from ask the times I ignored her calls. I'm such an ass..


I called her and begged her to come back.


About 15 minutes later Kaymine came back.


"Uhh...Aeryelle. Please don't be mad at me. I'm not trying to break up yalls relationship...I just..need some help.." She said playing with her fingers.


"Its okay boo. I'm not mad at neither one of yu.I just want y'all to work this shit out." I said as I walked up to her and gave her a hug. She tensed up but then she realized I wasn't trying to hurt her and she hugged back.


"Well..imma go. See yu later babe." I said as I kissed Ray.


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*Ray POV*


"I'm sorry about wat I said earlier... I was just..mad that yu came back...I thought yu was tryna get back with me at first. Then yu told me yu was pregnant and I just froze. I ain't know wat to say or do. I'm sorry for how I treated yu. I'm an ass and I apologize."


"Ray. I accept your apology but let's get one thang strait. I will never..ever try to get with yu after the shit yu pulled that night after the party. Yu told me yu loved me and I was stupid enough to believe yu. And I was stupid for sleeping with yu. But I will not be stupid anymore. Yu and I are gonna raise this baby the best we can and that's it. But there its one thing we do agree on."


"Wat??"


"You ARE an ass."


"Yea..I know..but wat we gonna do?? "


"I have no clue.. But I'm gonna leave. I got shit to do."


"Bye Kaymine..."


"Bye Ray."


I'm gone be a daddy....I have no clue wat I'm supposed to do. I don't know how to be a daddy.


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*Next Day*


*Stylz POV*


This house is so dysfunctional. It's nice that Djaay moms let me stay here an all...but I miss my mama. And Ryan so damn loud!!!


"Bros!!!" Ryan yelled from all the way across the house. Me and Djaay was sleep....well TRYING to sleep. And why this nigga yelling at 8:00 in the morning..


"WAT????" Djaay yelled back. Scaring the shit out me. They so ghetto.


"Can I wear yo new Nike's??" still yelling.


"Nigga No!"


"Man yu bogus..I'm ya brother!!"


"And??" Ryan didn't say nothing back.


"Why can yu just get up and talk to him..like a normal set of brothers might do??"


"Cuz Iown feel like getting up babe.." he said as he kissed my forehead and put his face in the crook of my neck.


We started to fall back asleep.


"Y'ALL BETTER NOT BE FREAKIN IN HERE!!!!!" Ryan yelled when he busted thru the door. Causing me and Djaay to jump.


"Or wat?? She already pregnant.??" Djaay asked


"True. Well I'm gone bros, bros girl, and little niece or nephew."


He just killed my sleeping vibe. so I got up to fix myself a very special breakfast....cereal.


Djaay came in the kitchen a little later.


"Why you ain't wait on me babe??"


"Cuz I was hungry.." I said with hella attitude.


"So we gone be like that now..Ohh okay" Djaay said pretending to cry. I gave him the 'don't fvck widd me' look and he stopped.


"Why yu so angry this mornin??"


"Cuz yu and yo goofy ass brother fvcked up my morning. All that yelling shit ain't necessary."


"Well I'm sorry that your morning started off bad..but I think it'll get better"


"And why is that???"


"Cuz we going shopping."


"Ohh hell no. Yu not finna put me on no damn maternity shit so I can look like a big bit--"


"No babe!! I'm talking bout for the baby..TF yu on this mornin??"


I guess I am being a lil bit extra...


"Okay..I'm sorry for acting like an ass."


"I accept your apology now go get ready.."


I put my dishes in the sink and walked up stairs into Djaay bathroom. There was a note on the mirror that read....


"I know yu gone say a lot of things that yu don't mean cuz of all that hormone shit or watever. I know yu gone have attitudes and wat not so I'm just writing this note to tell yu I forgive yu for everything yu have said and are gonna say to me that might be out of line. Signed the most handsomest nigga on the block, Djaay."


Djaay is a fool....


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*Djaay POV*


Me and bae showered and got dressed. I told my moms we was out and we left to go to one of dem baby store places. I ain't really know wat to get...I was hoping Stylz did.. but hell she look like she don't know wtf she doin either. We shoulda brought my moms. We were just walking around the store like two lost puppies wen I heard sniffling. I turned around and Stylz was crying.


"Wats wrong babe? " I asked holding her.


"We don't know wat we doin."


"We can ask for help at the-"


"No!! That's not wat I'm talking about..we don't know how to raise no baby. We don't know wat we doing, Djaay. Do yu think we ready to be parents??" she asked looking up at me for an answer.


"As of now. No. But we can learn. All parents ain't perfect..but if yu try your best, and love your kid..that's all that matters. I mean look at my mama...Ryan was her first born. She did wat she knew how to do. We both can say that she screwed up somewhere but she did her best. All in all Ryan turned out..okay.." She have me that look..


"Okay..maybe I ain't use a good example...that nigga fvcked up. But please look at the bright side of things..we can't go too far into the deep end cuz we got people with experience all around us. Don't stress babe, We got this." She looked at me and have me a big smile.


"You gone be a great daddy." she said to me.


"And yu gone be the best mama." I said kissing her nose.

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