Suddenly I felt the whole vehicle shaking a loud noise. I couldn't open my eyes, but what did it even matter, this was just death, shouldn't it go the way I want it to. I suddenly felt the cool breeze and the rain hitting my face, and then my whole body. I realized I was shaking it was so cold. I could only feel the cool raindrops and the chilly breeze for a little while longer before I realized I felt that because Edward Cullen had just carried me to his car. I wasn't dying, I was surviving. All because of Edward Cullen.

I felt him set me down, buckle me up, and quickly close my door to wish back over to his side of the car. As soon as he was sitting in the drivers seat, I felt him nudge my shoulder a few times while saying my name. I didn't know if I had the energy to open my eyes. Or really, I just didn't know if I wanted to. For a moment, I thought, 'maybe he wouldn't know I'm alive', but then he said something, I realized after that, I would have to open my eyes. He had said,

"I know you are still alive y/n" I had forgotten he could read my mind. I hated that more than ever right now.

I slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was Edward. His face was so close to my face. I found myself holding my breath. I thought what if my breath smelled bad, he was so close to me, I knew he would smell it, and then I bought myself again when he let out a little chuckle, signifying that he heard, or whatever you say for someone who reads your mind, that he heard me thinking about my breath right now of all times. 

"Shut up. How did you find me?" I asked him.

"Ill tell you on the way, we need to get going and we need to get going fast"

"what are you worried about? you could take those guys, they are just humans"

"they are not who I'm worried about"

"Edward Cullen, who could you possibly be afraid of?" 

"Nobody you need to worry about, at least not quite yet"

"okay" I scoff out.

After a few minutes of the awkward silence, Edward reaches over and clicks the radio system on, the song that came on that he had been listening to was 'A thousand years piano' 

"y/n, I found you because I was trying to, I was listening to find your thoughts, and when I found them, I found those Men's thoughts as well. They were thinking awful things so I came here as fast as I could, and when I was flooring my car, I heard what you were thinking, wishing that I would kill you..." he trailed off.

"My life never had much meaning, I suppose I didn't wish you would kill me, I just wouldn't have minded if you had. Sorry" I said sorry, but didn't really mean it.

"Stop it, your life does have meaning"

"You and your family give it meaning. I was nothing before you, and I still barely am anything." After I said this, he muttered to himself for a long while, but didn't respond.